I wasted my 20s watching porn. No meaningfull romance. no intimacy, no need to be loved. I destroyed my brain with self inflicted pavlovian codnditioning. There was no need to do better in life, what for, if I could every day dive into the sea of artificial stimuli. The kink mechanism was perfectly crafted, with guilt slowly becoming part of it. Weak willed looser, who couldn't stand up to his animalistic instincts. Somaesque pleasure was always there, not watching porn was just as possible, as breathing underwater. I became a wanker, destroyer of ambition. And I will not stop, consumption of debauchery has melted with my brain, it became part of my personality. If I quit I will crumble under weight of realisation that I could have done it years ago, and things would be different. Not better, not worse, but different. And now I see whores everywhere telling people that porn is good, that getting a glimmer of someone else intimacy is healthy. Being part of loneliness and frustration fed industry is normal, and should be respected. I destroyed myself, nobody made me do it, but I am sick of hearing that I did a good job doing it.
Porn fucks you up
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Porn made me crave cock in all holes.
before I my time was consumed by it, I was an artistic individual
let go user
embrace the void
the only negative impact porn addiction has had on my life is several lost hours of sleep and productivity. other than that, boobies and asses are cash and i love them so much.
People will go deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole of fake intimacy.
It starts with porn, and then hentai, and then waifuism until you become a deranged friendless drone.
It'll become worse once vr porn is perfected
The future is bleak
porn made me crave watching more porn
Nosejob and assfucking made her career.
Get over yourself. Move on OCD'bro.
If porn fucks you up then why are porn stars normies?
I want to boner her butt
Wtf kinda porn are you watching cuz
japanese cartoons for gay pedophiles
>If porn fucks you up then why are porn stars normies?
They're usually addicts
And anyway the average porn career only lasts like two years
Doing drugs is for normies too. Robots don't go outside and buy drugs. Or have anywhere to do them since we live in our grandmother's basement
I know I will never see or touch boobs, vaginas or even a female hand, so let me spank my monkey in peace
Try watching some lesbian porn without dicks in it to rewire your brain
No I'm good as long as I don't go out and have sex with men. I'm okay with having degenerate gay fantaises, just saying I crave dick now.
>fuck a dude once
>"well, that sucked"
there's your cure my dude, tell us all about it if you get AIDS
Yeah none of this stuff happened to me.
>I know I will never see or touch boobs, vaginas or even a female hand, so let me spank my monkey in peace
This. Porn and masturbation is the only sexual release some guys have. Let them have it.
>I tried coke and didn't get addicted, so its not real
I hate porn user. Because of it I wasted my teens and the beginning of my early 20s. While everyone else my age was creating friendships, having sex, starting relationships, creating memories, I was at home masturbating. When I moved out of my moms house, I promised myself that I would cut the porn out and start living the way a young 20-year-old man is supposed to, but my addiction only got worse. I've spent entire days, sun up to sundown, edging. I've literally subconsciously turned down the opportunity to have real relationships with great girls because the only relationship that mattered to me was the one I had with porn. And the worst part is, it was all for nothing. At least when nerds spend all their time studying, they have something to show for it in the end. I have nothing to show for this. I can vividly remember hanging out with a friend for 15 minutes but I can't remember one porn session I've had.
Sometimes my friends will reminisce on the recent past and I get jealous, thinking they purposefully left me out, but then they say something like "I called you but you didn't wanna come!" There's a whole year that I turned shit down for porn. Someone asked me to brunch this past Saturday. I turned it down for porn. None of this seems that significant, turning down a meal with a friend, but this shit adds up over time. And eventually, all of your memories become porn scenes.
And the way it evolves your tastes is just terrible. I remember being a kid, when I first found porn, all I wanted to see was big butts, nude pictures of Beyonce and my favorite cartoon characters fucking. Now I'm into some of the most extreme shit ever that actually makes me pray to God to take it away from me. I have the power to delete all of my porn but this intense anxiety washes over me when I try.
