Do you think your upbringing has to do with why you're a piece of shit?

do you think your upbringing has to do with why you're a piece of shit?

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call me piece of shit in real life fag lets see how you fare
and yes, kinda im spoiled rotten but I still want to make the world a better place and will work for it

no, I think I'm just inherently a piece of shit. Maybe different parents would have caused me to be a different kind of piece of shit, but I still would have been a piece of shit.

why do you think that?
originalzdf

My parents beat my ass every week because of my autism. Guess fucking what, it didn't make me a better person nor did it make me respect authority. It did make me realize I never ever want to surrender myself to another entities will though. Government, society, god, superiors on a job, anything. I place my own self respect and my own ambition above all things, for what I learned is not that I should avoid punishment, but that punishment is useless on those who do not change because of it.

Yep, emotionally abusive dad and all that. And I grew up without a mother since my dad won the custody fight. She was very very depressed, still is, mostly because of my dad and how he treated her. Was also bullied by a guy in school, so I was left afraid of men for a long time.

I don't think so; my parents were very supportive and would discipline me when needed. They instilled values on me that I knew were right, but I ended up wanting to do things my way once I became an adult.

>being this much of a brainlet.
does drinking during pregnancy count as upbringing?

I know what I want, man. You can tell me all day that society needs people with discipline and respect for authority but that ain't gonna change a damn thing in my mind.

I was pretty much always a lazy, low-effort kind of person regardless of what my parents did. (they changed tack a few times over the years) I think its just that I don't get bored as easily as most people (I'm content to play the same video games for longer, etc) and I get significantly less satisfaction out of achievement than most people seem to. And I'm pretty confident that that's my innate personality, since I was that way by elementary school.

There's many ways to be a not-shitty person but all of them have as an essential component a certain level of drive and ambition, and that's what I always lacked, pretty much regardless of what my parents did.

Absolutely. If my mom raised me properly I wouldn't have BPD

My parents managed to (mostly) beat the autism out of me. Got diagnosed when I was seven, parents denied it and started drinking more and hitting me more, and by the time I was in high school I was back in general ed. My childhood was awful but I'm living on my own now and content with life so I can't say I'm upset at them for it. Still have difficulty with personal relationships but that may be due to the shitty childhood at this point, I don't know what affection is besides what I've seen in movies.

My dad was a crazy fuck who threatened to kill me and threw me across the room until I was old enough to fight back. Now be just yells at my mother and my sister. I don't think my parents understood what having a child means plus they're both mentally ill. Usually they would give me to my narcissistic grandparents.
I'm sure this is partially why I'm so fucked now but it well. Whatever.

I'm not as much of a cunt as I could have turned out to be
>dad is a violent schizophrenic paedophile from a rough city
>my mum was also violent
>parents moved from Manchester to Taunton in 1981 because racist
>had my sister in '89 and me in '92
>used to beat me, lock me in cupboards and wash mouth out with soap when I was as young as 3
>had to watch and sometimes get caught inbetween parents physical fighting
>mum and dad divorced in '95
>mum took me and sister to Manchester women and childrens home
>met a guy called Frank
>he used to beat me and my sister, swung us by our ears until they bled
>dad set up a meeting and took us to Exeter
>sexually abused me, physically abused me, mentally abused me and verbally abused me
>used to go crazy a lot, heavy drinker. extremely violent
>dropped sister off at cop station in June of '97
>I'm with this crazy bastard until late '98
>go into care
>am withdrawn
>I molested kids when I was a kid (even living with my dad)
>my foster dad cheated on my foster mum so there were a lot of fights there
>foster dad has punched me on occasion
>I tried to fuck foster sister
>killed her hamsters and a dog
>pyromaniac
>thought about mass murder a lot
>thief
>vandal
>I attempted burglary once
>zoophillia
>foster dad rinsed my mum out of 30,000 quid last October and the resulting animosity between them made me fucking worried
>but they renewed their vows for 25th anniversary so whatever
>recently find out paedo dad died 3 years ago
>next day foster mum tells me she has bowel cancer

You probably weren't very autistic then desu, I only stopped going on autistic rage rampages when I was 19.

what a cuck, kill yourself and enjoy missing out on life

my parents had me by accident and my mother was an alcoholic who gave me zero affection. i fit the profile for schizoid/avoidant and have social anxiety so im not close to anyone. i dont really get lonely and ive never had a crush on a girl, so i doubt i can form attachments with people

>tfw my parents were the bottom-right but i wasn't completely left alone because they needed someone to take their anger and frustrations out on

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product of upper-right, and while I went off the rails in college, I got my shit together eventually, came back to the Church and got married
28yo with 2 kids AMA I think I have a pretty interesting story for anyone autistic enough to sit and listen

guess you were good for something after all

Yeah, selling drugs to teenage girls and convincing them to date black guys who buy from me. Makes me feel fulfilled when they get preg, like I'm getting back at the system.

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