I fapped to this sissy hypo again

>I fap to it often too but I feel no guilt about it, im a sadomasochist and Im content with it, its a part of my indentity

i usually feel no guilt either, but it made me feel very depressed today
i dont know why I turned gay
>How submissive to men are you?
im very submissive in my fantasies, I fantasize about getting slapped, choked, put in a leash & castrated by other men
>Are you attracted to women at all?
i used to two years ago but now I cant get an erection from them even If I consider them attractive

Omega boys like you just know your place. Getting DOGGED by a big hairy bear is just what you're born for. You indulge in your inferiority. You probably jack off your little willy and cum all over yourself while telling yourself what a lowly faggot you are.

Who /BBCaddict/ here?
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If it's any consolation I'd fuck your throat if you dressed up

Why don't you embrace it?
You know you want to you little whore

I know how you feel OP...I'm addicted to worshiping Porn Mommies while sucking my thumb and oinking like a piggy.

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is there therapists for this?
it makes me sad that I get turned in by this, I hate you for degrading me like this
i cant insert as the top

stop it pls dont bully me
because im still a man and have the desire to reproduce and not become a genetic dead end

>it makes me sad that I get turned in by this, I hate you for degrading me like this
>implying you're not drooling imagining me and dragging you around on a leash and making you gag on our cocks while we spit on you and slap you in the face like the pathetic bitch you are.

im a sissy but not really into black guys

Why?
You'd just be passing your sissy genes along
You deserve to have a strong man to take you and make you the girl you were born to be

im crying because i hate that this turns me on

Then stop reading it user. Or, learn to separate weird porn and turn ons from things you actually do in real life. Plenty of people like humiliation and degradation but they don't live their lives that way 24/7

>Why?
its just instinct I guess
>You'd just be passing your sissy genes along
i dont think that is certain to happen, maybe I can have a chad son
>You deserve to have a strong man to take you and make you the girl you were born to be
if I could get impregnated I wouldnt have an objection to becoming a strong mans girl

You can worry about that later I guess

But now you need to have your boipussy pounded

i dont think I can separate this from real life and im afraid i might crack and end up taking hrt

Why would you do that. Surely it's far easier and less permanent to just dress up and get knobbed than to go and take hrt

Part of me wants to keep degrading you, but another part of me wants to tell you you're addicted and desensitized to porn and that's why your tastes have gotten to this point. Being a passive sex object doesn't take any effort on your part, so fantasies about it are easy to gravitate to.

>hypnotube
is there like a non gay version of this?

because im mentally ill and the thought of getting permanently feminized and chemically castrated by hrt turns me on
ive had a sissy fetish since I was a kid my tastes didnt change

Why don't you just get some girly clothes?
You don't have to go all the way

Sure it does, until you cum, and then it shouldn't turn you on anymore till you're horny again. So just dressing up and getting pie'd should fulfill that requirement just fine

This anons right though I've fapped to plenty of sissy or forced bi or weird shit, but I'm never gonna do that shit irl, it's just peoples tastes in porn get stranger cause the more you see something the less it does it for you and you need something more

Would suck one or a brown guy, but I'm a eurofag

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>ive had a sissy fetish since I was a kid my tastes didnt change

In that case it really is better to embrace it and I'm serious about that. Repressing it is just going to make it worse.

That being said, you mentioned that women used to turn you on as well, but not anymore. That probably *is* from watching too much porn, so you should cut back.

>In that case it really is better to embrace it and I'm serious about that. Repressing it is just going to make it worse.

do you mean I should transition?

>That being said, you mentioned that women used to turn you on as well, but not anymore. That probably *is* from watching too much porn, so you should cut back.

the reason I dont like women anymore is because I reakized most arent dominant enough for me, It has nothing to do with porn

Don't transition
This is just a fetish of yours
You'll just fuck up your life since you don't have the dysphoria
You just like dressing up and acting like a girl but not being a girl

i actually dont know if its just a fetish

have you tried asking god?

It certainly sounds like it is
You're talking about being a girl in a sexual matter but not outside of sex

this.

When I say "embrace it", I mean buy some slutty clothes and jerk off to the fantasy. I'm a switch and in my submissive moods, I have a huge nudity denial fetish. One of my biggest fantasies is to have a brain implant installed that blocks me from seeing any nudity. The conclusions you're jumping to are akin to me deciding I should gouge out my eyes to indulge my fantasy.

I don't even need to touch my dick when I watch sissy stuff, it's a fucking curse. I hate that I like it.

anyone else listen to Bambi sleep?
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>I hate that I like it.

That's silly. I feel like its only natural that the hottest fetish is doing the thing you're not suppose to do. How many times can someone fap to throught of fucking a pussy into oblivion before it gets boring? I'd never fuck a man but I do love my sissy fetish, its makes fapping a lot more exciting.

>I'd never fuck a man but I do love my sissy fetish, its makes fapping a lot more exciting.
>tfw I ERP as a sissy even though I'm hairy, stocky, balding, and have a beard.

I actually feel kind of guilty whenever the people I'm roleplaying with ask to stay in touch because I turned them on so much. I know they're always picturing something radically different.

