Venting Space | Part 2

Just the same as yesterday. Let all your troubles out user. Get all the pain off your chest. It's okay here.

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who is this boy and where do I find more

I find that people tend not to make those kinds of threads unless they have baggage of their own. What's on YOUR mind, OP?

She's a mentally ill venting youtuber who got bullied into quitting for being overemotional. I have chosen her for the threads because it fits the topic, but the thread itself is meant to be about your problems

I am going through a lot but I make these daily venting threads for others, not myself, to help them at least

oh are you a pedo then? she definitely doesn't look 18
no judgement just curious

I am not attracted to her. I just sympathize with what she has gone through and posted her because it relates to the subject of venting

Are you a normie by any chance? Not looking to insult you, just trying to paint a picture in my head.

ok ok no worries
what do you have to vent about user? what motivated you to start these threads?

She is not quite 18 but she pretends to be on tinder.

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my quirky online friends that i used to game with all the time never got help for their emotional issues. it used to be fun to play with them back in the day but now they flip-flop between hating games and vowing never to play them again, only to reinstall later that evening. they will start arguing mid sentence on discord over perceived tones of laughs or comments and shit talk each other behind their backs but then everything is fine the next day. its almost impossible to keep up with.

I just think this place is filled with people who are going through a lot so I wanted to give them a platform to talk about what is bothering them about their lives because sometimes it can feel good to get it all out.

1) I'm tired of being broke. It seems like every time I get even close to not being broke life piles on.
2) I just want to know where I can find more picture of pic related.

That was a tinder experiment conducted by lookism.net using a screenshot from one of her videos (female incel: on lookism and being ugly). She has never had a tinder.

poor girl I hope things get better for her and she doesn't get pumped and dumped

that's fine I get it but they already do that anyways with greentext threads and such
not trying to be discouraging just trying to get your motivations nailed down you know? what makes vent user tick? does he/she have a fetish for vents?

Was the first thread with a pepe? Wasn't there one before that and make this thread part 3?

Well not willingly technically
I am sorry about your tiredness user. Never let it get in thr way of your delf love and self care

Are her videos archived somewhere? I remember there was a vocaroo on here where she talked about being doxxed and people threatening to kill her and shit and she tried to off herself

No the first thread was a different picture of pic related, you can look it up in the archives, it was very effective

When I was still in high school a few years back I was a loser. A bully once called me over to his friend circle, had to be 5 of them standing around and a girl there too...
"Why don't you just kill yourself?", I believe those were his words.

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Pic related sorry not sorry

There is one reupload of her on YouTube but that's all I can think of. Just search up female incel

The guy who did that to you wasn't a good person. His friendships would have been shallow too if they saw that behaviour and were fine with it. Do not take what he said to heart because he isn't a worthwhile person if he says stuff like that.

Yea but she had a channel called tea&talk or something like that and had a few interesting videos but she purged the channel

Emotional issues are very hard to deal with, definitely. Just keep trying to be a supportive friend to them but don't get too embeddef into that group as it can be ubhealthy for you. Don't be afraid to put yourself first

I don't have a fetish for anything. I just want to bring us close together. And I'd say I'm a failed normie

My only friend and best friend is similar. I know people on this board will ree at this, but I feel like he stop growing up as a person and it's causing him to be bitter and depressed. Like he hates his job and hate the fact he was single. Yet take no action to change that. That isn't me being a dick. He has a list of things he needs to do and yet doesnt do them.

Yeah. She did, and some were funny too, like when she pretended her dog was an undercover nazi. Shame it had to go. She has a twitter I am pretty sure but she doesn't post much

galacticteasipper on tumblr.
That's the only social media she is using, everything else is nuked.

>tfw not American
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
WHY
WHY
ALL I WANT IS TO BE AMERICAN
PLEASE LET ME BE AMERICAN

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I am sorry about your friend user. Try be there for him best you can. Tell him how you feel that more can be done but don't be condescending. Make sure he knows you care

I should mention that's also her reddit username.

