/Satnightfitfeels/ thread:

Welcome to the Jow Forums bar user, wanna let some shit off your chest? Here is the thread for it. We have faggots here who like to practice their little tiny petty authority so we have to keep this fit based: how has your lifting been this week?

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I pulled a muscle in my back

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Gud.

my arms fucking hurt dude

Some white trash fucking crackhead was pressing me at work over some fucking icecream cone today, saying he was going to wipe the look off my face and shit. Holy fuck, never have I felt like I wanted to beat someones ass down so bad. Had I not been at work, I feel it would have 100% escalated to a very one sided physical altercation wit him ending up beaten to the ground.

Generally, I am a very polite person to customers, but this dude set my adrenaline off and the best way to describe it was that he just appeared to be a dangerous target which needed to be taken down in my head. Not trying to seem tough or anything, but I'm still a bit wired. Feel like a bitch too, because you can't really do much in a work environment besides just try to deescalate the situation. Wish my managers told him to fuck off though. Some older dudes said they appreciated my ability to stay calm though, so I guess that's alright.

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I skipped my swings today. Sometimes I think the only benefit I get from working out is the hormone rush. Lifting for women is a fucking meme, I'm busting my ass and starving myself to lose like 35 pounds, while her husband has already turned into a fat blob not even a year after the wedding and apparently he's still better than me. The war I'm preparing for probably won't happen either, so what's the fucking point?

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Broke up after two dates

Managed to do one bar pullover for the first time in my life, did a 30 sec frog stand and I think I've reached my all time maximum weight (I'm a skeletor). Otherwise, it is frustrating at times how weak I am in everything, from arms to core to legs.

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That's not a breakup my guy, two dates doesn't constitute a relationship

>tfw no gf

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It went great, progressed on all my lifts weight wise and didn't miss a day of the PHAT routine I'm keeping track of. Highlight of the week was the qt PT of my gym with rainbow streaks coming up to me and asking what my name was out of nowhere, got her name and we chitchatted for a minute.

What the fuck does it mean Jow Forums? Is she into mean or is she just being nice to the autistic kid of the gym?

It felt like one to me
>tfw

Dude, it's not that he's objectively better than you or anything, he just met her first and she's committed. That's how monogamy works. Try to find a free chick instead.

>only fap a few times a week
>don't watch any mainstream type stuff, only solo camgirls
>problem is solo camgirls always have paid stuff on manyvids, i will not pay for porn, so if i find one i spend way longer than i should scouring the internet/my porn torrent tracker for their vids

Stop watching porn.

I am in an unhappy relationship. We are together for 5 years now and she changed a lot. Made our relationship really toxic, started to try to control me (especially when i got Jow Forums) and is obsessed with me. But it's hard for me to leave her. We both are 24 and we live together in a foreign country for 4 years now. I don't know what should i do.

At least i can drink beer and listen to music, i guess...

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fap with 7-9 day interval for gains

solo camgirl stuff of normal looking non-bimbofied girls barely counts as porn

So basically first come, first served, and he doesn't have to even try anymore? Guess I really do have to find a new chick and once I trick her into marriage I can just rot in front of the telly, loudly demand a dinner every day and then order a pizza with her money anyway because I didn't like the meal she's cooked? And they say women have it easier.

What's a pt? If that's some sort of staff, then there are some people who just like to be cheerful at work to colleagues and customers. A way to assert control of the situation or something like that.

Dropped out of a 4 year relationship myself user.
I won't lie, it sucks. You'll miss her. You'll feel empty for a long time. I still feel empty. But I'm not miserable, and I can find at least bits of joy rather than suffering persistently.

I've been drinking for the last 24 hours. I feel like shit drowning my sorrows and stresses. My buddy is coming over soon with some weed, we'll probably watch a movie or go on a walk or something. TBD.
I have the house to myself all week, I'm super happy about that. Got some brews, got some Bulleit Bourbon, and got some video games and anime. Pretty good weekend but fuck I've been drub kfir far too long. Alcohol is the worst drug. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I can't wait till Monday so I can work out again and get back to my job. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck

>getting ACDF surgery next week and I'm anxious as fuck. Going to be a 3-4 month recovery and my gains will have all but evaporated by then
>trying to transfer to another area at work but I keep getting rejections every time I apply for a position and it's absolutely demoralizing; what's worse is people I work with that are further up the food chain are absolute retards and always come to me to fix shit they break
>no gf but a qt just moved into the apartment across the hall from me but she might already have a bf, not sure one way or the other
>qt redhead that I walk past almost every morning smiled at me and adjusted her hair when I told her good morning, baby steps

left college with an associates degree because i hated what i was studying and had no friends at school or in town. moved back in with my parents. they're awful people and we have a shit relationship.

