Good afternoon brothers

I want to be a slut on Grindr :/

I claim to be a volcel but jerk off 7-9 times a week

At least you originally have friends.

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I meant to say distanced*
I don't have any friends now and I won't friends like that ever again or friends again

Strangely no, it's not a sin to consume drugs, as long you don't get addicted. But if you do wrong while high, it doesn't excuse you.

>I sort of want to fuck my own sister
I mean, bible wise, incest is kinda kosher.
But, have you ever heard of the phrase, don't shit where you eat? Besides, odds are you only find her attractive due to the fact that you, like many of us, are socially starved. Your monkey brain sees her as a mate because shes probably the only female you see on a regular basis within breeding years.

just don't do her user, not worth it.

Play this instead : 6GPTP-HKGNB-VJ6LW

I was actually wrongly arrested for a dui. They let it go on a year and then finally decided make a case on it when the max time they were allowed to wait to file a case is a year. They literally just want money. If I don't get what i want, which is to be found not guilty, something very bad is going to happen that will effect a lot of people where i live. I'm sorry but I am better than being conned and if they want to play that game I'll be the guilty man they want me to be

that doesn't mean your not a volcel
a lot of married men still jerk it

You are a vocel, but if masturbation make you fell ashamed, you should stop with it.
I found stopping at once being easier than stopping gradually, but it's your choose.

I know that feel, I use to have a large group of friends and I was somewhat sociable, now I've cut contact with all except my one cousin.

>I distance myself from my friends when they were trying to help me out

Not a sin, and not something you should feel bad about. You were in a rough place, and your fight or flight kicked in, you made the wrong choice, and thats ok. Everyone makes mistakes. What matters is that you learn from your mistake.

You need to reach out; At the very least, to explain yourself. If they were true friends, they will understand.

I believe in you user

small town massacre part 1

I remembered this like after years. On a cyber cafe the computer i got had an e-mail account left open. I deleted the emails, all of it and iirc i cleared the thrash can as well. I essentially was thinking this will teach him a lesson but i shouldn't have cleared the thrash..

Yes you are right, I sort of think she's the only chance I have cause she's also an awkward virgin and she might sort of feel the same way and I'm desperate as fuck being a virgin at 25 years old.
I don't want to feel this way about her cause every time we talk it feels really awkward and I seem really fucking guilty.

I just want ww3 to happen right fucking now, I'm tired of waiting for this piece of shit society to end.

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What makes it so tragic is I could've tried to stick it out and face the illness of the mental
I didn't deserve friends like that. They were better than me
now it is just me

Is the desire to brutally murder considert a sin?

Some of them do because they reached out to me. but alas, they were so far away by that point
>I believe in you user
thanks :)

(sorry for my English)
user, you should try to go out a little.
Social interaction with friends, besides not being sexual, does help you to fell less despair

I think you're missing the point. I claim to be celibate by choice yet I still beat my dick to degenerate porn. There's a certain hypocrisy in saying you abstain from sex yet you still are addicted to viewing women as objects to pleasure yourself.

I'm not ashamed of jerking off per-say, just of being a hypocrite.

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Yes, it's a sin.
But what makes you want to desire to murder someone? What has someone done to deserve it in your opinion?

Whenever I feel even slightly upset or sad, I take it out on my internet friends. I can maintain irl relationships just fine for the most part, but on the internet I just can't. Whenever I find a community I like and feel that I belong to, sooner or later I will start insulting people there just to make them mad at me and when they finally get mad i am genuinely upset they are. I hate myself for this but no matter what I do this always happens. I do not wanna insult and lose my friends anymore. I do not know if it is a sin but still

Maybe the problem is with porn, no with masturbation.
Have you tried to do only clean faps?

Go out where? my only friend who is also my cousin has social phobia and it's a pain to get him to go places.
Honestly, I would go out if I, first of all, knew where to go and second, if my cousin was up for it.
Otherwise, I would have to go by myself and that will be really fucking depressing.

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everyone is a bit of a hypocrite
only asexuals are truly free from that desire

Why were they sobbing? When you informed them you have aids?

Seem like you crave attention.
If you got a healthier way to get attention or learn to desire less, I think you will stop doing it.