And to think: this all started that day my dad forgot to enable SafeSearch on Google and I decided to look up pictures of Dragon Ball.
>yeah dude Im completely fine when I drink, I don't know about all this "alcoholism" shit
I watch lesbian porn with no dicks in it and that isn't good for me either because my tastes are so extreme, I can't just watch normal shit.
In my 20s I watched fuckloads of porn but so did my gfs. Why not just get a girl who watches porn? It's not like they're hard to find.
>if overeating is bad for you then why do normies eat?
Pornstars aren't normies. Look at any pornstar interview. There's a hip hop YouTube channel called VladTV but he interviews a lot of porn stars. Nearly all of them were molested or raped as children, and I'm talking about under the age of 10. They were either raped or they were orphans or their parents used to beat the shit out of them. Very few pornstars had normal childhoods. The male pornstars are usually mentally fucked, probably from child abuse.
Just because you're cute and sexy and have social skills doesn't mean that you aren't damaged.
You have to understand that getting a girl is impossible for us because we've fucked our brains up so badly that we can only feel attraction toward a woman if she's on a screen. A normal woman in front of me doesn't give me much dopamine.
This post reads like it was transcribed right out of my brain.
never got further than hentai and I am already watching porn 4/5 times a week for hours on end for 5 years
I also am a wanker but I think I've gotten to the point where I think I prefer porn to women. Porn gives me none of the anxiety, all the stimulation, complete control, none of the nasty smells. Also I've never been loved by a girl, and if I ever do get in a "relationship" I always end up being the little bitch who gets too attached and feels like shit because I'm just being used for sex.
Ever since I gave up on the idea of having real relationships and just sticking to porn I've been much more content.
Watching fuckloads of porn screwed many men up. You don't realize it when you are young and dumd. It isn't until you get older you realize what you've done. When I was younger I used to have a ton of paranoia and anxiety that all girls were having sex exactly like in the porn movies with other guys. This was reinforced for me when a bunch of girls that liked me in high school ended up also either already having bf or men interested in them or just straight up cheating. Maybe they weren't quite having that pornstar sex but still the promiscuity was there.
I would guess a lot of men thought as I did when young. All that porn is hot but I want a pure girl for a girlfriend that isn't going to be a dirty slut. I also didn't want to experience those cuck thoughts of my gf or any girl I liked getting fucked by anyone other then me. Porn however conditions men into that cuck mindset of being a perv that is in the bush watching couples having sex fapping his dick.
Not every guy has a strong enough mind to realize porn may not be good for them. When they might finally start waking up its already too late. For many other guys and girls they simply don't care because they are already sexually degenerate. I always wanted a cutie virgin gf/wife, not a whore that has taken miles of cocks in disgusting ways. All that interracial porn is especially perverted and sinister. I guarantee a lot of racism today is due to insecurities men have specifically thanks to this fucking porn especially.
I can relate to alot of this so goddamn much.
yeah because being an ugly beta loser and having no sexual outlet at all is going to really help that person.For some people that is all they will ever get. You are correct that addiction to porn can be a problem just like addiction to just about anything can be a problem.
>feel bad watching white women in porn because I don't like the Jew exploiting our people
>feel myself developing an attraction to non-white women as a result of watching porn with them instead
FUCK
>Porn however conditions men into that cuck mindset of being a perv that is in the bush watching couples having sex fapping his dick
Seldom talked about consequence of porn. When you imagine yourself having sex with girls, you don't really imagine yourself having sex from your point of view, it's from the POV of someone watching.
I tried going no-porn for a while but I gradually lost all my libido. After something like 3 weeks I was no longer getting random boners throughout the day, I had to force myself to jack off and it felt like a chore and it was getting to the point where I couldn't even finish despite my best efforts.
Ended up going back to porn.
wow, kill yourself
>wow, kill yourself
extremely rude
>When I was younger I used to have a ton of paranoia and anxiety that all girls were having sex exactly like in the porn movies with other guys.
