Free (you)

Because she doesn't seem interested in relationships, despite being suspiciously close to another guy? I do mean physically as well as socially. It's scary.

I've been attracted to this girl before, but it's hopeless. Why should I even continue to feel that way? It's a terrible curse that never stops coming.

>How you going today user?
chatted to a friend which is nice, feel sad and sad that I kinda depend on them to feel better and they have helped me but are I cant make them feel better and their friends say dont talk to me and stuff as they dont know me like my friend does.
>Mob psycho season 2 is pretty good.
I am waiting for it to all come out, I really enjoyed the first one.
>i watched welcome to the nhk and read the manga a few days ago
Hey, im a "hikki" and I blame the anime for making people think being a shut in is cool.
it is a decent anime though, just 2 many plot lines IMO and doesnt show how terrible being a shut in is.
>who I purposefully wanted to distance myself from?
why did you make this choice user?
>Hbu OP?
watching initial D and liking it(rare as I normally cant watch or enjoy anything these days), watched a really gud anime with a fren the other day but not fully released.
>Boogiepop is nice
will try remember it

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Thanks ill check the og out as well

Dororo, it's actually pretty good user, just think about all these memes where a there's a guy without limbs and there's the tipical motivational phrase "You can do anything you want". Well that's the anime.

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>Hey, im a "hikki" and I blame the anime for making people think being a shut in is cool.
it is a decent anime though, just 2 many plot lines IMO and doesnt show how terrible being a shut in is.

I get what you are saying, halfway through the manga everything goes to shit through, everyone's self destructive behaviors finally catch up to them and, well kind of almost destroys them.

Had a cold for ages now, it's just not going away. Since Christmas. It's tolerable but still sucks.

Been drawing a lot recently. Wish I had an art inclined friend to talk to about it. This shooting seems like a big deal. The UK will undoubtably do some cucky stuff as a result of this. Not a big fan of our government desu. Porn ban comes april 1st here.

Been reading a book. Its essentially just a romance between a sailor and a widow which sounds boring but I've been really enjoying it. Maybe I'm truly an adult now.

There's not too much going on inside my head these days. I think it's a blessing though, I have no anxiety any more. I think to be bored is a blessing because it means your head isnt filled with fears, anger or anything like that. I was bored for the first time in a long time recently, and hopefully I can be bored again today.

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Sort of expected you'd say that. 9/10 times people seem to prefer the mango, or the "book before the movie" as well, I wasn't too impressed by the anime, it has it's charming points and many things one can relate to, especially the pyramid game bit for me kek, but I felt the pacing dropped badly at times.
You're probably not her type, no point in flogging a dead horse indeed.
>watching initial D and liking it(rare as I normally cant watch or enjoy anything these days), watched a really gud anime with a fren the other day but not fully released.
Initial Dorifto is one of the essentials imo, it gets referenced here and there in many other shows as well. After finishing all of them I was a bit tired of it though. Lots of decent shows out recently and airing, was it Promised Neverland? Not seen but it seems like it could be anime of the season going on the haussing it gets.

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For some reason your whole post makes me think of grey, smoggy London suburbs with brick and concrete houses. I gather HIV makes stuff like colds never go away, good on you being content nevertheless.

The only place I can talk to robots are in random discords, but in random discords I often get bullied. I wish there were places I could just chat to random people without feeling like im walking into a circle jerk where everyone knows each other and I just get bullied out.

Kaguya, Mob Psycho and Dororo are the obvious best ones of this season. Trying to catch up with Golden Wind, but not as into JoJo as I was 1-2 yrs ago... Domestic girlfriend seems interesting too i guess

i got made fun of for being a virgin in an Jow Forums discord. Those aren't for robots.

Some IRC channels are pretty good, especially if they're running some trivia and game bot in there, it breaks the ice much better and the game also removes and awkward silences. Never gone to any of the discord shit, seems like a pain having to sign up and all that poop before using.

