Bitter Cunts Welcome

Hi, I live in a shithole town called Augusta, Maine, and I hate it here. I'm 18 and I have no job, car, or money. My parents are poor and lazy, and I know I'll be the same. I'm not very attractive, and only 5'4. I can socialize, but I'm not interesting enough for people to care about what I have to say. I have been feeling very angry, and bitter lately about losing the genetic lottery. The worst part is that my life inst bad enough for me to complain. Feel free to be a bitter cunt so I know I'm not alone.

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>be me
>win genetic lottery
>lose environmental lottery by having a freak accident/surgeries deform my face

such is life I guess.

That sucks dude. I'm sorry that happened to you. I feel like a pussy now, but I was prepared for that.

it's ok user, it doesn't really matter how we got here, just that we're both ugly with a low chance at a good life now. hopefully we make it somehow.

>20
>Lost job
>Had to sell car for rent
>No family, friends
>Grew up in California, hate how overcrowded and brown it is
>Wish I lived in a place as beautiful and calm as Maine, heard there is more black bears than black people

Yeah there aren't that many black people here at all. I probably could count the number of black people I've SEEN on my fingers and toes. I'm not super redpilled so I don't mind blacks, but I'd probably be a racist if I lived in a blacker state. We'll be okay user.

I wish I lived in Maine. I live in the desert out in West Texas. It's ugly here. Sure, it's a decently-sized city, but it's so ugly: metallic-colored sky, barren desert, ugly cityscape.

I wished I lived in Maine, with green forests and blue skies and four seasons.

Its paradise if you have money, but for plebs like me it can be a depressing place. Our state is full of rich old people because most of the young people split when they realize there is nothing for them here.

wait a sec, isn't that the capital?

Yes, it is a hell hole. It is the second worst place in Maine, lewiston being the first.

how so? It seems nice from the pictures?

Honestly get the FUCK out of small-town USA as fast as you can. Get a fucking apartment in a city of at least 1 to 2 mill and install tinder or grindr if fag. Wasting your youthful years in some bumfuck town is one of the worst things you can do.

You really think they are going to put squalor and an opioid crisis on display? Of course the pictures look nice, our whole economy is toothpicks, lobster, and TOURISM. Dont get me wrong, Maine is gorgeous in some places, but there are people who are paid to make the state look more attractive than it really is.

>told you I loved you
>gave you a photo album box of all of our memories with notes on the backs of each photo with my feelings for you bleeding out of each one
>tried to tell you that love is about taking risks and the reward is so much greater
>I had my first kiss with you
>We lost our virginities together
>you told me that you are genuinely conflicted about how you feel about me
>you told me that you were my best friend in the world
>you still choose to be with a person that you refuse to tell anyone about besides two people and have explicitly said that you're only short term with him
YOU FUCKING HEARTLESS SELFISH CUNT
I GAVE EVERYTHING TO YOU
I SACRIFICED SO MUCH FOR YOU
I BROKE UP WITH A GIRL THAT BASICALLY WORSHIPPED ME FOR YOU
YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME YOU SELFISH BITCH
I HOPE EVERY WAKING MOMENT FOR YOU IS AGONY FROM HERE UNTIL THE DAY YOU DIE

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Good looking out. I'll try.

I share your pain user. Find respite in knowing you aren't the only one.

Let it all out buddy. You'll forget about her in a few months.

Same user. Every person you become affectionate for and try to please will take everything you give them and fuck you over. That's why you don't waster your time on people

>18
>no friends
>no family
>not even internet friends
>constantly feel sick/unwell from stress
>can't even drink because alcohol makes me gag
>weed is shit and never lasts
>never have enough money to buy enough weed
>no job
>no car
>abused by family verbally, mentally, and emotionally
>same case with people i thought were my friends
>can no longer feel anything
>tried to kill myself a few days ago but was only stopped because the person who owns the gun is there
>can never tell my family about this or they'll use that too
>have no one besides the internet
>broken and hurt individual who needs help
>shunned by a community i helped create
How do i even get help Jow Forums?

Same user here, i also live in a small town in ny, it fucking sucks, sure the scenery is nice, and the landscape looks pretty, but what beauty is there in the world when the people that inhabit it are so fucking awful?
Sure you can move out into the wilderness and just say fuck to the world, but i just want to have someone that i can have tell me that i matter to them, and that they don't want to leave me, even with my problems, why can't the people i trust just give thst same trust back? Why do people have to build a tight knit community that gets tighter and tighter and eventually rejects me because im not as into it as they are?
Why can't i just find a person who loves me for me, flaws and all? Why do i have to be perfect to be liked?

Meet me at Bob's Clam Hut.

Move to NH. Low taxes.

Sounds like you two should be friends. We can all be friends.