Feels Bar Is Open

Another painfully unproductive day. I've got so much free time but never make good use of it

I'm dreaming of not coming here anymore and getting my shit together. I don't know if I can do it but today I got motivated somehow.

I hate being forced to be in my village just wasting entire week so I can go to city one day just so I can make visa I need to come to my fucking village. Fuck Russian niggers and their army

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Good look, friend. I hope to join you

We met on OKC a few years ago. Her profile didnt last long. So outside stuff not really a thing. We havent talked the entire time, just recently turned into a daily thing. Shes a gamer though, like me

that'll do pig

I cant call this girl and ask for a date
Its bugging me
Im really horny

Ill have a based bangs root beer

thats a really nice car user
my car is going to be an oldtimer soon too

then you have nothing to worry about user. while it isnt a clear sign that she likes you it is a sign that she values the coneection you two have. maybe she is to scared to flirt with you in fear you could reject her and the connection would be destroyed, that probably applies to you too. dont loose hope but dont wait too long!

Theres a young lady taking it in the ass at the bottom of the bar :|

Day was ok. New job, got to quit early today so went and bought some beer for the weekend.
However when I got back home the anxiety came back and I started to marinate it in beer
which is helping for the moment. . .

gotta take a written exam with the FAA next week. Practice test scores are high but I can't help but second guess myself. Pint of Guinness pl0x.

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well if both of you play the same games its a good way to strenghten your connection

do you want sex or a relationship?

I extended the date of my suicide yet again

I need borderlands to come out immediately. Right now theres nothing

I got officially diagnosed with autism today. Im also sick and tomorrow will be my hardest day of finals. I don't drink so can I have some water, no ice?

No class tomorrow.
My friend with benefits is about to start a relashionship
Feeling alone
I have no friend but her
Drunk alone
Fap

Fuck man. I didn't say a curseword aloud in months and i feel sad cause i curse on here. Am religious but shit, sometimes even i gotta fucking vent for fucks sake.
I want to feel with someone but everywhere i turn it's just a lonely road for me no matter how much i fell in love eith the cutest girl i saw in my life.
Today she looked double the cute.

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Can I get one o' them Cokes with peanuts in it like they do in the south? I could really go for one.

Things aren't so bad for me, user, though I'm a little bored. I'm just here to listen.

Not great. I've pretty much been depressed all year. Still have no friends and still never had anywhere close to a girlfriend and my attempts at developing conversation skill haven't made much progress. Later on I felt a bit better though, finished up my last final and had a coffee on the drive home.

Feeling better these days and being more optimistic, even tho I'm full of work to do. Doing some changes and creating new habits to become a better person. I guess in some months I will become the better version of myself.

I've noticed that the barkeeps have been having trouble keeping up with the orders lately. Be sure you can tend the bar if you open it. Talk is cheap, but liquor is quicker.

Glad the tavern is open once again, really missed those threads,

some nordic vodka for a start, please

Thank you. I think it would be cool if there was a way for anons to hold each other accountable for their progress but it is against the nature of this website I guess. Anyway I hope you'll make it one day good luck to you too user.

Too white to be black, too black to be white, hate mom, hate dad, wish I was dead

I wish my boyfriend was more affectionate to me
he was really affectionate at the start but now he isn't as much, I feel unloved.

I wish I was enough

I'm not a faggot btw, femanon

>be 25 living with mom
>get blackout drunk for first time by accident
>wake up in middle of night and pee my pants in the middle of the kitchen
>go back to sleep
>wake up
>mom woke up before me
>"user, do you know what happened? There was water all over the kitchen floor this morning. Maybe we have a leak somewhere."
>tfw she cleaned up my pee for me
>not sure if she knew and was being polite or genuinely unaware

I'm never drinking again.

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Best of luck, lad, i intend to do the same. Although I probably won't be able to get started with successfully making habits until after my college exams are over, when I'll be less stressed and anxious.

Thank you.

>I think it would be cool if there was a way for anons to hold each other accountable for their progress.

Just make do with knowing that I'll be pissed at you if you don't succeed

You gave him the coochie so the act is over.

Felt as if I almost tore my rectum apart today because I didnt want to turn the room I was in into a fucking gas chamber, a really loud gas chamber at that

Dont ever come here really, could use a beer.
Gf has been really busy and haven't spent any time with her or talked to her over the past three weeks. Trying to give her space but I also really miss her. We've only been dating for 3 months but were really intimate and close. Feel really distant from her and am hoping that whatever's burdening her is over soon.

my best friend for 8 years hasn't been acting like himself and its fucking impossible to walk away from them because he is all i got in college. he's been getting more and more distant, not wanting to hang, not responding to texts until hours later, says he's been thinking of the end and shit.

Still a virgin lad

More than likely sex, but i would mind having good conversation with her. I just dont know if she has any interest or just wants to sell her adderal to me. Plus her friend is a outright cunt i can do without.

