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I'm in a loveless relationship that I cant leave.
I dont enjoy fucking her, I don't enjoy spending time with her.
I dont enjoy conversations with her.
She's starting to repulse me in the worst kind of ways.

I feel like I'm throwing my fucking life away but for multiple reasons I pretty much have to stay with her for now.

I feel lost and trapped.
I'd rather be alone and not have anyone.

Tell me that you want to fuck me in the butt and that you think I am an ugly slut.

I want to know that you won't feel weird for me to tell you that I still deeply care about you. You'd have to message me with a sign or something.

Break up! You have freedom of choice!

R

I cannot explain why, but I really like you. Can you let me know if you reciprocate those same feelings to me? I would like to know.
Also, if you can come see me more often I would like that very much. Our meetings are too few and far between that it feels like everyday I do not see you I get further from getting with you. I am trying my best to talk with you. If you want to, please try to do the same.

K

But which one is the real you?

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every time i message you message you, I'm ignored or blocked I've been doing it every month for 3 years and i don't even get a response. very sad. i still have the picture you drew that says "together 4ever" and sometimes i wake up and realize you're not next to me and i hold onto my pillows and cry. hurts that you won't even be my friend. thanks for telling me not to kms last month I guess. that's the most I've heard from you since I showed up in your city hoping to find you walking to the places you told me about last year and i did! but i never got to say the things i wanted to. i miss having friends.

I cannot forgive you. I believed only you. But you have been betraying me. You ruined my life.

I am going to do what you did to me. We would never meet in real life. I never forgive you.

I mean you already have me added. Just send your pet name for me and I'll answer.

Geez what did they do, and are you sure they actually did it or did someone tell you they did?

You manipulative fucking bitch. This is how you treat me after all that I've done for you? You pretended to love me to boost your fucking ego. You tell me how important I am to you just to make yourself feel better. I was there when no one else was. I carried you through your fucking depression and loneliness only for you to toss me aside like a used condom the second you get better. You abandon me for some piece of shit, then get an attitude when I get upset. You lie to my face, and say it was just something casual. You say you'll stay close and still be my friend but ignore me for weeks. You goddamn whore. When he inevitably breaks your heart you better beg for my fucking forgiveness after what you've done to me. If you think I'll take you back if you just ask nice then you can go fuck yourself. You coldhearted bitch.

you're a real gayboy aren't you

Okay dude. I'm glad I got your opinion on the matter.

J.L
I watched your YouTube videos after listening to some of the shit we used to make with T and KC. Honestly I didn't contribute much, I was just there, anyways, You seem to not have changed much, but I guess I haven't either, truth be told, I guess I kind of miss those days, or maybe I'm nostalgic or something. Anyways you'll probably never read this, but incase you do if ever I caused you any trouble I'm sorry, man. Hope you can forgive me, I mean look at it from my point of view, You guys betrayed me, this is gay but I was pretty heart broken, it seems like a silly thing to say but I was pretty disheveled, obliterated emotionally you could say, I didn't know what to do so I tried to betray everyone I thought was involved just as it had been done to me. Man did that hurt, it hurts to think about it still and watching those videos brought it all back. They made me think about when we first met, around that time when you would pretend to have seizures at school to be funny, or when we'd all hang out at your place, Steph, brand, you and me. Those were pretty good times, it's such a shame man, I did consider you my friend out of all the people we associated with, so It really hurt when you guys did that to me and people were telling me that you dated Cait. Man I couldn't describe to you the pain. But I guess I'm not so emotional over those things anymore, still, I don't think we could ever be friends again, despite the fact we both are pretty similar to the way we were before, I feel like we might've grown too distant. It's contradictory but I hope you know what I mean... Sometimes when a mutual acquaintance of ours mentions you and claims you mentioned me I can't help but think of you mentioning me in a mocking manner, it hurts, being 100% sincere. I wish things would've gone a different way, like maybe we should've talked about it or something, but then again when I think about the whole situation it seemed like you wanted things to go this way.
Regrettably, L

You've been through a lot, I only wish I could rip through time and space to be by your side back then. I'm scared you won't come back, disappointed I pushed you this far, and just hurt. I never told you this, but I'm hopelessly in love with you. You mean the world to me. So please come back to me, because I know that the two of us together can overcome anything. I want you to be able to bring down your barriers for once and trust me. And I'm just sorry. For everything.

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I denieth it

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I finally died inside. Any light that was still left in me has been snuffed out. I hate myself.

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To S.K

I've been crushing on you for 6 months now.

S.C

My dreamy boyfriend N.,

I love you more than words can say.