>I've fucked 8 twinks off of Grindr

While the scripture condeming homosexuality is in the old testimate, and also contains lines banning clothing of mixed fabric, and shrimp, it has also never been un-banned by the son of god, at least to my knowlage, and I don't want to subvert the will of the lord. And as a fellow homosexual, I doubt our loving god would force this mental illness upon his children for no reason.

But he does say that sex before marrage is a nono, so at the very least try to settle down, find stable relationship.

Not only is it better for your mental health, but your physical health as well. A nice stable relationship can do wonders for your stress levels, and obviously it drastically lowers your odds of catching HIV and other sexually transmitted diseases.

>and made 3 sob after I was done with them

Uh, like in a kinky way? Because causing unjust harm to someone is just wrong user.

So, final verdict, Pray, ask for forgiveness to the notorious G.O.D, find a stable relationship.

If I know your actions are driven by years of social seclusion, driven by the fact that you're mentally ill, the lord knows.

And he is a loving, forgiving god.

Please try to seek help brother.

Actually, 90% of my faps are to my Oneitis. I usually only fap to porn when I want to get a quick, nasty nut out.

(again sorry for my English)
Try finding a hobby, something that has a focus and social iteration are just a consequence.
The social pressure is far lower than in a social activity (like going to a bar) and you might have some fun doing the hobby itself.

true, but morality is based upon the ability to act and make responsible choices, not biological desire.

Your actions are driven in part by your libedo, and in part your enviorment. Odds are you crave attention at your core, not dick.

If you're a homosexual, try and find a relationship.

And lastly, at the very least, be safe.

Here, play this instead of raising the odds of you needing a diaper: HRYTT-J27K4-XXPYP

How do I play this code?

What sort of hobby would you recommend? I play bass guitar at least I did a few months ago.

I have done drugs and damaged my heart.

Forgive me, Lord.

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>I claim to be a volcel but jerk off 7-9 times a week

While the bible does say the lord struck down Onan for spilling his seed, scholars say that that was also due in part to his tribe dieing out.

At the very least, I'd say that jerking it is better then pre marital sex, porn can warp your mind, and make it harder to find a partner.

Also that just doesn't sound good for your prostate bro

Something that involve some people, not just yourself.
Fishing, fighting, board games, hunting (not alone), some team sport are all good.
Playing some instrument, gym, hunting (alone), can be fun, but will not help you with social interaction.
The most important is to be something you enjoy doing by itself.

>Also that just doesn't sound good for your prostate bro

I haven't had any problems with my prostate, yet, but the skin on my crotch has definitely been dried out and there are some dead skin flakes around my nutsack

You are damaging your body with it?

> If I don't get what i want, which is to be found not guilty, something very bad is going to happen that will effect a lot of people where i live.

thou shalt not kill user. but then again, suffer not the heretic to live.

I suggest you get a good lawyer, make a fuss.

After that, well, do as you must. I am just a man.

sins: I'm only here for the steam keys

is that a question? If it is, then yes, I guess I am drying out my skin which is bad, but other than that it doesn't hurt and it's not bleeding.

Well thanks for the advice anyway user, I'll maybe try something social(maybe fishing). I wish I had a proper father who actually gave a shit about me and taught me the basics in life. Unfortunately, I've had no luck with that and have been a neet for most of my young adult life.

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Yes, user, that was a complete dick move, the fact that you still remember it means you know it was wrong.

Again, I am not a holy man, but in my opinion, go do right. Go volunteer at your local old folks home to do some IT work. A lot of the time those geezers just need a router reset, or a virus / bloatware removal, but it would mean the world to them to see pics of them younger, or to talk to family across the world.

Thanks, have a great week, bro.

It doesn't have to be social, just have to include others.
You can even choose to do something will not get you any girl (hobbies girls like tend to be just like bars and parties), I used to play WH40K, now I play wargames and fish.
Feels good to have someone to sperg about some very specific topic they also like.

me too, faggot.

drop another steam key OP :^)

> I sort of think she's the only chance I have cause she's also an awkward virgin and she might sort of feel the same way and I'm desperate as fuck being a virgin at 25 years old.

I can almost completely guarantee, that she doesn't think the same way. And there's no shame in being a virgin at 25.

>I don't want to feel this way about her cause every time we talk it feels really awkward and I seem really fucking guilty.