That is just really dumb but you do have a point. This was not the case with me as I had a pretty normal sex life in youth but the shit you see posted on this site is sheer insanity. Like I remember someone was in a video talking about two people having sex in his school and this mexican kept going "OK BUT WHERE IS DE BEEDIO?!". This idiot was seriously thinking that all people had sex in front of cameras for him to watch.
That's not even getting to the weirdos on r9k specifically who watch porn and think that that's what all women do in private.
It's a total lack of common sense. Maybe the porn breeds it, maybe they're just really stupid. Who knows
I usually stay away from porn for extended periods of time and abstain from fapping for a week. After that week, I still won't watch porn but my boners will be so relentless that I'll be able to cum just off of sensation alone. The urge subsides temporarily and I still haven't looked at porn.
I downloaded 3DCM2 and I created my own maid and I loved her so so much and then I got a virus and my folder got corrupted and she got deleted and I cried so so hard and I realized none of it is real and im just a pathetic weeb faggot who is emotionally repressed but deeply craves intamacy but whenever I express my desire to be with a woman they see me as being too pathetic and I come from a broken household so my mother was always working and I spent most of my time as a child with strangers so now I go to shops to buy cotton socks to nut inside of with vaseline cause reality hurts too much and I drink almost everyday so I cant even get hard anymore maybe the rope is an option but if Im going to die I would atleast like to say I gave it my all so i dont even know what to write anymore I just had something to drink and i feel sleepy my point anyway was that porn leads to dependency on something that will never fill that cold void inside of you my release at the moment is masochism via fasting, fighting and exercise i find that the pain makes me feel good but i dont know if that is cause i hate myself fuck this comment istoo long bye
was valentina nappi diddled as a kid?
Did she say anything interesting
Orgggggg
I wouldn't be surprised. If not she was probably raped.
Does this mean she isn't doing porn any more?
I want to see her get fucked up the ass more.
actually all this stuff is - redpill truth right here - great! because men are more susceptible to it than women, so these epidemics are like culling the herd without the need for a world war. we'd be better off breeding more girls than boys from the get-go and then boys would be so in demand almost none of us would bother with these substitutes. but a world where the competition becomes about who shows up is the second best scenario. "commitment" is at an all time low. if women want something serious they have to stoop lower again than they would have in decades prior where all men were pussy slaves. look at the generation of our fathers or young uncles. pussy SLAVES.
Stop being silly and find a real girl
Honestly, I agree with this a lot. I barely watch porn, but I can see from this board the effect it has on people. Sure, not everyone who watches porn becomes an addict, like myself or , but it's still pretty risky, and you definitely shouldn't watch it much, if at all. I wish more people knew about this, though.
Sex positive normalfaggots used to deny the existence of porn addiction and would shout you down if you brought it up. Then when research started coming out, they plated semantics and called it a "habit" rather than an addiction.
Yeah, it's pretty dumb. Even if it is a habit more than it is a physical addiction, that doesn't mean it isn't a bad thing to have to go through.
>get addicted to porn at 16
>over 4 years gradually fall down the rabbit hole
>had sex multiple times but couldn't feel a single thing
>start quitting at 20
>21 now and still relapse sometimes but overall life is much better
i might have lost my teen sex experiences, but at least i'm not going to lose my 20's
people are finally starting to wake up to (((porn))), but media is pushing it harder than ever on teens on ever single platform
we're going to have a generation of impotent young men in about 5 years
Question : How do you quit porn? Have anyone of you managed to do it?
you just gotta
you just gotta know how to emulate the things you would expect to see in a healthy relationship
2D boys are best boys!
>tfw frequently masturbating on adderall for 24+ hours
that's right user, 28yo and I'm fucked up, the only thing I want is fuck cartoon girls, cute cute and perfect girls, I don't feel any fucking shit with a real woman, I just want to fuck a girl like Pearl from SU, or a fucking pony, my life is fucked up, fucked
>or a fucking pony
Absolutely based
don't your balls hurt after like 2 hours?
