What is it like not being white? I can't imagine not being white, do you feel embarrassed or sad about it or do you just accept not being white and run with it?
What is it like not being white? I can't imagine not being white...
Blackbot here. I cope with the embarrassment by raw dogging white girls and not telling them I have herpes.
>What is it like not being white?
I'm a Latino-American. Honestly, I have no idea what to compare it to, because I'll never be white and I've never been white (obviously). I don't know what kind of answers you were expecting (although I do have an idea), but nothing in my life's ever come down to race. I'm not really focused on it either, so I'm never hyper-conscious of my skin color.
Do most whites live in trailer parks and cant get laid?
brown femanon
constantly insecure in relationships because afraid they prefer white girl
Mexican here. Ita sort of normal for us to wish to be white. Ever since we got ass blasted by the Spanish the offspring of Natives have been claiming european ancestry so they could move up in the world. That sentiment still exist in Mexicans and theres a clear distinction from the have and have nots. If you look at all of our actors and singers theyre mostly all have european phenotypes. Women are constantly trying to dye their hair white and try lightening their skin like most female minorities do and they all wish to be with white people. While us cucks who are born with dark or olive skin usually just have to settle for lupitas and what not. What sucks even mire is that sometimes our siblings will come out looking really white and you're constantly reminder of how much of genetic trash you are each time your brothers gets attention from qt's while youre just left to die as an incel
It sucks
it's painful
sometimes i feel really out of place, but i grew up around white culture so much that my feel even more out of place with my own kind
i always end up falling for white girls and they never like me back because every single girl wants a tall white male with colored eyes and im a manlet shitskin male with poop eyes
Its also even worse when youre born in the US because youre introduced to American culture and then have trouble even identifying with your own people. For example there was a point in my life that I refused to speak spanish because I was all white washed like some fucking idiot. Now im trying to get in touch with my roots but i think its too late now. My selft hate was mostly reinforced my stereotypes that I thought were actually real and thats why I wanted to get away from all that but it seems like theres just no right answer to any of this.
Fucking identiy crisis and shit
Half Black Half Mexican but mostly "identify" as black because that's how I get treated lol. During middle school/early high school I used to resent being black and black people because I was the only black weeaboo and everyone else was WWWOORRRLLLDDDSSSTTTAAARRR/Jordan Slides in the hallway- black people. I used to deadass admit to being embarrassed to be black because I wasn't anything like that and HATED niggas wildin. I lost my virginity my junior year and stopped being so hateful/realized that white people would never like me regardless of how I wear my pants or my creditscore. Dating a Christian white girl with very Republican parents woke me up for some reason. We dated behind their backs for years and we each others firsts everything (she kissed other people before me tho). I was easily the best influence in her social circle (emo/scene kids) but was still for some reason not good enough in her parents eyes. She would tell me things about her parents not wanting black kids because they wouldn't love them as much and other shit and that pushed me to realizing I'd never be accepted. I started being less accepting of racist shit said to me jokingly because of years of "Haha I'm not a nigger lol". I stopped trusting white people because I started to see racial climate differently, I stopped laughing at Trayvon/Mike Brown because it dawned on me that I'd easily become the dindu if the police ever tried some shit on me. 2013-2015 I started laughing at white people because my existence and other non-whites just breathing is enough to make people assblasted/dedicate their life to being fucking mad at nothing. I stopped going to/pol/ and /news/ with the mindset of "hahaha, niggers am I rite", to "hahaha, this 26 yr old KHV is on suicide watch because someone danced in public". Now I go out of my way to make White people uncomfortable because I know they won't do shit about other than call me biscuit lips on a anime image board/YouTube comment section
blackbot here. i wish i was white
Based muttanon, I wish I were a Chad like you and not some spinless pussy.