So don't brother. If your hand compels you to sin, cut it off so say the lord; But lets not go that far. I'm sure you can find a healthy way to deal with it. Think of it as the call of the void, is it a sin to, while holding a baby, think of throwing it? No.

I suggest working out, It's what helps me with some vices.

I believe in you man

I had forgotten about for a decade or sth, tthis was like 15 years ago. Another bad thing we did when we were in middle school.

Me and 2 girls, by their lead mostly, stole keys from school. We stole like so many keys essentially we had access to anywhere in school, we snuck in places and shit. We stole from teachers who left their keys out, councillors and even from janitor which had like 20+keys on it. She might have gotten fired over it now that i think of it.

>Is the desire to brutally murder considert a sin?

I, myself, do not believe it to be. The human mind is a complex machine, and our autism probably complicates it further.

But odds are, you're simply misguided into thinking that brutally murdering someone will be a good outlet. That it will be fun. Think back to the ancient greentext of the user with a scat fetish at 10. You can think you're really into something, and then you do it, only to find out that you're not; And while eating shit is bad, killing someone doesn't really go away as easily.

As says, what makes you desire to murder someone? Is it because of a broad anger? Were my predictions right? Or is it one sole person?

I suggested it earlier, but working out, even just pushups, can help with thoughts like that.

I punched an autistic kid, then told the teacher that he wont stop punching himself

I don't think so. So long as you recognize it as something that you should not do and don't act on it.

The human mind is a strange thing. Less then five thousand years ago your only thoughts would have been of food, water, warmth, and your tribe.

It simply wasn't prepared for the internet.

Now, user, what you did was wrong, but you already know that. And as I said in a previous post, if your hand compels you to sin, cut it off.

Try removing yourself from your internet communities, and find a healthier outlet for your attention / anger, or whatever ails you.

It's probably already taken, but in steam. You click the "Add game" button on the lower left hand side of the window.

Unless you don't have a steam account. No idea then

I went to communion today even though Im a closet agnostic. I enjoyed watching a video of someone dying today. Also it's not really a sin but I'm now 100% sure I'm addicted to caffeine

>I have done drugs and damaged my heart.

Your body is a temple to the lord, not to mention its your only body. I suggest you seek a true holy man to confess to, even if you're not catholic, odds are a preist can offer you some form of closure on the subject.

If I may ask, what drugs? What is the context?

I'm so autistic and social phobic that I'm even scared of making friends online.
On my steam account, I've literally got 2 friends after two years. I'm afraid of people because all the bullying in high school, the worst part about it was that the people bullying were my own so-called "friends".

>sins: I'm only here for the steam keys

I'm sure your list of sins is greater then just greed brother. None of us are free from sin. post a true sin, a true confession, something that is hurting you keeping it inside, and I will try and offer guidence

and maybe a steam key.

Oh snap, that might legit be jock itch. If you don't wash your hands before masturbation, it increases the odds of it forming.

Stealing is a sin user. But then again, if you truly needed a new outlet in your limited life, I'm happy I could help.

Unless you, somehow, are the same person. In which case good god man

>I can almost completely guarantee, that she doesn't think the same way
How do you know? she always gives me these looks as if she just caught me checking her out and she seems to always position herself in ways where I can see down her top and shows off her ass. Also, she gets really awkward when the subject of incest is brought up.

>I suggest working out,
You're right, I've been out of the gym for a long time and it hasn't done me any favours.

>When the subject of incest is brought up
Does incest often get brought up when you are around each other?

>this was like 15 years ago

There is no no statute of limitations for sins, or even dick moves brother. Do try and make good.

>Me and 2 girls, by their lead mostly, stole keys from school. We stole like so many keys essentially we had access to anywhere in school, we snuck in places and shit. We stole from teachers who left their keys out, councillors and even from janitor which had like 20+keys on it. She might have gotten fired over it now that i think of it.

Children are rambunctious, and odds are no true damage was done, but you still negatively impacted the lives of those you stole from.

In a similar vein to my previous advice, donate to a local public school or park. Or hell, offer to order pizza to your old school for the staff.

>I punched an autistic kid, then told the teacher that he wont stop punching himself

You injured a mentally ill peer, which is absolutely a sin, and then lied about it.

But why did you do this user?

Every once and a while, we have some weird convos lol.