Not him but the tightness in your dick and balls just makes it better. Then that orgasm at the end, sheesh.
Eventually you'll quit anyway and still think you should have done it years ago. So just quit. Stop being a fucking slimewad.
>tfw dedicated entire weekends to porn and don't even remember them
I don't even remember the orgasm I had or how powerful it was. It's all so meaningless.
Yes.
It only makes it better.
How the fuck do you jerk off when you're on adderall that this kills my boners
>youtube.com
goddamn that talk was so pretentious
For me, it's not like that. If I cum one time, and then try to go for a "round two" if you know what I mean.. When I cum the second time, the inside of my penis hurts. But I've never had an issue with my balls hurting. The only time my balls have ever hurt was when I was kicked and punched in the nuts by my little bastard brothers growing up, or when I sat on them.
I have been jerking it for at least 10 years now (started late), once every 1-2 days. Tried to do it to something other than vanilla videos, but luckily I have never developed disgusting and mind warping fetishes. Eventually it became just an urge that had to be calmed down, fast as possible. That really did not help when I finally got laid, and the experience of sex and gf was so lackluster I completely gave up on relationships since.
Now I skip multiple days, porn sites are boring, back to fapping to pics and imagination - and even that feels like a grunt work.
Im glad I did not turn out like some poor robots here, even if I am currently on the other side of the horse.
I don't speak bootnigger, what's she saying
it's got subtitles, hit the cc button
who cares.
blah blah orig
What is that girl supposed to bring to the conversation? Girls don't even watch porn.
>we're going to have a generation of impotent young men in about 5 years
With an influx of virile, masculine young bulls from Africa and the Middle East. Wow, it's almost as if it has been PERFECTLY SCRIPTED.
shes a pornstar, valentina nappi
Not everyone is Scandinavian user
Sorry for being rude. I wish you well in quitting porn.
porn is great. i don't know what ur bitching about
> No meaningfull romance. no intimacy,
if you think that wouldve been different without porn, you are retarded. romance and intimacy is for the most attractive 20% of guys. Has nothing to do with porn
So what about the ugly fucks with ugly gfs? Stop coping.
>So what about the ugly fucks with ugly gfs? Stop coping
they only exist in your dreams.
ugly chicks get thousand of likes on tinder.
When I was 14 it was very easy to get aroused, I could fap to still pictures of boobies and girls in bikinis. Then I discovered porn. I still remember the first video I binged on, it was a japanese girl with a hairy pussy and green satin panties on youporn. Waiting for that shit to load and gorging on it while my parents were away on a trip was crazy, my heart was racing, it was like a crazy drug. Now I'm 24 and I fap once a week out of boredom on the weekend. I never get boners and I don't lust after real women. I fucked girls a few times but always had problems getting it up if I had fapped to porn that week. I tried having a girlfriend but that shit just wasn't worth it. I'm fucked forever now. If you are young you should either stop it or accept your destiny.
>tfw you could fap to literally anything
I remember in the 6th grade, I somehow got some girl to give me her phone number. I went home and fapped to the number she wrote on my hand
Based
Fuck jannies and kikes lol
It's weird to read this post as the porn adds display in both the top and the bottom
I wish Hiro would remove them. I need to be able to post on Jow Forums, so I'm willing to see the fucking ads, but I don't like the porn ones.
ublock origin you fucking retards
>I could have done it years ago
cope
also what you'll be saying in 10 years from now but about your 30s
porn redpilled me on the true slutty nature of women.
In an age of PC overdrive, porn is one of our last bastions of truth.
If this guy can stop, you certainly can. I believe in you, anons.