Thank you for being my cat, and thank you for always bringing a smile to my face and for always and consistently being the sweetest and most caring person ever.

I have never felt love like I feel for you. You are the kindest, most adorable and most attractive person on the planet, and I never want to go another day without telling you that I love you.

I love being able to sleep with you and I love you for reading me to sleep, and I loved being able to talk to you in the middle of the night tonight. I hope you're not too tired.

I am yours, with all my heart, body and soul forever.

With all the love in the world, V.

initials?
pawlesa

I'm so happy I will never find you so I will post this:
C
I need to eat your ass. I would do absolutely every lewd thing possible with you.
I love you so much my heart aches for you.
I want to fuck you once, maybe a few times just so I can get over you.
You make me feel warm and you make me daydream so many times it worries me.
I somehow can't get through a day without thinking of you. You're so cute and lewd it just hurts the heart.

You might already have a bf, but I somehow keep thinking of you. You poisoned me in a weirdly good way.
I need you but I will never be free of you.
Porn only does so much before I ever think of you.
When I think of you in my kinds of porn, I bust.
It's weird but I'm so in love with you.
J

Dear V:

I am not sure what is the exact thing that I love from you but i really do. I really love you. I know that I don't talk a lot and I'm so happy you understand that. When I'm with you -like that song says- I forget that I forgot how to talk. I won't ever understand why you are with me but I'm so happy that we love each other. Sorry for being so autistic. Please do not go. Please do not leave me. Words aren't enough to say how important you are to me.
I can't wait til we have a free afternoon so we can be finally alone. I will dedicate you a song soon. I really hope you like it.

Dear J:

You are the best friend I've ever had. I wish we never lose contact. You've helped me more than you'll ever know. I'm so sorry if I hurt you, but I'm trying to change that, I hope you notice that. I'm so happy you gave me a second chance. I will always be there for you. I will not be mad at you if you decide to leave but just thinking about it scares me. Please do not go. Please do not leave me. Words aren't enough to say how important you are to me.

PS: Don't be so negative abour yourself, you are handsome. You are not fat, stop thinking that. If you want to find love, just step out into the light, cause true love is searching you too.

Dear M:

You are a very good friend, I love you. You are the funniest person I've ever met. Stop saying bad jokes about my gayness... or my fatness

Dear Mom:

I love you. Please stop trying to be a "friend" and a authority figure at the same time.

I have a boyfriend. I haven't told you because I think you wouldn't take it that well... and I like the idea of keeping it like a secret. Kinda romantic I think

C

I know you don't want me in your life anymore but I don't think you'd ever tell me that. What we have right now makes me feel more lonely than if we were to cut contact. This whole experience has put me off having anyone in my life online as it wouldn't have ended the way it did if we were real life friends. I've felt intense hatred towards you lately but now it's more emptiness. Part of me wants to meet up again for answers because the internet allows you to be a coward, however, it would be better to move on at this point. I also wish you blocked me before when I wanted you to.

Elliot,why did u have to go?u were so supreme,you were polite,you dressed nice,you had a nice car (a bmw) well better then most people in your college.
I loved u dude we coulda toasted roasties together ):

My perfect girlfriend, V.,

Just fuck. I don't have the words to express the love I feel for you either.

I've never felt love like this either. You're a miracle of a human being. I've never met someone as kind and caring and precious and cute. I'm so fucking lucky to get to call you my girlfriend.

You're my cat too. When I'm with you, and when I see your beautiful smile, nothing else seems to matter. It's wild how comfy I can be with you and I've never felt like this with anyone.

I love the fact that we get to sleep together every night. I cherish every moment I get to spend with you, even if it's just us sleeping.

I am yours too, with all my heart and everything I am forever.

With all the love in the world, N.

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For everybody in my life:

I fucking hate all of you and the rare few I don't I feel disqusted by. Day to day as I go I gradually loose more and more emotions all together and it got to the point I cannot feel anything but hate for everything and anything. You are all so fucking full of yourselfs, like you are a perfect little fucking snowflake who can never be wrong and when I point it out you just fucking act like it's normal. You are not entiteled to fucking anything and definetly not my help, if I fucking say no that means fucking no.
I work and work to better myself at what I do yet you all act like you do the same or worth the same just because you sit on your fat ass and mama licks it clean for you. You cannot be compared to me in any way, you are worthless disqusting and feel good in your fucking filth, I atleast try to improve, work for the things I want to achive but every fucking time you do some fucking shit or forget to do something it's "but you did the same" Yeah because I was working my ass off or was so tired I couldn't move after giving blood not because I was on facebook chatting with some other random retarded cunt for 8 hours a fucking day.
Your fucking cult of animal love is disqusting, you literally torture animals just so every month you can look at how cute they are. They are iving beings that should be cared for and about not just left in the house and given food every once in a while.
Laws apply to you too and not only the fucking ones you want, stealing, littering, drinking in public and disturbing the peace are only a few of the things you just can't be fucked about because "yeah somebody else is doing it" Yeah so why don't you go on and shoot up a public place? Somebody else has done that too so it must be alright to do by your logic.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I fucking hate this world

are you referring to women as a whole or just the ones you know?