I've been fired from every job I've ever had except for the one that I'm working at now and I have the suspicion that they want to get rid of me because of some recent mistakes/misjudgments on my part. And I've only had like 3 real jobs.

I'm slowly starting to resent my family for being a bunch of normies, who are partially to blame for me being so fucked in the head. I kinda just want to make enough so I can move away and then just never speak to them again unless I have to.

Surprisingly, I'm actually relatively sin-free. I drank 2 bottles of water from my roommate's water stash once without asking.

I guess I do wish death upon lots of people too, but that's just in my head or behind their backs. I wished death on this one asshole baby I had to take care of while I was working at a daycare. Once I started wearing earplugs to work I privately revelled in the babies' screams since I hated them. But I still took the same care of em.

I'm Catholic, father.

>If I may ask, what drugs? What is the context?
Ritalin. I use it to study and stayed all night long reading books and browsing the net, then I did the STUPIDEST thing. I had tachycardia and I took propanolol and my blood pressure went wild and I started fainting and fainting and I'm still not sure whether I had a Myocardial Infarction or not. I fainted. I've gone to tons of doctors and they've done a lot of work tests but I still have tachycardia often and chest pain once in a while. So far it's stable, but I just can't stand not being able to use Ritalin anymore. I can't study and have read absolutely nothing since then and it's like I'm a retard without it. Also, the chest pain I have makes me wonder if I've done irreversible damage to my heart and since that happened my blood pressure stays high.

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That's what's great about an hobby, most are not there to make friends and talk, but only to do the hobby itself.

If you are no comfortable with talking just know about the activity itself and only talk about it, it's far less scary.

No one that dedicate a great part of their live will waste time bulling you, believe me when I say they are more interested in doing whatever activity you choose to join.

I feel insecure about what other people may think about the girl I'm forming a relationship with. I'm 23, she's 19 and chubby, borderline fat. But I feel genuinelly attracted to her.

Don't be insecure dude. Be grateful for her and be proud of her.

>I went to communion today even though Im a closet agnostic.

It is wrong to doubt the lord, but perhaps your views come from your sect rather then the lord himself? I know a lot of people who became agnostic, and later athiest due to belonging to certian sects. (JW, and mormon specifically).

Not to mention some churches are, in of themselves, obnoxious. Talk to your pastor about this, and consider changing churches.

>I enjoyed watching a video of someone dying today.

I've talked about the strangeness of the human mind before in this thread, so I won't retread, but that's not that strange. I used to go to Jow Forumswatchpeopledie a lot, it helped make me humble, and remind me that I'm not immortal.

Go back one, two generations, and death was normal. Nowadays a man can be born and die without witnessing death once, some without even killing his own food. Curiosity isn't a sin, and neither is schadenfreude, but if you were laughing at a man losing his life, you should ask yourself why.

>I'm now 100% sure I'm addicted to caffeine

One of the most addictive substances on the planet, don't feel too bad. Thankfully it's also one of the easiest substances to withdraw from. That being said, moderation is key, and addiction along with looking / preemptively stopping heart damage isn't inherently a bad thing.

Try and make sure your caffeine sources don't stem from the suffering of others though. I use G-fuel myself, and while yes, its cringy GAMER FUEL XDD, its 100% suffering free.

I got an erection when someone cried and turned to me for support. The tears and vulnerability unironically physically aroused me. A real 'boner, no!' moment.

I've come up with no less than five practical plans to ruin my former boss's life by doing everything from having him deported back to Pakistan to getting his teenage daughter addicted to heroin. I find it more and more difficult every day to not just go do one of them. I don't know why the only things I'm good at seem to be immensely destructive and evil, but if the churches around here weren't so cucked I'd be going to one of them just to relax a bit. I really just wish I wasn't such a vindictive bastard, but every time my mind wanders I'm thinking about new ways to hurt people that I dislike.
There had better be an afterlife at the end of this if I don't do any bad shit, because if not I'm going to be pretty disappointed.

i watched bbc sissy porn a lot.... my porn use to be just girls tits now its so extreme. dick is even getting boring now. i am sick of being a NEET.... im 23 and a walking meme. the only thing i have going for me is i am huge, broad shoulders and handsome...... its a curse sometimes. it has made my life too easy and its the reason i am a NEET also adhd, substance abuse and bad parenting... they give me my weed. what do i do? my older brother is a chad with a great life and job. hes my idol.......