Every time I visit r9k I relapse into this submissive sissy shit. I honestly want to cry.

>have sissy fetish but too ashamed to ever indulge in it
I wish someone would just force me into it honestly.

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Hey OP made a discord invite just for you~
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Oh yeah, I'm a muscular black dude who self inserts as traps in porn. I don't know why being a fag is only appealing if I imagine that I look cute and feminine. Normal gay porn is absolutely disgusting because guys like us look gross doing gay things.

do you want to blackmail me...
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maybe but i promise youll like it

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>I don't know why being a fag is only appealing if I imagine that I look cute and feminine.

It's the emasculation and domination aspect of it; it's a humiliation thing. When I'm horny I get really turned on by the thought of being such a failure of a man that I have to make myself a pretty slut who plays with other sissies and gets used by "real" men while being friendzoned by pretty girls. But it's only when I'm horny.

>tfw you write humiliating things on yourself, put on nipple clamps and panties, and try jerking off in front of the mirror for extra humiliation only to end up feeling impressed looking at your gainz

You deserve a bullet in your head.

You're a victim of a falling world. We all are.

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>You deserve a bullet in your head.
why

>Like crossdressing a super duper lot
>Only wanna do it with another crossdressing guy like me
>Absolutely abhor anything to do with "real men" or whatever and anything with humiliation or the such
It's tough. Pretty much nothing appeals to my tastes. I just wanna be girly alongside someone else.

Fuuuck...I don't like guys irl but I fucking love reading degrading stuff like this from bully anons. It literally brings me to my knees and makes me want to worship them

>It literally brings me to my knees and makes me want to worship them
That's good, because I'm still around and pushing a pathetic piece of shit like you around could help relieve my boredom.
>I don't like guys irl
Uh-huh. And yet you're already fantasizing about worshiping me. You probably have to stop yourself from fingering your asshole and pretending it's my cock, don't you?

Damn, if I didn't have to go to work in a couple of minutes I would have gladly been your submissive sissy bitch for the night. God, being humiliated by anons makes me feel high XD.

omg stop watching porn. u will literally turn into a faggot if u don't stop

i am already a faggot, i dont like girls at all

Sometimes I fantasize about my high school bullies and embarrassing moments that I'd rather forget. I try to make myself feel as bad as possible in these situations. I'll think of a certain person or event, instinctively think "no, that's too far, I don't want this". But then I think "no no, that's precisely why you're gonna do this, this is what you really want".

The weirdest shit I ever got off to, I think, was imagining one of my most hated high school bullies "taking over" my family. Moving in, fucking everyone in my family, harassing me daily, stealing my stuff, all while my mom cheers him on.

Masochism is a strange illness but you gotta do what you gotta do.

I started listening to it a week or so ago

I'm really trying not to, because part of me really loves it, but the sane normal part of me is trying to get myself to stop liking this stuff

>Have an okay self image and self respect
>Have a somewhat athletic but slim body
>Have come in terms with my self
>Have abundance of female contact
The moment i get horny i feel like i want to submit to someone who will treat me worse than a pet and use me an onahole, abuse me and make me do all sorts of humiliating things for their pleasure and entertainment

I'm almost certain this stems from some sort of trauma or something. Like there's no way I could come to like this stuff unless I was diddled as a kid, right? I don't remember anything like that though.

My older sister used to force me to wear her clothes. I think that's where I got it from.

Yeah, most sissies are circumcised. That's probably where it's from.

Not me. I remember just watching porn one day, wondered what if I was the girl, and came very fast. The only thing I don't get is how guys like us are so gay, but we don't like men for the most part.

I don't know either. I thought girls had penises until the sixth grade when we took sex ed, and I started jerking off to shemale and futa stuff a couple years later, leading me to where I am now.

Almost my own experience, except for the girls had dicks part, just when I started fapping I found the category shemales and I found it very fucking hot, fast forward to now and I want to be the girl. Remember dreaming about being a shemale and stuff like that. Just fucking end me

>Just fucking end me

There is light at the end of the tunnel. I have all the same fetishes but I've learned to live with them, its even gotten pretty boring now. I think its important to know where you draw the line, are you gonna fully embrace, dress like a sissy and fuck men, or just fap to it occasionally. Once I made the decision to keep it in the closet, that was a load off.

I hope I can get over the guilt, I am able to abstain from it for longer periods. I relapse harder every time though.

>not even the good sissy hypno with qt shemales
>horrible editing, horrible audio

kill yourself OP, you are even a failure in being a good fag.

post your ass right now faggot
i'm going to take it for all it's worth

Damn this thread hits close to home... I can try and repress but I always end up relapsing and watching sissy stuff.

...And it's even worse because interracial is probably my biggest turn on.

I want to leave this shit behind and be normal and so forth. But at this point I doubt it. Heck... Seeing this thread made me instantly diamonds and my libido just spikes; I swear to god this is some straight up conditioning.

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Nothing wrong with what youre into user, in fact you should come and meet all the traps/femboys that regularly post oc and would love to have your attention.
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you'll be lying to yourself constantly if you "transition"
some day you'll hit 40 or 50 and you will look in the mirror one morning and see a man and realize you've lived a life of lies

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