I'm never anyone's type, despite being reasonably fit and very polite, and despite the wealth of support I could give to a girl. Hell, my last girlfriend I had to practically become her therapist, purely because I was too afraid of what her delusional parents would do to me.

I promised to never love another girl after that, but I've failed I guess. How cruel is it, to fall for girls that I'll never have despite having full, conscious awareness of the fact?

thanks, im glad I got into it.
I dont know why I DL it I never had people say it was so good.
>Had a cold for ages now, it's just not going away. Since Christmas. It's tolerable but still sucks.
that isnt a cold, you need to go doctors man.
>Porn ban comes april 1st here.
ha, cant believe it.
Like it will stop people also I hope they ban 3DPD and leave ecchi 2D or 2D in general.
3D is gross and warps minds.
>Maybe I'm truly an adult now.
we will always be kids
I hope I dont get tired of it, because its watchable.
you can add me on dickord
mouse#6324
I can say for certain we wont become friends but I wont bully you.
unless you are an actual fag, homo
> How cruel is it, to fall for girls that I'll never have despite having full, conscious awareness of the fact?
life is cruel as if we did something to it and it wants to take revenge on us.

You say you're never anyone's type in the first sentence and the next sentence you start off with "my last girlfriend" though??

Your problem is the same as most people throughout most generations I think, the classic rollercoaster. Where are you in life, how old are you?

I don't know whether to watch My Hero Academia or Kaguya-sama: Love Is War, but I hear they're both good
Any advice?

Kaguya is only 9 eps gone, easy to hit into. Not seen myself but it could have an extra dimension to it if it relates to the old story about Princess Kaguya as well. Go go go.

Wait is this a anime only discussion? Anyway my day started off good I bought tickets to see my LDR in 2 weeks, but a younger relative of mine is really sick and I feel bad for planning the trip now, I feel like I should visit them in the hospital but my social anxiety is preventing it making me feel like a asshole, I started playing the sims and drinking and the dog I had in the sims ran away and that made me depressed too plus I am unsure the amount of NEET bux ill be receiving because the amount on paper doesnt add up to the amount of time span idk I feel like I should be happy because life is good but I have expectations everything is going to go terribly wrong

I dont watch anime I read manga only manga ive been reading is watamoe

Kaguya if u like romcoms, mha if u like superhero shit. Both are awesome though

I've been binging girls und panzer. It's enjoyable coming from someone burnt out of moe. I love seeing the chi ha and the music

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Can anyone tell me. Am I just dumb or is my life is a romantic comedy snafu is as deep as people think? I watched it all and the translations were terrible.

only know hero one and it was ok but i couldnt finish it.
hey good luck seeing your ldr man.
why dont you get a lil drunk to visit your cousin?
I use alcohol or valium to go outside and it makes it berable.
maybe you can do same.
good luck in life
>>>>>>>>>>
Going sleep, depressed and remembered I have doctors in morning...
I will be playing grouper albums...
youtube.com/watch?v=dYZq5QlJHkI
they are good noise and depressing.
we are all going to make it until we cant anymore, sorry guys time to sleep.
lets hope things get better for us in the future, even if we feel we dont deserve it.

happiness is a stranger im unsure I would ever be able to become friends after depression has always been there with me.

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Kaguya and Jojo
Once I recover from my downward spiral, I'll put time into finishing Tehxnolyze and Ergo Proxy

Hello OP.
Just passing by to say hello, but since you're going to sleep I wish you'll have a nice rest.
>What anime are you watching now
Haven't been watching anything lately, but I guess I'll watch the K-on movie and Chuuni when I'll have some time

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Kotomi is honestly well written in the visual novel compared with the others.

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Tomoyo's and Mei's were pretty good as well. Most of the others aren't bad, but fall a bit short. The only route I didn't like was Yukine's.

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Right I really enjoyed all the routes such a good game. What did you like about the visual novel the most.