Moving out of the middle of Kansas gave me an opportunity to meet a lot of black people and that helped me unlearn most of the years of the self hatred bullshit and made me a much more confident person. I made a lot of friends that had similar interests and were completely normal and not on that retarded self hating shit. It's a weird thing to say but I actually like Rap and going out to clubs now, this shit somehow made me less autistic socially. The only issue now tho is most of the women in my scene/community are still artsty white girls and don't want an ugly nigga lol. I have more luck with girls outside of my scene but shit luck where I actually live. I've met some BEAUTIFUL black women here like on tinder but I don't feel worthy/they won't see me as "black" once I show them my degenerate self. Most people dont care but that shit really affected me in school. It's honestly whatever and I will never change for a grill but God damn I cant shake that bit lol.
Never hate yourself for being ___ race because the white people you're desperately trying to impress will never denounce Jerry Springer white people and most here are fat fucking virgins that can't even speak up to a black manlet. We're all gonna make it, I promise
>what's it like not being white
how you would expect it
minorites aren't expected to get anywhere
even other minorities hate each other
hispanics hate hispanics and blacks hate blacks
one of my nog friends the other day told me that he thinks black people should be slaves again
im white but I have this wierd hazel eye color thats brown sometimes. brown eyes are so boring. it sucks knowing I wont be a guys first choice because every guy wants a girl with blue eyes. theres a lot of makeup I cant pull off and having blue eyes distracts from bad features.
i hate my eye color it is embarrassing. I do sometimes feel out of place as I live in a white part of the midwest where most people have blue eyes and brown hair. I feel like I will always be compared to other girls.
it hurts to imagine having a bf and him watching porn and cant help but think of the other girl because of her eyes. most guys favorite color is blue so ill never hear a guy say to me he loves looking into my eyes especially since theyre his favorite color.
Dude it's absolutely inside of you, black people will always have the most Chad potential. I don't know what specifically to tell you and make you W O K E but you can be the biggest black nerd in town but still have the most swag out of any white person in your school. I was referred to as the hipster of the school and was good with EVERY hierarchy of students. I was a fucking drama kid with gigs of anime ass on my phone/computers but Yakubs couldn't touch me. Always work on yourself, never give up and find that drive that is in all of us. Minorities have the most soul and biggest drive out of anyone in this country from years of hardship. Don't let it go to waste my guy
Only time I ever saw mexicans live was in the semi final of Fifa Club World Cup in 2017, they were Pachuca supporters. I was expecting to see brown latinas but instead only seen these blue eyed white girls, some of the most beautiful women I ever seen. Of course they're part of the financial elite of the country to be in Dubai for a football match, but still it blew my mind how white and beautiful they were.
>embarrassed or sad
both
my race should be recognized as a physical disability and i should receive NEETbux. It is very unfair that only blacks receive gibs
I don't know about that. I can't be a black gigachad because I'm a manlet spic.
What are you complaining about. Women have every chance to succesful, us non-white men have to deal with that shit everyday. Nobody like brown eyes or brown skin, at least you're a white woman, literally the best thing to be nowadays. Get the fuck out.
Arab fag here. Well i never minded it, but it can be interesting. I was not born an amerimutt, instead I was a rapefugee coming from Iraq after America decided to ""involve"" themselves in it. Currently i am living in scotland and i left my previous shithole the moment i had my shit together (17 yrs). I'm not a muslim tho, my parents were fervent about it, but I was "westernized" pretty well and i didn't live in a rebel zone.
Today I am 21 years old and i know english pretty well. I am doing my uni and i got a few friends. I got a nice white cute gf for a while and today im a robot living without his parents in a sad apartment, i am considering neeting for a while, but i kinda still got that shitholer determination. I posted on Jow Forums for some times and I have seen the bullruns. I was redpilled for some time, but one day i just rejected it and i saw just delusional retards who post to not get a single (you). I could add if you guys want....?
also pigskins overated
>Amirite...???
I'm northeast asian (Korean). I never blamed my flaws on my race. I'm not a turbomanlet with a micropenis, so I'm not blaming that for my autism.