went from crappy minwage job i had since highschool to a job that paid a little better but was even worse. left that. decided to look fro new job, meantime do doordash. can't do doordash because not covered by insurance while doordashing. running out of money. i can cover my bills this month but then i have nothing. been sending job applications out like mad. finally got to interview with a company, apparently i wasn't exactly what they were looking for but they said they'd take me on for another position. an hour later i get a call saying they actually couldn't take me on right now. I had another interview yesterday and i will hopefully hear back by monday. I may have nothing in my checking account by then.

i get such severe gym anxiety i don't even enjoy going. i don;t know why but it's only getting worse. i can't feel any sense of accomplishment or boost in mood after the gym any more, just stress hormones and inferiority.

everyone i went to highschool with was going on trips and doing internships this summer. i just worked my shitty jobs, went to the gym, and sat in my room. they're all going in to their senior years now and are going to all go in to high paying jobs and have gfs and social lives.

hey let me get a long island eh?
anyway, been really stressed lately, i have finals in two days but i just cant focus enough to study effectively and im just wasting time. haven't been to the gym in like two weeks under the excuse i have no time i gotta study but i end up looking at my phone/pc or sleeping most of the day. cant wait for that shit to be over, i jist wanna lift some fucking weight and relax man....

Stop fapping

Well, people in general hold on to their relationships even when the partner is not ideal. But people also cheat.

thats retail for ya bud. no use stressing over an asshole being an asshole.

quitting is hard

good job user. keep working i believe in you, it takes time, especially for a skeletor, just keep eating and keel squatting, you are gonna make it

I was here last week feeling like shit about my looks and worrying about my trip to go see my family. Now I just got back, currently sitting in a bar waiting for my cozy ramen. Couldn't feel better. It was so dope to see my family. Everyone gave me huge compliments. I met the German wing of the family and could finally talk to them and they were all super happy. My young children cousins are all starting to become real humans and I started to get to know some of them. I took all my teenage cousins for a jog through the countryside and we talked about planning careers and girls and stuff. My aunt got divorced and married this bodybuilding military dude, who it turns out is actually super chill. He fixed up our family cottage and installed a bunch of weightlifting gear and shit. Mr and my cousin's all lifted weights on the dock and my new uncle cooked us a bunch of sausages made of deers that he'd shot. I didn't realize my family had become so based. And I'm finally getting successful enough that they're starting to show me a.modicum of respect. Feels super good. Also went for a hike with my mom. And found out that my stepsister is in a fambly way this morning.

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>But people also cheat.
Really makes me think.

I still haven't gotten over her. I've been writing about her and our memories. When we broke up there never was any closure. She moved to Los Angeles and I'm in the Army, yet she kept texting me while I was away after she insisted it's over and there's nothing. She led me on for months and then just stopped. She wants to be an actress and said I was clouding her focus because I was all she could think about. When I was gone she only could think about me (that's what she said whether or not it's bullshit). I tried and tried to convince her but it was worthless and now I have to see her in a bikini on Instagram and we don't talk.

>Lost all my friends because all I do now is lift

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Life's been up and down since I started this new job desu. A month into it, working outside in AZ doing manual labor. I eat like shit now which is something I need to fix tomorrow. My back hurts from some recreational drug use on Thursday so I couldn't do my lifts yesterday. My friend works nights and just recently broke up with a possessive bf so she is just partying, which I don't want to do. It's getting really hard juggling what I want to do, the new job and my friend all at once. I just want to focus on myself but unfortunately I need to work. It's taking a little bit to figure out how to both. I'm sure I'll get there. Not stopping now.

have a question guys
>gf been living in my home for a year
>i own the apartment on my name, with a small loan
>charge her 250 euro a month to live there
>i pay off the loan about 560 euros a month, plus 145 euros general maintenance, plus electricity, water etc etc. i also pay all our food
>she earns about 1600 euros net a month, i earn about 3000 euros net a month (but invested years of hard suffering in my life to get my job and bust my ass like an animal while she cruises on easy mode job)
>we are planning to have a child the coming year

do i just keep charging her the fixed amount a month regardless, and pay the child stuff 50/50 with her? she wants a child more than i do. she suggested she'd pay all the child stuff and she'd stop paying the 250 a month

but i think its a scam, i should just keep charging her the 250 right and split all child stuff 50/50 ?


>in b4 filthy jew etc

i failed my 3+ set of ohp today, only got 1@170. i did 165 for 3 last week, and had a strong week so I was feeling confident. it was a real bummer to only hit 1. maybe the attidute brought me down, but then I failed incline at a weight I usually have no problem with. im gonna coccoon bloatmaxxx til january to try to finally hit 2/3, but ill be happy with just 3pl8 bench. just cant bloat too hard cause i gotta lose weight for late march and I suck at cutting

It doesn't sound like you're even attached to this woman, why the fuck are you having a kid with her.