>What did you like about the visual novel the most
Kotomi.
But, aside from her, probably the balance of drama, comedy and slice of life, despite being mostly drama-oriented. Also, the characters, while somehow stereotypical, are more than just stereotypes and there isn't one that I found really annoying. Furthermore, After Story is just amazing.
What about you? Have you read any other novels similar to Clannad?

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My father is dying of leukemia and I'm stuck with him for the rest of the week. I have nothing to talk about with him because we have ignored each other for the most part of our lives. I don't understand why or what I'm doing here. He is currently hospitalized and I have to stay with him in this shit hospital room with him until he is released.

I just want to leave and go back home to the safety of my bedroom. I'm tired of all these condescending normal fags and boomers looking down on me. I know I"m a mess just leave me be

I was watching Mob Psycho 100 s2 and Mushishi last month, but I just stopped halfway through both. I feel weak and sick all the time and nothing makes me happy anymore.

Is there any practical purpose for your being there? Good thing week is almost over I guess. Not that you're going to, but you could also make an effort to talk a little, like ask how things were and what he did in his youth, pick a little into his interests and learn a little about that, maybe talk a little about what you're interested in, maybe he'll dig it.

anyone wants to make a group call

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whats that? and what would we do? play games?

no just vc in discord

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ah, okay im an idiot

chatting > vc

uhhj
So no head...?

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Meh, only if it's one on one

Did OP leave? There are so many (You)less posts here.

no head? you want a blowjob? what?

A hundred trucks of peace a year and no one bats and eyelash.
One guy decides to take responsibility for the failings of our (((elites))) and everyone loses their minds.
Really makes you think.

Nice clear trips

I just want to get out o this shithole of a reality
Just got into anime a few weeks ago. Right now I'm watching Girls & Panzer and it's pretty cool desu

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Watching the promised Neverland.
It's pretty based.

Not a fav but it's a fun beginners guide to tanks. Without spoilin too much, also cool to see certain models that never made production.

aots?

The novelty value is gone for the former, hence why they call it 'news'.
youtube.com/watch?v=w9lmCpIzhFo

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OP retired to bed like 9 hours ago, I guess he's with the doc by now.

dudes I just woke up kek

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what animes would you recommend to a fellow newfag?
rise and shine, Megumin, rise and shine

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>I guess he's with the doc by now
was laying in bed so comfy under the sheets but get up for doctors and my mum said she may reschedule the doctors for tomorrow so she can work....
>rise and shine, Megumin, rise and shine
thanks.

Going to prepare my soup tonight/stew and put it on before I sleep tonight so I can wake up to something to eat.
under 70 KG now, literally need to stop fasting 1 meal every 5 days.

>what animes would you recommend to a fellow newfag?

I guess there are classics and essentials, like Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Monster, Serial Experiments Lain, NGE (not a personal fav by any stretch), Fullmetal Alchemist, Ghost in the Shell (definitely SAC), FLCL and a ton of others but gimme a quick rundown on what you've seen so far and how you liked it and maybe I know something that fits in well for you.

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Also, posting more basic recommendanalia
youtube.com/watch?v=Ip8kXnVXanc

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shinsekai yori
the characters are drawn so basic that sometimes i feel like im watching some cartoon on youtube

why are you fasting?

>Initial D, when I was a kid, I liked it a lot
>Goblin Slayer, it was alright
>The rising of the Shield Hero (up to episode 7), me likey
>Konosuba, it was okay
>Berserk, meh
>G&P, finished it like 10 minutes ago, it was okay
that's about it I think...
I don't really have a preference for a genre or anything (or at least I think I don't have any) so as long as it's good for you, I'll watch it

Yea, I don't think I can pitch you any accurate rec on that. Goblin, Shieldhero, Konosuba and Berserk are sort of similiar settings so you'll have a lot of isekai to dabble in on that note, but since you have different opinions on all of them it's no good so like you said, might as well go with some personal favourite of mine; Zipang, it doesn't get mentioned very often, about a modern warship somehow ending up back in WW2 waters, it's a great story with a lot of attention to detail, no schoolkid characters and tends to leave one pondering about what actions one should take, time paradoxes, what it would have taken to actually change history back then and how things would have looked nowadays if we did. Very worthwhile imo

What are you seeing the doc for btw, op-kun?