I think that, there's being a minority in a diverse city, then there's being a minority in a 90% white town. So everybody on the internet likes to spew about how horrifying it is to be a minority. But people like me in a diverse place have probably not scratched the surface of being treated badly for being a certain race. So I don't really feel out of place, because nobody is really IN place in this multicultural cesspool. The really shitty parts of being a minority I have not experienced very much, nor do most other people in my town.
I feel really disgusted at those who make some "asian american" identity though. It's pretty cringe, and they think all of asia is some combined entity, not realizing that all the countries hate each other. A Chinese-American eating sushi and called it "asian pryde" is really strange to me.
Also, though I like being Korean and asian in some ways, I don't have THAT strong of a connection to it in other ways. I think South Korea is a terrible country in many ways, yet I still enjoy the history and my blood and shit like that.
The one thing I always liked about white people is their light skin tone. Except as a Northeast asian I'm the only minority with pale skin. So that's a relief.
Assyrianfag here, I don't give a shit if I'm honest.I barely notice, and it doesn't have an affect on my life.
Finnfag here. Being non-white feels pretty good. I imagine that my life is pretty similar to yours, except for the getting cucked part. Having a country, ethnic group and identity that didn't get ruined by foreign invaders is nice.
You probably can't understand though.
Breh, Latinos have so many so many turboalpha manlets tho. There's no way some 5'3" Trival boot wearing MF should be a poonslayer but God damn they walk everywhere like their dick is 5'3" too.
On a scale of 10-just fuck my shit up, where would you rate your confidence/self image?
Maybe a 4?
Orengano
Half-Guyanese half-Filipino here, born in America
It does kinda suck, especially since my parents were from two different cultures and religions and as a result were vastly different (i.e. completely opposite) in personalities and were completely incapable of compromising when they needed to, so I grew up under a miserable marriage and it's made me deathly scared of intimacy and relationships. Furthermore, since I live in a big city, I grew up exposed to three different cultures (South American/East Asian/White American) knowing full well that I would never feel like I would belong to or would be 100% accepted in any of them. It helped in being a social chameleon because I knew how to talk to people of every race, but it does involve sacrificing any sort of pride or belonging in my heritage that I might've had. It's why I think there's so much "X-American pride" movements these days because they're all trying to see if they can actually be part of the culture they descended from but either had to give up or never grew up around in the first place. People love to have a sense of belonging.
I would be lying if I said I didn't think about what it would be like to be white sometimes; to be considered the universal standard of attractiveness, to likely have better genes at the cost of some, but not much, of my inherited academic autism, and to not be subject to stereotypes that undermine every aspect of my masculinity and make my race inherently sexually undesirable to any besides my own, with sometimes that not even being true, especially in the West
But overall I don't dwell on these things too much, and I really just want to make the best of and be happy with what talents I have been given and work hard to become a person I can be proud of. I'm making progress, but I still have a long way to go, and maybe then, I won't be as scared of intimacy as I am now.
Yes theyre painfully beautiful and it kills me knowing they have never acknowledged my existence. It sucks being a peasant
My skin is normally white, like any white person would have, but i'm a latin american, so i don't know what that makes me.
The fact you'd even think of yourself as that high is a fucking great sign dude. Four sounds low but imagine the MILLIONS if not billions who wouldn't even place themselves above 0, ironic or not. If you hype yourself even a little straight out the jump I have complete faith that you'll grow higher and higher m8. You'll never have what other people have and that's fine because they're living their life and you're living yours! I will never envy or want what some rando has because realistically i see them as a faggot who will never have my intrests/skills/talents/ambition/etc. No one will ever make you grow the way you'll make yourself grow. What do you like to do in your life/what do you want to achieve in the future?
I know we're both anons but bro, I love you so much for being able to turn it into something positive. Keep doing YOU
It feels fine until im around whites. Whites weird me out
You're most likely southern european with indian blood. I know you like to make distinctions because you have an ego but look at your grandpas or your brothers. P sure they dont all look 100%anglo or aryan.