She stopped posting to tumblr after her hospital visit, but she still seems to be posting to her twitter (@galacticteasip1)

But the thread isn't about that guys, I just used her for the OP because it directly relstes to vents

Where are you from user? America isn't everything

Anyone elese here /nodiscipline/?
I was never taught and don't have the motivation to teach myself

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Fuck this world. Fuck your problems. Fuck life.

There is still time to teach yourself, always remember that

sure there is, time isn't the issue though

I've been up for nearly 23 hours because I'm afraid of having another night terror. Every bone in my body wants to go to sleep but I'm just too damn afraid.

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Motivation?
Have you tried ASMR? There's some that are specifically about night terrors that calm you down to help with them

Oh I just reread. You did mention it was motivation. Do you have depression user?

I have before but they haven't been effective so far unfortunately. Trauma nightmares are the worst

You could potentially suffer PTSD. Have you gotten any help for it?

I do suffer from it. And I've tried therapy. Or rather, am trying. But it's slow going to put it simply. I'm still very reluctant to talk about it. Just the thought of it makes me break into a cold sweat.

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Still, it is very brave of you to seek help for what you are going throigh, brave of you to even put up with it in the first place. Even if healing is slow, sometimes getting into a good state of mind is a long process

I am not an incel. I am not a failure. I am not socially retarded and I am not shy and lacking in confidence. I have a great job, nice clothes, and I live in a nice part of London. I have no problem approaching women either.

I am 99 per cent there, but ultimately, I can't get that final one per cent. No matter how hard I try, I am being rejected left right and centre after first dates. For all my social credit I am still an inadequate young man. So many of you on here seem to be incapable of clearing the first hurdle. Let me tell you, it is just as stinging to be unable to clear the final one.

Standards are ridixulously high these days, that and some people aren't even interested in dating anymore because they want to be more independent. So this is not a reflection of your inadequacy or anything like that. It does not lessen your value as a man.

Not diagnosed and i honestly don't want to know, but i think so, yeah. Took me quite some time to realize that not having any hobbies (excluding fucking videogames and watching tv) and basically sitting only at home wasn't normal. Back in school i always passed my shit because i managed to get my ass up due to last-minute-panic but now that i am in college even that is gone and i have 11 classes i usually should have passed by now

I grew up in America though. My father got a work visa and I got to come as a dependent. Now I'm here on my own student visa, but i's going to end eventually. I want to be a full burger.

A diagnosis could help you with this problem though, especially if there is a medication that suits you.

I rather deal with it myself. After seeing my mom on meds my whole life you won't ever see me taking any

I am sorry about your mom. But even without medication support networks are more helpful than you might think

Me
You're bed

Fuck I wanna bully her so bad just to see how she'd react.

Thanks. Posts like these are a nice change to all the trapshilling and pornposting

>tfw I'll never be able to save her

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The only person who can save her is herself. She got out of hospital recently so there's that

i miss ego......

I am very upset that we live in a world where kindness is so rare that genuine examples of it are assumed to be disingenuous or manipulative.

I'm not hurt that people when people are suspicious of my genuine kindness, because I do understand that the experiences they've had have led them to feel that way.

I'm just very upset that our world makes such a suspicion completely reasonable.

This I can relate to. I have been labelled manipulative for what I know to be genuine and it is a painful situation. On one hand you are frustrated for being labelled that way. On the other, you are sad for the people who can't trust any sort of nice gesture

i cant get a fucking girlfriend and every day i think about how pointless life is either way

i want to fucking die and i might just do it this time

im going to jump off my 22nd story balcony

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You should not rely on others, especially women for happiness. You shouldn't throw your life away because of it either. Don't do it user

What happened to Tahlia's youtube channel?

the chemicals in my brain wont let me live without it i guess

25 atm, when does it pass

Anyone got a mega of Tahlias vids?