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I wanna finish the berserk movie trilogy, currently at the second one. i mostly watch older anime and watch maybe like 1-2 series per year. have a nice list going of shit to watch

ugh, sorry for being useless
but thank you, I'll definetly check that out asap

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All well, user. There's so much to explore and I hope you'll find a lot of enjoyment ahead. Props for Gunsmith Cats, dat opening deserves a posting.
youtube.com/watch?v=gMBDFo8Xtco

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yeah, I forgot to mention Gunsmith Cats
that chinese cartoon got me into this whole anime thing

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>What are you seeing the doc for btw, op-kun?
blood results from fasting for 5 day cycles since december last year, TFW skinny kek.

Lots of good fun that show. If you ever want something on the same-ish note there's stuff like Dirty Pair, You're Under Arrest, Dominion, Patlabor, Riding Bean and Madbull 34.

Let's hope we're still alive when it finally finishes...

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Fug, what exactly are you being tested for though?

>Let's hope we're still alive when it finally finishes...
probably not. nice to know that i always have nice to watch if i feel like it though. prolly gonna watch jin roh after berserk. looks awesome. vampire hunter d and record of lodoss war also seem interesting

Made me think of that guy
myanimelist.net/profile/Shuaiby
he missed out on so much. Hopefully he ended up reincarnated into some comfy isekai world.

I really liked Jinroh, great dystopian atmosphere and modal goddess Kanno had some part in the soundtrack. D and Lodoss I'd put a notch below but still worthwhile shows, saw the latter just a few months ago.

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>myanimelist.net/profile/Shuaiby
The dude had hellsing on his to watch. I loved it both the series and the ova. the series a bit more.

H-hey um user, can I ask you for a favour? C-come join this Jow Forums Discord server please, it's a really good server I promise! We can maybe even laugh at the Christchurch shooting livestream together if you did... so join using this link right now:
discord
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ce

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I guess if none else he created the gorefest he missed out on. Anderson is a lot cooler in the series imo.

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>Talk about anything to me if you like.
I'm completely burned out on my friends and family and I'm especially burned out of telling people that I have absolutely no goals in life because I'm just straight up unable to feel real passion or interests for anything at all.
>What anime are you watching now
I was supposed to be watching space dandy's season 2 but it takes me around a month to muster up the will to watch an episode. I finished Emiya Gohan and it was quite nice

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>Fug, what exactly are you being tested for though?
tested full blood works.
>results
Completely fine but he could tell I had been smoking or vaping, I just been vaping.
surprised the doctor he expected me to be low in shit, everyone overweight should stop eating unironically.
cooking a slow cook stew/soup now.
gunna eat today, since it takes 8 hours to cook it anyway and im not fat so who cares.

>I'm completely burned out on my friends and family and I'm especially burned out of telling people that I have absolutely no goals in life because I'm just straight up unable to feel real passion or interests for anything at all.
some of us just dont know what to do man, it is how it is.. i cant even tell you to get goals since I dont really besides losing all my fat which I did.

>I was supposed to be watching space dandy's season 2 but it takes me around a month to muster up the will to watch an episode.
IKTF, it took me ages to watch anything but im into initial D and feel like watching that now...

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Literally the only anime I'm watching at the moment is Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Golden Wind

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>Literally the only anime I'm watching at the moment is Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Golden Wind
man I should try get into this so I have lots of anime to watch but it looks so gay

Black Lagoon is alright. I am trying to finish it, but every time I watch it I keep fapping over and over to Revy, then falling asleep. Busted over seven times in just three episodes. I don't know how I am going to finish the entire series.

