I wish I could feel the way I felt at 14. Remember those intense crushes...

I wish I could feel the way I felt at 14. Remember those intense crushes. That excitement playing video games AND outside. Having vanilla taste in porn and knowing you had an absolute buffet to select and experience. The cringe shit you did that you saw from movies. Yes, a girl will surely appreciate roses in her locker from some loser. I miss being so in love with a girl that I would lie awake at night in actual pain. Being brought to tears. I miss being friends with girls on the internet and listening to their troubles and asking for advice. I don't want to be bad. I don't want to be morose. I just want to be innocent and loving again.

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is it bad I'm still excited playing video games at 22?

i dont know, is it bad i play video games all day at 27 and it's not exciting

>tfw I was a boring and nerdy 14 year old with no friends

Enjoy it whilst it lasts.
At least you got to admire girls from afar.

I lost 30 pounds during the summer between 8th and 9th grade because I was crushing on a girl so intensely that I just could not eat very much and had so much energy that I needed to ride bike around town. Of course when I asked her out later that year she agreed for just like a month then dumped me before we could ever experiment. Never again!

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I still feel that way. I hate feeling like this unironically

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This user is a psyop. He doesn't exist. You are the future. Don't let faggots decide your fate.

Yeah /comfy/ living never lasts. When you get older your brain just switches I have all the money, anime, movies, games, toys at my disposal but they are meaningless and empty. I will never get that feeling back.

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I envy you.
I disagree with that image. Saying the fear is not knowing where you're going. I have a set path in my life. I just fear that I won't enjoy it.

I still prefer beautiful angel ciara over Aggie.

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Claro best girl.

>be me, typical 15 y/o loser
>getting distant from the few friends i have
>feel completely empty and helpless, dont care for relationships cause of this and on top of the fact that no girl wants to touch me anyways
>failing all my classes
>genuinely just don't care anymore
>don't have anything to look forward to
>been like this for years
i'm too far gone, i guess it just hit really early for me, didn't it?

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Beautiful Angel Ciara please come baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.

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you are not too far gone, look at yourself in the mirror. your still a young whiny baby. come back when you've been through some real shit.

Clairo best industry plant

I completely lost interest in video games. I find some fun, but really only very specific things. I find them more rewarding when they have side benefits, like being relaxing/therapeutic (Animal Crossing) or allowing me to socialize in the process

I can't enjoy most games anymore. They're just not exciting. It's like reading a really shitty book. Just a total waste of time.

I don't think that's a bad thing; these games mostly have no value anyway

>skip fourth grade
>outcast from then on, youngest in class but one of the smartest AND weirdest (probably assburgers too but never got tested)
>don't make any friends age 9 to 16
>start believing everyone who is nice to me is either polite or does so out of pity
>people wonder why I am so shy and lack confidence

It's better these days but not by all that much.
Unless your child is an extrovert, don't let it skip grades.

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Aggie is and always will be best girl and nothing will change my mind.

user, lad, I get your feel, I wish the same.

But it's even worse now, you see OP, now I don't see the worth of the fucking the woman, even if it was my biggest fantasy, I'd be bored, and then it's done, they're not worth money.

heyyy i have a really bad sore throt and i sound really nasally right now but i felt like i had to record this. right now. i didnt feel like waiting any longer. when i first heard about the doxing i wrote a long long paragraph defending tahlia and asking people to leave her alone-- but i was banned so couldnt post it. then the rumors about me being involved got worse and worse and i needed it to die down a bit for making this. i am not trying to interject myself into this but since others have here is the truth as far as i know it. i wish i would have swallowed the spit in my mouth in this recording like once, even just once

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Her voice is more cliche than I thought it would be. Like genuinely from clueless.

user anoon your food its done

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I attempted suicide at 14, worse year of my life, fuck off. If you topped out I grade school you are pathetic

14 was one of the worst years of my life, too (I'm OP). But it was also the most emotional one.. That's what I miss. The volatility. Ups and downs. I feel so placid, now. My childhood was trash. A lot of abuse. But I sort of miss it. Weird, I know.

am i a cher or a dionne?

porn at 14? What's your problem?

14 is THE age for porn. A lot of people actually start younger. I started at 12. Mistake. 14 is the right age.

boomer fuck off

Being a minority and born into a weird ass religion that's very overt, I dont think I've ever connected more with some random text.

And I wish I could feel being inside Agatha, but dreams don't come true.

If what you described really was "one of the worst years" of your life, you have it incredibly easy.

Yeah, no, you don't have ownership of woe-is-me nonsense. I just don't focus on the bad. Why would I want to? I bury it down. You enter my thread and insult me, because I unknowingly threatened your identity, mr vanguard.

You'd be surprised by how many people lose their virginity at 13-14. I had a girl in my class at 12 who made me call her a cum slut and whore etc. She got off on it. Gay people usually lose their virginity here.

it hit me at 14 dw user you'll get over it, still want to off myself though

yeah and now you orbit a mentally handicapped molestation victim j*w on Jow Forums you fucking loser

I miss her too bros

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No, my statement still stands.

Kek not me I've always been cynical,jaded autistic asshole and I've loved every second of it

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I'd already given up on life at 14 but good for you that you were a chad back then