I wanna be a Chad and hop from robot to chadhood without having to be a normalfag first.
>not telling them I have herpes.
oh they know
Feels bad not being able to easily fuck white girls
I actually wish I was black. My white genes are kinda posh as shit but still blackness is kinda hip and trendy. ... Maybe I'm not racist enough.
>Now I go out of my way to make White people uncomfortable
dude you were NEVER going to take a shower white people or not
A-actually, my family is white as shit too user. I know some ancestors of mine came here from europe because of war but that's it. I don't know if any of them had relationships with a shit-skin (i hope not)
Thanks man, I've come too far and done too much to give up now. I hope you achieve everything you set out to do as well.
Literal Nazi anchor baby. You lucky bastard
NAH B, you have to obtain the TINIEST bit of normalfag to transition. You don't enjoy it but you're able to finally relax and stop being corner guy. I'm a DJ so I have to be out quite a bit and I'd literally hug the corner whenever I wasnt on stage. 2017 I started standing in the crowd. 2018 I opened up to dancing and matching the people around me with their energy. 2019 I'm hollering at QTs when the highest rating I got was a 4/10 by the girl I was DATING. People don't know you're autistic until you show it and 4channers are the only ones that will REALLY understand how deep it runs
You don't have to goto a club but it's my example of how I went hardmode
I'll do anything but that. God damn
Thanks senpai
This. I cant speak spanish very well so i cant relate to mexican culture even though i am a product of two mexicans. I have trouble understanding my parents at times because they only speak spanish.
My father is Germanic, my mother Hispanic. They met in high school in Texas. My father is an officer in the U.S. Army, so my early years were spent on military bases, including a few years in Germany. Living in Germany when the Berlin Wall came down, and during Desert Storm, race never really mattered as much as nationality. Blacks, whites, whatever, we were Americans, and our fathers and mothers had a duty to our country.
A few years after that, we were stationed in D.C., and my friend group consisted of a Chinese immigrant, a Russian national, second-gen Haitian-, Iranian- and Indian-Americans, a German-Okinawan military brat (we joked he was one nation short of the Axis powers), and two Anglo guys (one of whom is still my best friend). Culture and history was a frequent subject of debate and discussion, but somehow I never really thought of myself as having an ethnicity besides "American."
And then 9/11 happened. My last name is German, but most people hear it, see my skin tone, and assume I'm Middle-Eastern. I flew to an international academic competition in Colorado, and was "randomly selected" for additional screening. Then, my family moved to Alabama, and if I wasn't mistaken for an Arab, people were a lot more comfortable referring to me as a Mexican. So I had to really sit down and think about what my race, my ethnicity, and my culture are.
In the end, I stuck to my old view that race shouldn't matter. I've been lucky enough to find friends that felt the same way. My wife is white, my father is white. My mother, sister, and myself are not.
accept yourself. white are just humans.
(non-white here)
I'm sorry you had that experience, man. That's fucked up and regrettable, but way to perpetrate the endless cycle of race hatred by shitting on people with white skin. You know they don't all feel like that, right? Not even a majority feels like that towards you. You'll probably help change their minds if you continue to make everybody feel as uncomfortable around you as possible, though.
Would be easier if I was white but it is not going to solve any of my problems.
>t.pajeet
>tfw black in a predominately white city
it feels like i am left out, i can't afford to move out either.
brown/south asian
i've never faced any discrimination so i dont even notice it unless i look in the mirror, and even then it's no different to me than any other of my genetic ugliness, of course light skin is more visually appealing than dark skin and a small nose is cuter than a big nose
when i get my own place i'm gonna try and make myself look a lot cuter to diminish the ugliness effect of my dark skin, can't do it now because my parents are really homophobic
yep, i literally can't communicate with anyone outside of my immediate family, i hate the food, music and everything despite being exposed to it at a young age
american / hyperweeb culture stuff has just stuck with me