Anyone else wanna be kidnapped and raped just so they can feel desired?

Only one way to find out.

And even if nothing happens, you'll have a couple weeks of pantysoaking anticipation that it could start at any moment.

I want to kidnap someone just so that I invoke Stockholm Syndrome in them so I could feel wanted. I don't think I could rape them outright though.

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I used to have kidnap / rape / blackmail / mindbreak fantasies and then one day I just stopped. No intention. No nofap. Just didn't feel like masturbating to it anymore. It also coincided with a shift in the physical bodies of men I was attracted to.

When I was really young all my fantasies involved physically gross men (overweight, old) forcing young pretty girls with huge tits (an idealised version of myself) to have sex under some form of duress. Then she'd mindbreak and be some sort of stepford wife / hucow for him.

I felt these fantasies were gross and embarassing, but I also never had a romantic relationship so it was never an issue. I told my best friend only because her kinks were way worse (weird anal insertions, femdom). I think once a guy I knew saw that I was looking at hucow porn and sort of laughed at me but wow that was awkward. Outside of my sexual fantasies I generally liked lanklets.

I had a lot of anxiety towards sex. I have vaginismus. I was not sexually abused but an older male family friend began grooming me and it definitely was tending in that direction before my parents intervened (he was showing me porn on the internet). I'm a pretty pain avoidant person. I'm shy. I'm not very pretty. My mother is deeply neurotic and constantly thinks I'm going to be raped during any social outing. I'd go to a tabletop gaming session and my mom would insist I'd be gangraped in my friend's basement despite half my friends being girls and one of them being gay. Even though it was insane, you can only hear "you're going to get raped" so many times before it starts to fuck with you. I was also deeply religious and had delusions about demonic possession as an early teenager.

I think rape fantasies were a way to (1) avoid all responsibility for sex and thus have it without that nauseating Catholic guilt (it was a nightmare! I totally wasn't aroused!), (2) feel desired (as you said, OP), and (3) misattribution of arousal.

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pls cont mlady

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I say "misattribution" in that I was correlating the physical arousal associated with fear with sexual stimulation, which is a pretty well established phenomenon in literature. I already know I'm subject to it because my distinct love of spiders was a result of my recovering from arachniphobia (and briefly developing a thing for bugs).

A friend of mine suggested self harm was a potential factor (instead of cutting I think of a fantasy that is predicated on harm and makes me feel shame) but I never thought that was the case.

Anyway, I got older, moved out, etc. I crushed on skinny guys a lot mostly because like all shut in losers I thought life was anime so peoples' appearance would correspond to personality. Of course skinny guys would be more accessible, dorky, shy, cute, and committed! They look like characters that act that way in cartoons! This failed horribly.

I started to have a lot of personal success in work and school. I started to switch from maledom to femdom. However, unlike my maledom fantasies which tended to be based on psychological control (do X to pay for boyfriend's surgery, essentially Scarpia ultimatums) my femdom fantasies were physically violent (strangling men). I'm not sure what really changed. I still had similar political views. I became an atheist but that was several years prior. Maybe I had more romantic rejections?

Now I'm just sort of tired of domination and abuse. My sexual fantasies are almost entirely consensual couples having happy sex. Occasionally I'll have a "femdom" or "maledom" fantasy but it will be within the "context" of the marriage fantasy. As in, rather than fantasizing of someone raping someone else, I'll fantasise a couple roleplaying and then imagine the aftercare as well.

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Not really sure what changed. My life is sort of similar. I'm still an atheist. My politics have been consistent. I guess I'm less neurotic and used to doing things on my own since I moved out. Rather than being terrified of rape I go out in the low income area I live and get snacks or go nightwalking, so perhaps now that I'm nonlonger as afraid of male violence, it's less taboo and thus less titilating. Maybe I'm just getting older. I'm 24. Still, I'm a virgin, still have vaginismus. Who knows.

I've stopped fantasising about gross fat guys (maledom) or skinny guys (romantic and femdom fantasises). Now I pretty consistently get off to really stereotypical "Chad" type guys. I have no idea what that's about. My friend suggested that maybe I don't feel I have to "settle" and "aim low" by going after skinny guys, but I never had that thought process. Maybe I associate skinny guys with all my very unhappy rejections. Maybe it's cause I watched a lot of old movies and think Toshiro Mifune and Robert Mitchum are cute. Who fucking knows. As it stands, most of my sex fantasies are about bigger, built guys with body hair, which is the exact opposite of what I was getting off to two years ago.

I don't have much of a thesis, just writing this out was fun and hopefully other people can relate or learn something about how sexuality can progress. Or maybe you guys know something I don't and can maybe explain this to me.

Anyway, fare thee well, anons.

Hope you liked it, m'lord.

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How would you instill it in them?

What if they trick you into kidnapping them and feign symptoms of stochkholm syndrome. Then when you feel dominant they rape you as was their plan from the beginning?

Reminds me of someone I used to know
Female sexuality disgusts me

>he only read the first post
>extrapolates one person's statements to all females everywhere
>is disgusted by fetishes on Jow Forums
>on
>Jow Forums

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I don't really want to be violent in any way. I think just starving them of attention and acting coldly would be adequate. Very rarely showing them humanity, just to bait them into craving more of it. Also if they're fat, perhaps being erratic with providing food because I have the opposite of a feeder fetish. I want to "help" a fat girl lose weight this way.

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Best kid's tv show ever made.

That sounds really hot, I wish I was a girl would unironically post address.

sagwa ur my best fren~

only if u promise to starve me so i can become a pretty princess anony

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How come so few people remember or even know this show?

im guessing because it's originally canadian. even here in canada it only showed on a few stations. so i'm guessing it aired on even fewer american/european channels.

Oh no I meant I wanted to be kidnapped but I'm not a girl or fat.

Too bad it wouldn't work well for the obese. Too much loose skin for my taste.

Also the logistics of it: it might be too hard to kidnap an obese woman off the street by myself.