Was about to post, but noticed that your post pretty much sums up everything I wanted to write down. I'm just spending all my time on YouTube at this point. My whole life basically consists of:
>working my min wage job
>youtube
>fapping
I hope it all just ends soon. However that may be, but I doubt that things will turn towards the better.

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Join this discord you noob

discord/gg/q5wgYpp

Anyone know anything about when the movie will be available?

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You should check out the manga if you havent, also the only other anime worth a damn this season is Mob Psycho II and Dororo. Boogiepop is good but it's a shit adaptation. This season and the next ones are just "watch older anime"
Part 5 is the most flamboyant there is, Part 1-3 are GAR as fuck, check them out if you haven't

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More of an obscure one I guess, I'd only ever share this in a place where I'm anonymous, and everyone is already a huge weeb talking about anime anyways.

Have you ever felt like you were supposed to be someone in particular, but you never quite made it there? Ever since I found Berserk when I was a kid I've wanted nothing more than to be Guts. I love everything about him, the way he looks, thinks, talks, acts, so on. I even had a small husbando thing going on for Griffith for a while, mainly because of Guts. This feel has been going on for over a decade now, and I feel like its eating me away inside, because I'm not even close to him. I've colored my hair, gotten a brand tattoo, and even manually added scars to my body to replicate the look. The physical portion isnt that hard (already 6'5' 240lbs, plus being a milfag makes me kinda Jow Forums), but the mental portion is so difficult. I'm already a sort of upbeat, jokey kind of person, every time I try to replicate that stoic, weathered personality I just fall back into being the same, shitty me. How do I completely wipe away my personality and make a new one, bros? I'm done being me, I tried it and it fucking sucks.

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I remember you used to post in the Waifu threads.

Yeah, while I'm still into it and get art commissioned and shit like that, I'm not nearly as obsessive with it as I was.

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I broke my shut in streak and went outside today. I went to the movies to see Alita Battle Angel with my brother, I liked it. tfw no qt cyborg gf.

Finally had to accept that the girl I'm dating is a whore, she kept texting one of my friends after getting with me, still talks to her ex, been told she had threesomes with her ex and other guys.

It was so nice having someone that cared about me, who I could talk all the time, but now I can't even answer her texts, I feel like crying and throwing up I don't even know what to tell her

maybe she changed but unlikely.
Find out if she has ever cheated on anyone man,
can can remain friends depending if the guys a BETA faggot but if shes a whore RIP.

It fucking sucks, the worst part is that all my friends knew she was like that but I refused to accept it because she made me feel so good giving me so much attention

I'm watching Love is Watching! It's a cute anime that heals the void of my soul.

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*Love is War

Hi talk-user. I just finished reading a book about Complex PTSD. It was pretty good, going to finish The Divided Self by RD Laing next. Do you read at all?

Im just busy trying to get some anons to take hrt :)

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Been watching Steins;Gate 0 all day instead of getting my antidepressants, eating, or doing any homework. Oh well, I can do all that other stuff tomorrow.

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Grimms Notes the Animation
Price of Smiles
Promised Neverland
Endro!
Kaguya-Sama: Love is War
The Quintessential Quintuplets
Magical Girl Spec-Ops Asuka

He was a polfag not even an user.
lil Nazi fucks deserve to be fucked with and become sissy faggots they hate.
>instead of getting my antidepressants
what pills they give you, hope they work for you.
I liked og Steins Gate.
>Promised Neverland
watched all that there was with a friend, amazing man, may become one my fav psychological thriller animes.
based

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hello user I've accepted that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. Not because of ugliness but because I feel exhausted in social situations and because of social skills. Aside from that, I feel terrible about being the minority inside of a white country(recently read The Great Replacement). I was born here and I am too afraid to "go back to Africa" especially since I've never been. Suicide is my main option. Sorry if this was random, it was that main things inside of my head.

>anime
Sword Art Online (season 2)
Cowboy Bebop

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