Maybe you should try to find a hobby. Pick something you think you might like and try it. If you like it, do it again. If not, keep looking

I see everywhere people with reasons to hate their life everywhere, with actual good reasons, but I actually hate being alive as much as i can, even my reasons are incredibly ironic in a way.
To everyone who complains about having shitty parents, you don't know what is dissapointing the ones who are good, how it hurts to see them feel bad for every wrong decision you take daily, feeling like a waste of oxygen for pepole who are amazing, and it's all so dumb in it's own way.
I feel like a black sheep in my family, and it's not their fault I just feel bad every single day I think about it and spend the maxium time possible escaping reality in my computer.

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Then idk. I think its normal. Just need to do something fresh together.

Vodka and coke please, barkeep.

Met a girl last Monday and seeing her again today. It seems to be going well for once for the first time in my fucking life. I wish I could keep my negative thoughts at bay though

Went to work, went for a couple of drinks with friends but as soon as I get home I start feeling miserable and lonely

get me a fitzgerald on the rocks
another shit day where I spent 10 hours in the office working to make someone else more money. I work on a team of 5, 3 of them are women with new children (under 5 years). The women of the group are all shit at their job and only work maybe 80% as much as me and the other guy because "gotta go pick up the kids from daycare :^)"

Fuck working with women. Either have a career, or have kids, because you can't have both. Fuck this gay earth

>pour me something tall and strong, make it a hurricane before I go insane
actually been doing really well guys, new job starts soon and the degree seems to be paying off. Been going to church, reading, playing games again, and hanging out with family and friends. I love to plan out my life now, from the smallest detail like sheets and undershirts to the largest like houses and marriage. Nothing is certain, but I feel like I have the tools and the momentum to keep going. You anons played no small part in keeping me sane during the dark times and I thank you all for that. Godspeed

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>girlfriend just broke up with me for saying kino too many times

Where in a LDR, but he's coming here in July and moving in with me next year. He's been sick lately taking meds for it so it could be that, he's taking my virginity in July

Well done, more women should be like you

After 4 straight years of NEET, I begin my first ever fulltime job tomorrow at age 26. Feels scary bros, but delivering packages will hopefully not have too much social interaction.

lmao fuck
not kino, user

Crank the Paul Baribeau and pour yourself something--the barkeep hasn't been in for hours.

>27
>Had amazing hair and hairline my entire life
>Literally the only thing about myself I felt good about
>In the past 6 months I've literally lost 50% hair thickness on the entire top of my head and my hairline has receded at least 1 full inch on the temples and sides.
What the FUCK is this shit? Is it normal to lose hair so quickly or do I have cancer or something? It fucking sucks bros, every week I'm losing more and more noticeable hair.

Thanks brother. I'm pretty sure the mild annoyance of calling TDKR nolankino was a camel's back situation. Still feels bad though

Probably genetics, talk to your barber about embracing it. Being bald sucks but as long as you don't cope like a faggot its not a big deal

Almost had another mini-breakdown last night into this morning.
Wondering if I have bipolar disorder or depression, but I feel extreme anxiety at the idea of seeing a therapist (much less spending money to do so). It feels like I have two selves--my "normal" fake one the mask I put on to talk to people and go outside my apt and be social, and the one that wants to be left the fuck alone, that dreads any social event, that leaves shit unfixed cause he's afraid of having to talk to the repair guy. I'll 'break' and detest and hate my fake self. I cannot imagine having to work up the courage every fucking week to look at, much less talk to a therapist.

Been NEETing for the past month on unemployment money applying to jobs to fulfill the insurance requirements. I was laid off from a job I was excelling at and getting praised for for just 4 months, behind my supervisor's back. Other guy at my level got to stay cause he had connections with the company's higher-ups and I didn't, despite that he'd been doing a worse job than me and had been set aside a couple times about his work quality.

Having a tough time starting my novel. I just can't get the prose to flow right in the beginning. Not even sure if it's the correct of my few concepts to go ahead with into a full-length.

Maybe you can spare some words, bar-user.

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I punched a kid with autism, didn't get in trouble he did let out a loud ree he did try to rat me out but no one could understand his tard speech

Honestly I feel like a bit of a loser for being one, I mean I want him to be my first time because I want to spend the rest of my life with him but it feels bad because I don't really know what I'm doing like the women in porn and stuff

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Legit? Really how long have you been together for

I'll have a glass of 2% milk. I'm already going to graduate a semester late and I'm on the verge of failing my classes unless I do good in finals, which are a week away. I know that this is my do or die moment and I'm already up to my neck in student debt, but I just can't summon the motivation to get the work done. I have a hard time both studying and staying focused. I guess I'm just a brainlet doomed to fail.

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Miserable. My life is cursed, since the second I was born in this shit town as a shit person too lazy to take care of myself. No point in living being fucking ugly with no personality no hobbies and being bad at everything and having no dedication. I can't handle it, I'll never be happy I'm blowing my brains out tomorrow.

It's going to be fucking awkward but everyone's first time is. I was lucky my first time (third base) with a guy he was rather drunk so he wouldn't notice what a terrible job I did. It wasn't until a couple guys later I really got the whole rhythm down and made him release with my hand and mouth.

Even in amateur hand-recorded porn, you think they're filming their first time? It's fucks after fucks after fucks and they've gotten confident enough to film and share it with the world.

