Can you pinpoint the moment your life went to shit?

can you pinpoint the moment your life went to shit?

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the day i was born
>fucking robot

Around when my elementary school friends started to get interested in girls.

It was the first day of 7th grade in the lunch room.

end of 10th grade

around 14 when I lost all my best friends because of an argument. When I tried to make a new friend circle, I realized people didn't care because they already had theirs. Then everything went downhill.

I never really examined myself with a psychologist but I suspect I am either autistic or retarded. Because when I look back at my life and all the bad/cringy decisions I made, I wonder how was I able to make them and not think properly.

I am still sometimes tormented the times I acted as a retard but that is basically who I am.

are all of you 19 or something?

about four and half years 4go

are you 42 ?

When I was 15, attempted suicide because I didn't find life very interesting or enjoyable.

When, after years of hard work, I finally got a qt gf, only to not be able to get hard no matter what.

I'm seeing a therapist too. I think it's weird that those "formative" years between 11-17 mean so much. He assures me it's perfectly normal. Also, if you're not cringing when looking back on your past self then you're not living life correctly.

When I failed my A-Levels. I have been a failure ever since.

I blame my kindergarten, they had these animal onepieces (2001-2002 mind you) and I almost never wore them because thinking about how it would look when my mother came really embarrassed me, but everyone else was wearing them so I became a little left out.
If I remember correctly it was the last day that I went there, that I took a tiger costume just to get to try it once and when I heard a teacher/caretaker whatever you call those, call my name I immediately hid under a drawer but somehow they found me anyways really quickly and I regretted ever trying it.
It gave me an odd tingly feeling when I wore it though, now I'm masturbating to furry porn haha so I basically became a degenerate because of that.

beginning of 8th grade

Got mine soon user, its not looking good

RIP anons dick

skrrt skrrt robot

When my drunk oneitis made out with my drunk friend. As pathetic as it is, that was the turning point.

What I would do to go back in time an just study for my damn exams. I am so lazy. I got CCE then retook them, got CCD because I was still lazy and barely studied for them. Now I'm in a shitty university and I already failed the first year because I am too lazy to do my assignments.
Don't be like me.

I started listening to radiohead.

I've always been the quiet one but while it's kind of OK to be quiet when you're 10 it's worse through high school and at uni it's a disaster. Autism is truly a curse and I would've had such a better life without it. I would have friends and a gf etc but no

this.
>since day one some people just killed themselves because living wasn't really worth the hassle
>tfw i was born one of them
>cant muster the courage to actually do it
one day too many opportunities has passed me by and i'm too pathetic to allow myself to continue and keep it going.

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