It was a fucking trip when I first saw that. I used to watch his videos. I loved the one where he was fucking the Indian bitch Priya Rai and she started sucking her own toes while he fucked her
OCD bro here, I was a fucking idiot and ingrained porn into myself through constant consumption over 8 long years. I can barely remember any porn Ive seen and yet Ive stared at a screen or a page for hours and hours almost every day. Why does porn not stay in your head? Why do all memories of its use fade melt away after you cum, leaving you only with numbness and some guilt? It doesnt make any sense desu
just wanted to let you know, I read your post friend. Hope it gets better for you
Because porn is demonic and evil, and I do not exaggerate.
You will not escape it without a full conversion.
My advice is to go on Jow Forums and do /sig/. That can be very helpful as part of the way out
good luck bro
Quitting porn is possible, but it takes a LOT of work.
You don't just "quit". You have to have a full conversion because it redefines who you are inside of you.
Seriously go back to Church, and if you are not already, go to a serious Catholic Church- not some 1960s leftover hippies, but one that does the Latin Mass/Missa Cantata (look it up) -and start praying as well as fasting meaning NOT EATING FOOD for select periods.
Getting out of porn SUCKS because it hurts. However, it is great because staying in addiction sucks and hurts even more.
Porn is rot for the human soul. It is destructive and the epitome of evil.
It's also (((coincidentally))) made by the exact same group of (((individuals))) involved in destroying so much of society.
Fight the good fight and get out. We'll be praying for you bro.
And also, make sure to do /nofap/ as well as /sig/ (read about it on Jow Forums). /SIG/ is a great way to start getting out of the black hole.
God bless user
Only reason for anyone to consider joining any religion is to get some devout virginal pussy. They're just another scam for money
I hate this addiction. I've never dealt with something like this. Of all the "bad habits" I've overcome, I did so through sheer will. Porn is different. The only addiction I've dealt with longer than porn is that to food. Combining the two has wreaked havoc on my emotional state. I don't like how I look, so I feel bad, then I jerk to cope. That makes me feel bad too, so I eat to cope. Rinse and repeat. I hate it so much. I hate that I can't look at my female friends how I ought to. I have to quit. I can't stand another day of this feeling. I literally just relapsed 10 minutes ago of writing this, so this is day 0, hour 0...
>All the fucking christcucks ITT
lmao, god isn't real you absolute fucking brainlets
I'm like you op, wasted my late teens/20s to PMO, with nothing to show for it. I'm just numb and empty at this point. I can't even remember what it feels like to be in love/infatuated with a woman. However, I think one of the misconceptions that people have about porn addiction, is that it's a boogeyman that took completely well adjusted healthy persons and corrupted them, when the more realistic scenario is that while most (if not all) stumbled into porn because of surging hormones due to puberty, the ones that end up trapped in the cycle, tend to be some sort of social outcast and (unknowingly at first) use porn as a sort of pressure free coping mechanism.
What I find to be one of the most insidious things about having PMO addiction, is that it's not something that can be talked about openly offline to a great extent, without intense ridicule. Say that you're addicted to junk food, hard drugs or alcohol, and people will at least pity you and give some advice/help, ranging from helpful to empty platitudes. Now imagine saying openly that you're addicted to novelty in the form of gangbangs and the like, and see if they'd have the same reaction.
Or maybe it's all in my head and people would actually be helpful (doubt it). The idea of intense social shame helps to keep you locked in this cycle.
Holy shit that Ted talk
>Freedom is taken away from rational people and given to irrational people
Is she really trying to argue that forcefully exposing children to porn is rational and should be a freedom? We should also have the freedom to forcefully IV inject children with various hard drugs, I can't see how that could go wrong.
>All that interracial porn is especially perverted and sinister.
Not moreso than any other kind of porn.
>I guarantee a lot of racism today is due to insecurities men have specifically thanks to this fucking porn especially.
Eh, the BBC myth and supposed subsequent insecurities were around long before porn became mainstream or was even a proper industry. If anything, porn exploited and hyper stylized it which just added to the cycle.
After being metooed I'm so afraid of women I cannot act normally around them.
>No meaningful romance
>implying meaningful romance exists
You've been brainwashed OP