Losing your virginity

I need your opinions bots, would you consider losing your virginity something that should be pure? or just go for whatever the fuck girl I can?

>be me
>18, Jow Forumsfag, decent face but 5'5
>no game, boring personality, a virgin
>kinda accepted the fact that ill die alone
>meet a chubby chick on tinder
>19, disgusting body but kinda alright face, would've been cute if she wasnt fat
>shes flirty,dont find her attractive but go along with it because no standards
>she asks for pics, go along with it because Jow Forumsfag narcissism and raging boner
>she sends ass and tits, pretty much what you'd expect from a chubby tier fat chick but looks fuckable at the time
>tells me she wants me to fuck her but she lives with her parents so I gotta come tomorrow when they're not home
>agree, bust a nut and go to sleep
>upon waking up I get that feeling of instant regret
>realize that im going to have sex for the first time in my life with a girl im not even attracted to
>can't even talk about her with my friends out of embarrassment, let alone gf her
>shes extremely pushy and still wants me to come over
>the more she wants it the more I want it less
>been ignoring her for 3 days because I can't make up my mind
>been a constant cycle of getting horny, thinking about going for it, jerking off, coming to my sense and feeling ashamed

I just dont know what to do, on one hand im a manlet, it might be my one and only chance and still 10 times better than some of the fags here with standards so low they'd fuck a trap, and it might make for good practice in the future, on the other hand I always imagined it as something more special, with a girl I actually love and not just a hookup with a landwhale I met online, im still relatively young and I dont know what might turn up, and I know for sure that ill regret fucking her right after nutting.
what do you guys think I should do?

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Yeah, don't even bother.
Just jack off and tease her until she backs off.
Getting an STI from some fatass you don't even care about would suck.

I thought you can't get STIs if you wear a condom

why would you go for a fat slut user?

Get it for the sex skill gainz. You dont want to actually manage to get a hot girl to be attracted to you and then disappoint her massively in bed. And like most simple activities you get drastically better at it with each time the first handful of times.

Bail out while you can

>decent face but 5'5
>but 5'5

Enjoy the incel live.

my standards are going lower and lower by the years, I guess its because i've never managed to get a nice girl yet.

if I had a gf thats genuinely in love with me she'd understand wouldnt she? let me learn rather than a hookup with a girl that just wants orgasms.

She would understand but would find it extremely unattractive. It'd increase the chances of you getting dumped tenfold. Getting a gf at your height is already a miracle and you want to have as much chances of keeping her as possible.

Also it's not like losing your virginity is a magical experience. It's kind of awkward and generally sucks. You have an idealized idea based on fantasies and immaturity, but it's gonna be soul crushig when that hot girl you love dumps you after an hour of awkward sex. On the other hand, fucking her like a champ and dicking her so good she dreams about you is definitely worth fucking some pigs.

It lowers your chances, but not to zero percent.

>dumps you after an hour of awkward sex
Kind of a petty reason to dump someone.

Dude you're 18 years old for fuck's sake. At least hit your 20s before you start whining about how you're gonna die alone.

If you can get it up with her then sure, just think of her as practice. The first time is always bound to be sloppy, I'd rather get it over with with an ugly girl so that when you finally get a girl you're attracted to you have at least some experience.

most guys i've talked to told me they regret losing their virginity to a whore and that I should lose it to a girl that wants more than a one night stand.
and besides sex doesnt seem that complicated, i've seen porn the motions seem pretty simple, dont think ill have a problem getting the hang of it.
even if ill be sloppy ill improve, I mean most guys started like that and their gf didnt dump them because they were sloppy.

im still putting in the affords mate, just dont wanna inflate my expectations too much, its a cold world when you're a manlet.

Just eat your girl out too when you get your first one, then you good, they love that. Focus on the clit and maybe use your fingers at the same time too. That can make up for your most definitely horrible performance with your dick.

will hip thrusts in the gym help? its pretty much the same motion.

Most guys started like that and didnt get dumped cause they were young. The older you get, the likelier you are to disappoint a girl with your virginity.
And sex is simple, yeah, but you can't hide your lack of experience. Most first times are awkward, you get the hang of it by the fifth time or so.

I understand trying to score at the losing your virginity at the lowest age possible meme but at least have some standards user. You gotta consider that your first might be your last, so don't fuck it up so hard.

>you gotta consider that your first might be your last
isnt it better than not doing it ever at all

Hey OP, fun fact.
If you're legitimately ashamed about telling people you've got your V card, all you have to do is simple.
Just say you haven't got laid in quite some time. Make up a bullshit time with a bullshit person, and basically say that you're rusty from the time not slam dunking mad pussy, so to speak.
Depending on how fit you are, sex is 50% how long you last (10 minutes is usually ideal as it doesn't eat up too much of your time and it's quick fun) and the other 50% is all just positions.
Fat chicks aren't flexible, which is very fucking obvious. So you're probably just limited to cowgirl/missionary But Google around for shit to try.
If you're flexible, you're probably better than skellies who aren't virgins assuming you aren't premature ejaculating.

Tl;dr you're honestly fine if you have like body fat and a good muscle base just so you can keep yourself in proper positions.

You have nothing to fear but fear itself. Use tinder for experience for hitting on thots and practicing sex. Nothing more, nothing less.

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I'll be honest dude. Fucking a fat bitch is the WORST thing that you can do to yourself. That hour you spend putting your dick in her loose and disgusting pussy will never leave your head. If you want to have what you want, aka sex that is true, then fucking WAIT. Do NOT let this bitch take your virginity because if you do, you'll always remember that you lost your innocence to a dumpster and you'll be weiner cousins with 20 different guys.