She's long gone now. Gave up on it due to all the harassment she was getting

25 is still very young user. There is no set time for it to pass nor a guarantee it will, but you are wasting all your potential if you end it now

I woke up on fire this Summer, my house burned down while I was asleep. I suffered third degree burns over 70% of my body. Then spent four months at UC Davis. In the hospital, my femoral artery didn't heal after an IV was removed, and I was bleeding internally for about a day. I had a surgery where they patched the arterial wall with a nearby vein. Couple weeks later, I was learning how to walk again with PT, and the patch failed horribly. I was losing blood like mad, the ICU room was covered in blood and filled with doctors and nurses trying to help. I was rushed into an emergency surgery right away where they did a full bypass of the artery.
Thanks to being cooked and losing a fuckton of blood, there's a bunch of nerve damage in my right leg. Tons of pain, I can just barely walk with a cane, I need a special brace for my foot, and my toes and the bones in my feet are all fucked up.
Now I live with my parents and 18 year old sister who refuses to get a job even with the extra stress it brings my mother. I'm treated like a child and an old man. I can't really take care of myself. My mom helps me shower, clean the open wounds on my grafts, and change my bandages.
The trauma of everything plagues my mind, I cry randomly and rarely sleep. When I do sleep, my dreams are me living a normal life in an imagined town. I run and jump and ride bikes and talk to people and meet girls and everything I wish I could do.
I spend most of my time sitting on my bed doing nothing. Shitposting, playing vidya, Lego, and watching Star Trek. I feel imprisoned in my room, and my mind. I have a little over $40,000 and I buy Legos and other frivolous things to help make my life a little better, and set myself up for a year or two from now when I can actually do things again.
I'm so fucking sad, boys.

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>Meet amazing woman
>The first couple of weeks are wonderful, constantly together, great sex, tell each other we love each other
>All of a sudden she starts getting more and more distant
>We go from spending all of the time together to 4-5 nights a week together to just the weekend together to not even seeing each other on the weekend over the course of 3-4 weeks
>She says she wants more space but isn't going anywhere
>Going from that intense few weeks to this increasing space bullshit is driving me insane
Fuck my life

Hey user, here.
Can you share your paypal or something? I'd love to help another user in need. I've always been broke as fuck, smoking butts and counting dimes.
Can I send you a little bit of money to ease your stress?

I hate my landlord and everyone he brings by the house. Recently his nephew moved into the room next to mine and theres just more people coming by in general. They have no concept of inside voices and rarely clean-up after themselves. My Father says that I shouldn't let these "minor" things bother me but I don't have much else to occupy my time besides exercise and videogames. The former being unsustainable for long periods and the latter growing unappealing.

>be me
>be Greek
>this country's youth deserves the gas chamber
>just beta males fucking like rabbits and Stacies who complain about it while being dick black holes themselves
>within all this shit I'm the fucker who wants to make a difference
>decide to fight it
>focus on education, basically do anything to make me just forget
>iwishthesepeopleburn.meme
>come across ib scholarships
>I'm a sophomore but I cared as much as a Senior would
>focus on British programmes
>discover how fucking much Scotland fits me
>too poor and too piece of shit of a school to go directly there
>talk with my parents; agree on settling here up until I go for a Master's or PhD in my sector
>whatkindofsickjokeisthit.gif
>mfw all I wanna do is leave this country
>mfw when I only hate the subarps I live in and not the country but only cut off towns are better
>mfw it's not about not being able to go to Scotland for the next 6 years, but not being able to leave Greece for the next 6 years

I'm sorry mother, I love you! But your people are not worthy of you.

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I want to leave but I have too much people and stuff tying me here.

Trying to sell my bike but nobody wants a beat to shit rebel 250

My ex barely even talks to me, the woman I loved is gone and idk if she's ever coming back

I'm making a new cartoon video and i'm insecure that it's not going to be good. I'm trying to do everything I can to make sure it's powerful and strong.

My most recent video lately has gotten more views, which surprised me. I was accepting it would never be well-liked. Though it also got 10% thumbs down.

Also the job I applied to rejected me again, and it just doesn't make sense. It's for online work so I used a VPN and changed my information so I could apply twice, but I can't do it three times I don't think or else they'll surely notice.
I just don't understand, I can't catch a fucking break. I did everything right.

I used to be the "wants to help you grow and heal gf" but then I got taken advantage of and decided to become blackpilled when it came to men, whitepilled when it came to my own self preservation.

idk man, it just seems very very pointless.

reasons to live are a cope, thats all.

i wish i was bluepilled.