The ability to focus is a skill user, it can be learned, even without Ritalin. Start by reading things that interest you, or other hobbies that don't involve instant gratification, it will help develop your focus.

Not OP here, but it sounds like you just need some self discipline. Stop blaming your parents for your weed addiction. Go outside. Get a job and keep it. Move out of your parents' house.

What country our you in? If he isn't supposed to be there, then he deserves to be deported back.

my dad is retiring and i have no choice but to go with them.... but i dont want to go where they r going thats a place for retired people... i was thinking the military but i rlly dont know what to do now

Stealing? You published these keys or maybe You aren't an OP. But where You see a my sin? Did I take these keys from You or not You before they were published by You or not You? No.
I see any published Steam keys, I'm trying to activate them. Most of them are duplicates, but sometimes I can take'em. I do not read any notes above or under, but I'm not a thief. This was only my unawareness. I'm honorable man and I want to redemption my unawareness, so here's two games:

6W4RM-4FK9F-0TTBR
T3436-LTEW9-5N9KG

Enjoy!

Oh he's legal Mr FBI, but I could easily plant a few suspicious packages in his shit while he's praying at his mosque and call the cops. I'm sure he'd have a fun time explaining that, especially if I just happened to put a bit more suspicious shit at/near his house. It's not even hard, and I'd likely never get caught. He's also got a shitton of drugs at home as far as I know.

a homeless druggie woman solicited me for sex today. i had to keep blowing her off because i was going to miss my bus otherwise.
the thing is i feel bad for doing that, since im very sympathetic towards the homeless (since they get seen as subhuman like me). i try to treat them like everyone else in the hopes that showing them humanity will boost their self esteem, but i didn't have any time to patiently listen to her meander.

am i a bad person, father?

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Got 'em both, thanks user

>How do you know?
Because I live with women, and was raised with women. We are a sexually dymoprphic species, and not just physically.

>she seems to always position herself in ways where I can see down her top and shows off her ass
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>she gets really awkward when the subject of incest is brought up

One of the things that seperates man from beast, is our ability to find patterns. Now, sometimes, the brain finds patterns that aren't there, and even then, sometimes it creates data to help with its supposed pattern. Social isolation speeds this proccess up, a lot.

Honestly, drop the idea entirely. If she wants it bad enough, she'll come to you.

you don't have to go to the gym. I've found even curling dumbbells can help.

You are welcome. Have fun

My sin is that, although i know people all around this board are starving for any kind of socialisation. I myself, am starting to feel sick of the same scenery of dnd and my antisocial friends. I too am kind of peculiar, when it comes to meeting others. But I crave for a change. Leaving my oldboys behind might be the only way, but that feels treacherous and slimy. Father, i'm confused.

Honestly I would consider that morally justified if you did that. He's a muslim, and should not be in your country (Probably the same country as mine). Also assuming he does have those drugs you mentioned, that would give even more reason to do it, so that he becomes found out.

I still come on Jow Forums even though I'm married.

>I've been fired from every job I've ever had except for the one that I'm working at now and I have the suspicion that they want to get rid of me because of some recent mistakes/misjudgments on my part.

We're all here for the same reason, and it's not uncommon that autistic people have trouble in the workforce. I myself struggle to get even 20 hours a week with my current gig.

Talking with your boss might help, if you can.

>I'm slowly starting to resent my family for being a bunch of normies,

Greed is a sin, but I can see where you're coming from. I myself, and I'm sure countless other anons have the same feelings. Thats why we have this hell site, to be our own family.

>who are partially to blame for me being so fucked in the head.

>I kinda just want to make enough so I can move away and then just never speak to them again unless I have to.

Again, tale as old as time. While the bible does say to covet thy mother and father, there are only so many times one can turn the cheek.

I feel you should seek out a carrer center / temp agency, they can help find a good job, and if not, they can help narrow down more acceptable jobs, potentially ones where you want to move.

If you can get on SSI, it will help. And before you feel greedy for taking taxpayer money, its better that it's spent on a citizen who needs it then greedy people overseas.

Good luck brother

I don't think you get it dude. Ritalin makes me become another person in terms of energy and intellectuality.

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