Best friend ever since elementary school abandoned two years ago because I was "too toxic"

>best friend ever since elementary school abandoned two years ago because I was "too toxic"
>still have dreams where he apologizes and we get to be friends again
>entire day ruined due to this
You really fucked me up idiot, I hate you. Sorry for the blogpost

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You should try being more kind, friendly and gentle.

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Get your toxic shitpost outta here you fucking retard. You'll never learn anyway.

I wish I could. I just want a buddy who hates everyone too and wants to be an edgelord with me

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calling someone toxic is pretty toxic

>one of the closest friends I've ever made cut me off half a year ago because I was too toxic
>blocked my attempts to reach out
>regularly cry myself to sleep missing him

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I'm sorry, user. No one deserves this, I don't know what's wrong with people. I trusted him so much too

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I deserve it for being toxic.
I'm pretty much the worst you can get.

Instead of hating everyone try liking everyone.

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>buddy used to the angry one of the two of you
>he cleaned up and got a job and a gf and now you're the angry one comparatively
fr*ck la

Be my friend! You play Persona 5?

That sounds rough user. All my friendships (including the guy I've known my whole life) just gradually faded away so I don't have a nasty break up memory at least.

But I can't. They're mean and rude and they make fun of me. They just want to hurt me and I hate it

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>I was too toxic
>where HE apologises
Just kill yourself. Really, fucking do it immediately.

grow up. Its your fault not his, duh.

Yes, I love it
I guess this is what I get for trying to mantain the friendship instead of letting it die naturally
I never did anything to him personally. I just wanted to be his friend.

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Hey man, I used to sound like you. It'll be okay, life does get better.

>Best friend found someone
>It wasn't me

What's the most painless suicide method?

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>dreams where he apologizes
you don't deserve to have friends, the world is not about you, your behavior affects others, and you cannot expect others to not be affected by you when you act like a piece of shit
sage :)

jesus christ you sound like a five year old

Hello toxic friends. Lets all be buddies

Bump ;-D

When I was younger I had friends. I wasn't super social but I had real life friends and online friends. I talked to people on forums and played with people online.
Yet as an adult I have no friends, am not involved in any community, and I don't know how to do that anymore. I don't know how I got to this point.

Yes, the point was that I'm an angry manchild and I can't help myself. I'm glad you understand
Again, I didn't do anything to him. We used to hang out all the time and plan revenges on our bullies and things like that. One day he suddenly decided he wanted to be a normalfag and I was too "toxic" for that to happen. Yes, I do believe he was in the wrong for destroying our friendship like that. I do not have any control over my dreams anyways, it's just how I feel and I never said I was righteous or anything

that's kinda gay user
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.

>be me
>~1 year ago
>playing some vidya with friends
>suddenly my good buddy adds this one kid none of us have met before to be nice/out of social obligation
>pic related, it's him
>none of us really like him because he's a bit of a cunt but play with him for our friend's sake
>suddenly though, he goes on an ego trip, talking about how awful the one person who's ever been nice to him is with almost no provocation
>we all block him after this, but he finds weird ass ways to send us messages just like this one
>is it you faggot?

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user i think u really like cock

> delete friend about a year ago for lying about something, cant remember what exactly
>regret deleting them and miss them because they were so kind to me
>want to message them and hopefully be friends again
>check their steam, haven't been online in over a month
rip. miss you fi.

No. I didn't like him sexually, I was just emotionally attached. Why do normalfags always make everything about sex

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