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Jose Bell
Angel Torres
I hope that my brother is ok my frien, i am afraid that he is gonna kill himself one day but on the other i dont really care because my parents made me a sociopath
Isaiah Cox
If it's okay to ask, why me? Why did you decide to tell the story to me?
Ayden Baker
What is your opinion on cognitive behavioral therapy?
Jack Myers
its difficult to answer, maybe it will help you somewhat maybe not but in the end im not sure how much longer i will roam this earth so i need to tell my stories to someone before i leave
Nathaniel Edwards
I prefer to keep to myself, but I can't say it doesn't help. Plus it's covered by the state back home haha. Anyway, I don't feel comfortable deciding anything for other people. Do what's best for you.
Well, if not me, then someone else. It will stay in the archives for a long time. Though the first part help me realize how spoiled I am in regards to my home situation.
Daniel King
Dunno if you guys knew or not but avatarfagging is a bannable offense on all boards but /b/, feel free to report it!
Robert Sanders
tsk tsk user. Not very nice. I was having a nice convo here.
Leo James
Do you still go to CBT sessions?
It seems that you are unhappy, but maybe there is another way of looking at things.
Levi Mitchell
Are you new here? Banning Aiste or whatever their name is won't do anything since they always ban evade.
Carter Allen
maybe soon maybe now i will end it all
i know i should feel
i know i should have hope
i know that i shouldnt be scared to live
i know that it will get better
i know that im pathetic
i know that i will end it maybe
i know that trains are fast
i know that building are high
i know that ropes are sturdy
i know that there is enough medicine
i know that i will do it
i dont know when
Christopher Rodriguez
No. I stopped a while ago before coming to Norway. It did help look at things in a more rational way. Now I'm mostly just a depressed sack of shit that I was for as long as I can remember.
But I'm still not very sure of your reasoning. Is it still your parents or something else?
Brayden Cruz
its what i have become
im lost and im scared
why does nobody want me to help
i have cried out for help
but nobody can hear me
im lost and it kill me inside
where am i, its so dark here pls come
Jose Morales
I don't know, user. I think we only persevere because of false hopes we have. They never come true, but then, one day death comes, and you realize that even though you never fixed your life, it doesn't even matter anymore. Perhaps, at least reincarnation is true.
Andrew Parker
Narratives and beliefs are very important. The spin we put into happenings of our lives shape our beliefs and how we feel. The things we think are important... maybe they can be looked at in a different way.
Ian Robinson
i tried being nice
i tried getting friends
i tried becoming a person to be enjoyable to be around
i tried partying
i tried everything
this alley is dark where is the light?
i look up, its daytime
i look down i see agony
how is this possible?
people walk past me
i walk past people
people walk past people
no one cares
no one cares
no one cares
why does no one care?
i dont understand this world
why does no one care?
pls user you are there
pls come
pls user
i will go to sleep
this is a fever dream
i will need water
Ayden Perez
You know, I remember at one point getting very depressed because I started believing that Jews controlled reality. No, not just illuminati and banks, but that they could magically alter reality and change history and that nothing I did mattered since they would always ruin me with their jew magic if I tried to succeed. I rationalized it away by now and educated myself more on how the world works. It's not the sort of narrative you want to base your life on.
"No one cares" can be the most liberating thing if you frame it right. It can be hard to accept that a random person I speak to doesn't want to somehow control me, but when you do, it feels like you're flying. It's so free. "No one cares" is great. It's something I have to constantly remind myself, because it's easy to forget the actual good message behind the phrase.
Luke Johnson
there is a place i can go to
its bright
almost burning
its glowing
its comfy
maybe
yea, just maybe
the place is not real
or is it?
lay down
it embraces you
lay down
it rejects you
why tho?
dont reject me
i didnt do anything wrong
lay down
it embraces you
lay down again, it rejects you again and forever
no
i will go to sleep
bye
Michael Smith
NO WAIT IM AWAKE
DONT LEAVE ME AGAIN
PLS DONT LEAVE ME
PLS
DONT LEAVE ME
DONT
please
...
Jose Young
where are you user? i need you
David Moore
I'm still here. Don't worry, user. I'm always watching.
Hunter Roberts
where are you? i cant see you
this place is so dark
i feel your presence
but i cant see you
where are you?
i want to feel a human
why does no one want to touch me?
why is everyone rude to me?
why is everyone rejecting me?
yes
no
dont leave me pls
im not weak
im not strong
im not ugly
im not beautiful
im normal
am i normal?
pls tell me im normal user
no one ever treated me normal
why tho?
what did i do wrong?
TELL ME user
pls tell me user
i need to know user
why user?
pls tell me user
i need someone to lay on user
my head hurts
the doctor told me that i have cancer
why ?
thanks god
maybe it will end it soon
thanks doctor
thanks cancer
i will lay down
i will sleep
thanks user
Liam Hall
I'd like to comfort you, user, but I'm not the best at that. I don't know how to. I'm not very motherly. Do you really have cancer? Or are you referring to something else?