I only get pleasure from getting high and I have no motivation to do anything in life except post here...

I only get pleasure from getting high and I have no motivation to do anything in life except post here. Anyone else feel similar?

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get high and sleeping are the only things I enjoy desu

Sleeping is nice. I spend alot of my time trying to sleep as much as possible

I like sleeping too. I have pretty vivid dreams and it feels like I'm living another life. Which is strange because aside from my family, I don't recognize anyone else in my dream. Not sure where they came from.

Sometimes when I'm awake I feel like im just in a nightmare and i'm almost on the edge of waking up in my bed.
Cliche, I know.

That's some Ramsay from Game Of Thrones type shit there. Ouch doesn't even come close

Yes same, I get excited in the morning because my brain is sufficiently refreshed to enjoy a jug of black coffee and a few bowls. By 1am each day I'm fried and sleep is a welcome respite. It's a cursed existence. If I could tell my 16 year old self 'at 24 you will live at home on NEETbux and spend all day every day on your PC stoned' I'd have been delighted, but truth is it sucks ass after like 2 years

I wish I was like you. I wakeup feeling hungover despite not drinking the day before. I always wakeup near lunch and if I try to wakeup earlier I just get so tired that I fall back to sleep anyway

I was high on edibles for almost one month straight during Christmas. I told my family I had an elergic reaction as an explanation for the eyes.
After my long trip, everything seemed like shit. Food, could barely sleep.
I havent been high for probably a week now and it's all turning back to normal.

What was your dose each day and how did your tolerance change during this period?

Hey robots these used to be literally me too. It sucked years from my life. Straight up, it's because you have a cut and dry case of addiction. Anyone who says you can't be addicted to weed is underage. Sleep goes hand in hand with it and so does jerking off and video games (or for me, rewatching brainless cartoons). Basically the answer is to quit and go through the hard process of learning how to spend time doing. When you're addicted all you do is delete time as warm and comfy as possible. Such a waste. Reading helped me me because I like doing it but can't read when I'm stoned. Good luck out there.

So I made a drink with approximately 0.1 grams of hasch almost every other day. It lasted almost 48 hours every time.
At the end of the whole thing I'd be only be up in approximately 0.2 grams with almost the same "highness" but it wouldn't last as long. It would be gone by what would be lunchtime with someone with a normal day/night cycle.

I have never slept as good as I slept during this month, btw.

Im only addicted to nicotine. I do weed and stims occasionally but not daily

yes but i've even lost the motivation to come here much anymore

If being high is the only thing you enjoy that means you are addicted, by the medical definition. Great on you for not doing it daily (especially stims) but you must face the fact that your reward system is fucked up due to your drug use. Assuming you really don't get any enjoyment from anything but being high. Cut out the drugs for a month and focus on replacing your drug seeking habits with sober ones. Also don't abstain from drugs with an "ok so now what?" kind of attitude expecting it to magically fix your problems. It won't, that's something you have to do yourself. But abstaining from drugs, at least for a while, while make it POSSIBLE to feel joy from doing stuff sober.

Pretty much the same.
I've lost all desire to do anything besides sit in my bedroom getting drunk and high whilst shitposting.
I have no interests anymore, and always make excuses as to why I can't come out to socialise with the few people that actually still bother with me.

I'm trying to look for a job for the first time in years (had anxiety and kept getting panic attacks before job interviews and on my first day at a new job I get, so stopped bothering with that altogether).
I really need to get my shit together but I have no motivation... I've not smoked weed in like over a week due to no money, but still no motivation.

I just wanna be normal again but I've forgotten how to be.

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I didn't know that was possible

Hear hear user. I wish I was anything but sober right now. Finally home alone and have nothing to do, and cant get high because I need a new job. Its hell. And I cant talk to anyone about it without sounding like a junkie fuck, which I probably am

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Being on the internet is the only thing I enjoy, so do I quit the internet?

You can always get synthetic urine

how about you stop being a loser and get some motivation and do something with your sad life

Na I quit weed and feel much better. That shit is bad for you. I wasted ten years smoking it.

someday weed will stop working.
this is when shit gets real scary.

Shitposting is all i live for currently. Fuck real life. I cant integrate into society and ive failed time and time again. Im on the verge of giving up entirely and i think i already have.
Ive got legit autism and it keeps me from living a normal life, so to hell with it all. Im gonna stay inside my little autistic bubble.

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...yeah, if i could i would....