I'm still terribly nervous about a guy sticking it in me, much less the concept of 'riding' him and impressing him.

t. gay guy who was once straight. Even when I was straight the couple girls I'd been with over time totally fucked it up but I did too. It's the event that's cherished, not what's actually happening in it, cause it's going to be weird and awkward but satisfying.

The best part, you'll come to learn, is helping each other become "good at it." God I'm envious of you. You have someone to learn with. I wish I had a boyfriend...

Are you sick and tired of incels constantly bullying defenseless fembots?
>tfw 2/10 fat fembot
>50 year old woman
>tfw fantasize about serial killers
>tfw robot bf broke my heart
>tfw BPD

It's ok to be a fembot and still want chad.. Come talk about your feels!
>zefyWHk
Females(Biological) get Mod!

(It's actually a gay server, I just stole this template and couldn't be assed changing it)

Come in and have some fun

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How do you pass gen-ed college math and science classes? I never learned how to actually study and put in effort for school... Now that I actually want to try I have no clue how to not fail.

I'm not in the us so I never had gen ed classes but it generally is a good idea to practice a lot by solving exercises when it comes to math and science

5 original years together. Is the robot even on at this point?

You've got to be kidding me, there has to be something else

Tell me user how did it happen

She said we should stop talking, so when I removed her from my social media pic related happened. Long story short I have a date Friday, meeting at a coffee shop.

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Dogged a bullet user well done, she shouldn't be playing with your emotions like that. Anyway you should tell her for closure at least then block her, she'll get over it

On the 5th anniversary of my former best friend disappearing on me so I've been having the rage/sadness flair up again. I don't know if it's the OCD/general emotional unstability stopping me from just getting over it for good or the inevitability of their mom dragging them over to me during a visit home. Few more weeks and it should go away until next year at least.

DO IT
DO IT
PLEASE DO IT
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT user

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How do you guys cope with knowing you'll be alone for at least a very long time?

I don't, I burst out in tears about it just last week.

I haven't heard back from that job interview I went to even though I thought I did pretty well.
I am just so bored from staying home alone all day every day.

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>generally bored
>kind of feeling like crap mentally for no reason
>just want to play video games, but stuck at work

Apathy out of 10

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I just don't like being alive. I don't have proper coping mechanisms to deal with the anxiety I experience on a daily basis. I feel like I'm never going to experience life to the fullest

Did my usual routine of skipping school and laying in bed all day. It's unhealthy and bad but I keep doing it despite knowing that it's an issue.

Girl I'm dating left for Scotland 2 days ago.
Said farewell at the airport. She said we will be official when she gets back in a months time.
Don't know how to cope with myself at the moment. I'm alone.

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Start by going to reddit. Dumb normgroid

Should cheat on her for leaving you alone

What do I do on reddit?

Same here. How long has it been since you went? Do you have finals soon and are you gonna go?

I'm lonely, I have money problems, and I'm an alcoholic. I'm quitting hard liquor but I've bought two 30 packs since Saturday.

>"Plus, you're like my brother"
I cried for 4 hours, intense sobbing, everything hurt, it hurt so bad. Thinking about it makes me want to cry again.
I couldn't talk to anyone that entire time
I calmed down and eventually managed to message back seemingly cheery enough with a joke
>"that shit hurted"
And we managed to get back to casual conversation
I told myself that if they said yes that I would become a Christian. In those 4 hours I cursed god, Satan, religion, humanity, everything. I realized I'm going to be alone for my entire life. I have lost count of how many times I have been turned down. There's no point anymore. There's no point to do anything. For the first time in a long time, I want to die, I honestly want to commit suicide or do something that will guarantee that I don't feel emotions. It hurts so bad, and it only gets worse with each time.
It's too late, but it was never the right time, it never began.

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Post about your girlfriend, like every other normie

I started dating at age 28 after losing a lot of weight (was a KHHV up until that point). A year later, and as a general rule I haven't enjoyed the company of the women I've spent time with in a romantic capacity.

I want to date a masculine woman. I get along great with my lesbian friend, but she's a lesbian.

I realized my oneitis is a vril now. Havent seen her in a few years until just the other day, she has a messed up eye now ans looks soulless. ive noticed a few people from my past who are vril now.
feelsbadman

I woke up to my house in flames in July, was covered in third degree burns, and spent four months in the hospital with a handful of complications.
I'm currently neet, living with my parents, and sleeping all day wishing I was dead.
Being on fire is no fun, boys.
Any other burn victims around here?

I made a mistake on my taxes and have to wait a week to refile everything.
Also the weather's been getting me down, it's May tomorrow and it's going to fucking snow where I live

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its 5 in the morning, couldnt sleep. tired but wide awake. slept 4 hours yesterday and woke up at 16:00. atleast once a week i dont sleep at all. i think i might starting to lose my mind.

how to stop this help

Not my girlfriend.

Okay so who cares

I thought about killing myself today with my revolver. I play with it loaded when I'm at my desk. One day I'm going to get drunk enough that it'll seem like a good idea to just blow my brains out for real

Just make sure you know where to shoot

>she agreed to be your gf, but she isn't tour gf.
Lol