Everybody not just women. Nobody is trying ot improve on themselfs, they just expect things to happen to them without moving a finger.

And the ones I know, I'm 100% there are more people that act the same way but I cannot give opinions on people I don't know

Dear M
I am sorry

NECK YOURSELF YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING FAGGOT I ABSOLUTELY HATE YOUR PATHETIC EXCUSE OF A (((THREAD))) STOP YOUR DATA MINING YOU INCESSANTLY ANNOYING SPIC FUCK

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HOLY FUCKING CHRIST I FORGOT TO SAGE

S
I hate you so fucking much, I'm eagerly awaiting the day your disembowelled corpse is found in a ditch somewhere you miserable piece of shit

M
You'll never get a boyfriend by being a whore, stop crying about a situation you chose to be in.
Your nudes were real nice though

Only two women I've known that I'm not related to and they're both fucking whores

Women in my family are whores too.

cba ye?

I don't know what changed but things are different, I'm not sure if it's something I did or said but the atmosphere between us isnt terrible, it's just non existant. Whenever I get on the ts I feel like some stranger in someone else's call, if it weren't for xy I probably would be long gone by now. You used to be interested in what I had to say, what I though about things, it seems like you couldn't careless at this point if I hopped on or not. I've wanted to leave so many times but I've never had a group that actually made me question myself and make me want to improve, the cycle of drifting apart from friends you've known for years only to find a new group to spend the next few years with is something I know very well. I keep telling myself that whenever the next game comes around we'll all play it and I'll have something incommon with the group, but I haven't been apart of you guys in months. The consistency this gives me though, even if it's not perfect, is like a life line, I can always get on and have someone, even if it's not you, give me attention like I matter and feel like I have something meaningful.

Thank you, for when you did care.

don't stay with me then, i know how you feel and it kills me, i'll be fine by myself

Dear M
I think you mistook me for someone I was not. I am sorry to have caused all the trouble, but being an object of such sincere and undeserved sympathy was too much for me to handle. There are so many things I should have already done at this point in life. Maybe there is no future for me alone, but most certainly not with you around.
I didn't want to love you, I tried not to, but it was never my choice, really.

J
I hope you're suffering excruciatingly or dead. Your death, objectively, would be a service to the world. You are a stain on this planet, you are uniquely bad, anyone on earth I can think of is not as much of a fucking faggot as you. Words could not begin to describe the lengths of your parasitism. You will die alone, forever unloved, you will die in vain, apathetic and regretful, knowing how fucking miserable your time was on this planet. Your birth was a mistake. You should never have been born, and you know it. You deserve to go through maximum pain as possible, you deserve the absolute WORST in life, you deserve every single horrible horrendous horrific traumatising thing that has ever happened to you. You turned out to be distrubingly delusional, absurdly narcissistic, with 0 self awareness. Go rot and burn in fucking hell you evil little crime against humanity.

My neighbor upstairs rearranges furniture at midnight, and my neighbor next to me plays games with loud music using external audio, they also smoke weed and I can smell it all the time in my apartment. I want to fucking kick their door down and brutally murder them.

Does your name begin with K?

Yeah.. originiallly

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what about last name initial?

I don't understand why you, or at least someone is posting shit relevant to me.

Did they kill someone you care about or something?

At least I'm persistent. That should tell you about my intentions and how much I value our bond. I also can admit that I desperately need you.

-V

I

I know I beat around the bush with you last night, perhaps quite literally. I'm just afraid I'm too old for you and I've felt so depressed lately and like I have nothing good to say. But I really like being around you, I like your slim dark little fingers and the shape of your eyes when you smile at me. You're so beautiful and sweet and I'm afraid to make a move and mess it all up. I meant what I said when I told you I want to be good friends but I want so much more than that and I'm just trying to give you time to see I'm not just some fuccboi trying to take advantage of a college student. Bye cutie.

-A

Do not bother

>At least I'm persistent
>I also can admit that I desperately need you

Seek therapy