Anyone else have success coming to terms with the fact that porn is the closest thing you'll get to sex without having...

Anyone else have success coming to terms with the fact that porn is the closest thing you'll get to sex without having to pay for it? I've honestly been debating downloading grindr just to fulfill some of the degenerate fantasies porn has infected me with due to never having a gf.

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>I've honestly been debating downloading grindr just to fulfill some of the degenerate fantasies porn has infected me with due to never having a gf.
It's very likely that you will regret it

I had sex. It changed me less than you might think.

You're right which is why I've been holding off. The urges are getting stronger with each passing day though.

Would love to try it, I'm an ugly neet so it's never going to happen unless I go gay or get a hooker.

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Come on guys I need advice on how to distract my mind from lewd things so I can avoid turning gay and getting AIDS

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If you really are completely unfuckable, it's better to just jerk off and focus on other things. Imagine pretending to br gay just to get a nut and instead developing impostor syndrome and not even getting to brag about smashing (which is part of the experience)... yeah just jerk off to porn and maybe get some sex toys for yourself if you haven't yet

Speaking as someone who's fucked escorts, watching porn is actually nothing like sex. If you're a porn addict you won't be able to come during sex or even maintain an erection.

The closest thing to sex would be fucking a fleshlight.

how old are you, im a 21 yr old fag and i stilll havent been fucked

>If you're a porn addict you won't be able to come during sex or even maintain an erection.
This, btw. Fell for the trap once and couldn't even get hard, very embarassing, don't recommend.

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You'd be surprised how difficult it is to find someone on Grindr. Though, that may just be my area. Never really regretted any of it

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Being gay to get laid is just a meme that trannies post on Jow Forums to try to validate their shitty life choices

Happened to me the first time I fucked an escort when I was 17. Extremely humiliating. I immediately went on a temporary no-fap and stopped watching porn forever at that moment.

Every time since then I've come in minutes and had an incredible time.

If you like the guy you won't regret it. Gay sex and getting bred like a bitch will just put things you didn't really know about yourself in full perspective.
Have fun.

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I have a nice onahole which was an upgrade over my hand but I can't figure out how to use it hands free. I must be autistic or something because I'm pretty sure even most virgins can figure it out.

>gay fantasies all involve me bottoming
Sorry friend even if I indulge in this self destructive behavior I'd rather be blindfolded and tied to the bed than top.

I'm not even attracted to men just penises. I unironically wish futa were real but that's the same as wishing to be a space colonist or becoming a girl. I'm actually afraid if I did something I'd get hooked on it and then be in an even worse position of "straight, unable to get a gf, don't want a bf but like to get my butthole reamed"

The worst part is if I somehow got a gf one day at best I'd have to hide these desires or even worse not even be able to cum like . How do I know if I'm damaged beyond repair?

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>that picture
FUCK I LOVE BIG SMELLY NIGGER DICKS

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I downloaded grinder yesterday and got laid, shit was cash. The dude wasn't overly gay or anything either, it was like a buisness meeting and then we exchanged goods.

No keep that out of this thread I'm not looking to get it deleted as bait. Why does all interracial stuff lead to these kids of posts?

While I respect your input I'm really trying to avoid grindr and gay activities in general as it feels like my isolation and porn addiction have caused these feelings.

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then dont post such delicious images, user

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Guess it's time to abandon thread then
I'll see you on /trash/

Good boy. Back to gooning to black dick for the both of us then :3

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It's a curse I didn't ask for but I won't lie I've jerked off to it 4 times today already

i accepted it and paid a trans escort to have sex with me
it was great but the cuddling was the best part

are there traps on grindr?
how is that not original?

How much did it cost you and where did you find her? Did she pass?

just stop fighting it, retard. it's not going away.

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look up tsmelanie on pornhub
i think she passes
found her ad when she was local and messaged her
i was $500 for full gf experience, probably too much money but i feel like it was worth it for the experience.

neither is the dysphoria but I fight that too. just because you can't win doesn't mean losing is a better alternative

She's pretty cute but honestly I feel like paying for the gf experience would just make me want to kill myself more. I'm glad you enjoyed it user and I hope you have the money to rent her again someday

giving in to your degenerate fetishes isn't losing.

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i thought it would destroy me, i think it healed me more
yeah i miss the feeling, but i was wonderful knowing it
i'll have the money again when she's around

I wouldn't even be human at that point any more user, just an animal. It'd be one thing if I was attracted to guys but I'm not. Several of the things I want are actually dangerous and likely harmful to my long term health.

It's a shame we have to pay money to get experiences like this, we got dealt a rough hand.

It's hard for a virgin to imagine but porn is infinitely better than sex in terms of pleasure. It's called masturbating because you're the master of it, after all.

do whatever you want, but i know i'm happier this way~

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The physical pleasure is the thing I care about the least actually. I'm fully aware that even in sexual relationships people still tend to masturbate from time to time. Being able to have sex with someone without paying them generally means they find you attractive enough or maybe possibly even have feelings for you if you're lucky. The intimacy is what I crave much more than anything else, especially the cuddling.

I'm not trying to tell you to stop and I'm happy that you're happy. I just know it's a bad idea for me. Are you the guy who was convincing others he knew to get blacked?

I downloaded grindr a while back, got loads of attention because I actually uploaded a face, but having to check HIV status of everyone (when they were last checked or whatever) was fucking repulsive so I deleted that shit. I wasn't autistically asking, that's just one of the things displayed on profiles.
Also, all those horny guys was a turn-off for me too, guess that's how girls feel on tindr or the like.

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Honestly I couldn't put my face or anything on grindr. I'm too paranoid that somebody I know would find out somehow. How did you have the courage to do it user?

If you go on grindr you'll probably feel like chad. Most people there are pretty disgusting fatties/leatherkink/oldies/crossdresser types. Also I don't really know any faggots so there'd be no reason for anyone I know to be on there, and if they were, it'd be a cool secret between us.