I hope you get to make your move as soon as possible~ maybe a lil cosmic help might be so inclined.
If you've got a plan that pleases the god's they are bound to help you out.

Scotland is a perfect place, good choice, user!
Good luck!

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dont make me wanna die even more, hurts bad knowing i could have dice rolled my way into a girl like this

Tip though: non violent long term plans are most appeasing :D

Thank you man I wish you the best as well!

I'm trying to come to terms with the realisation I'll never be a father.

I never really wanted children until a few years ago, somewhere around when I turned 24.
But the desire to have children also came along with the gradual realisation it won't happen.
I don't know where to go from here really.
Life feels kind of pointless.
I'm not a person who gets pleasure from the lack of responsibility that other people see as a positive part of not having children.
I'm just not like that, I crave responsibility and purpose, I'm meant to be a provider.
But that won't happen, and I don't know what to do any more.

Believe me you don't. You don't have to live a lie to be happy and productive. Acknowledging the situation can also be seen the other way. Be the one to fight it user, we all get the chance we just have to act upon it. And if the above is done with success you by all means beat the world that wronged you.

I remember her.
I hope she's doing well.

So around august of last year I befriended someone that I got along with really well, but I grew attracted to them over time and it seemed mutual, given the things we shared with eachother. Most of the attraction shit happened within the last couple months though, and recently it got kind really sexual, and I happened to find out after they had already asked about the size of my dick among other things that they had a boyfriend, and when I sort of pressed them about it because it seemed kind of fucked for them to flirt w/ me and ask me sexual things they said they weren't 100% committed to the guy bc of a lack of knowledge that he had about them. But this same asshole claimed they were really hardcore monogamous and shit and even took an online test to prove it to me, they even said they saw non-monogamous types as worse than scat fetishers. The whole thing confused me and pissed me off because I guess it left me feeling like I made myself vulnerable for the first time in years and develop feelings for someone that turned out to be a lying piece of shit. Idunno if I should've greentexted this, just wanted to unload this shit somewhere before passing out- I haven't talked to this asshole in about a week and unadded them but its still on my mind I guess.

I've been working since I was 18. The only jobs I've had were restaurant type jobs. I'm 28 now and I want to o something else with my life, but I don't know what. I tried going to school, but ended up dropping out. I switched majors like 4 times and I was still unhappy. I also tried to teach myself how to code, but that also didn't work out. I'm getting too old to be working here. I also want to try and move out and find my own place. I feel like a 28 year old shouldn't still be living with his mom.
I'm trying to be strong, but fucking hell its hard. When I see people I went to high school with out in public, I just turn around and walk the other way. If they come up to me, I just tell them everything in life is good. Even though its 100% shit.

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gay away

Online dating made me absolutely lothe women. I fucking hate them to the core. If any women are in this thread unironically neck yourself.

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Why are underage girls so cute?

It's now been 3 years since I finished College. Since that time I didn't do anything. I never held a job. I sit at home most of the time, have literally zero friends and only talk to my family because i live with them.
I have depression, social phobia on top of other mental illnesses. I tried going out. I tried getting help (psychiatry and psychology are fucking memes, don't waste your money, time and nerves on this shit).
I live in a European shithole where I can't even buy a fucking shotgun to rekt myself (and I'm too much of a pussy to do it any other way).

jesus man, that's awful
i hope you'll recover

I ruined all of my relationships with my friends. I've given up on quitting cigarettes. I called a suicide prevention hotline last night. I don't think I can keep it together.

I'm in debt and probably will kill myself soon.

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what city / state?

if this is real

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try again
try harder
fail again
fail harder

leave her alone, for god's sake, she's tried to top herself again recently.

Yes, that's how my life looked like basically.

psofa, kretine zoomer.

I still haven't gotten laid and it's fucking killing me. So far I've met some people that are interested in me but I still can't make the move. I just feel fucking retarded.

Also, with my country being on the brink of total collapse I can't just relax because I'm always expecting to finally see a tweet saying that the president has fallen.

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what country, oreaifdoa

Venezuela, everyone's darling right now

>Venezuela
ah, I knew it as soon as I read the end of your post
brazilian here, come to the south