Is this the end of the line?

>seeing people who can be happy makes me envious

i'll let you in on a little secret. no one is as happy as they seem

the only people who are truly happy are children. even extremely wealthy people are fighting an everyday battle to cope with entropy

i love how you think this is any different than clicking the post number

Happier than me they surely are.
I spend every day of my life on my bed groaning into the void.
I used to nightwalk but it's too much for me

maybe they do have more going for them than we do but it doesnt matter. we are all equals once the bell tolls for us.

And yet I know it hurts you.

That is all I have ever known user, same as

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Hi dude, I know you are in a shity situation. I you write her how you feel is because you seek help.
I can try to give you good direction. But you will have to follow them to help yourself.
>Tomorrow morning you gonna wake up a make your bed.
It is proved that regular task help.
>You gonna have real breakfirst
Not shitty cerel
Then you gonna find your local climbing gym
>You gonna Climb
Rock climbing give you dopamine and adrenaline. You need thoes for survive
The next day you gonna repeat the 2 first step but instent of rock climbing
>You go running 2.5km
Each day you switch sport between climb and run.
You will be happy my dude.
Rock Climbing saved my life.

this guy has the right idea, exercise releases feel good hormones in your brain and gives you a sense of accomplishment. same goes for simple shit like making your bed

climbing out of the hole isnt easy but it can be done. i'm doing my best as well.

I'd like to but I don't think it will help
I don't think anything can fill the void left by grief in my life

but you won't know until you try

I tried a lot of things and not even meds could fill the hole of a Love's death

meds were never a solution, meds are just another way for capitalists to profit off of your suffering.

I said "you will have to follow them to help yourself"
I know you are stronger than you think.
I believe in you and I know that rock climbing help

They kinda work but in the wrong way
I took them and couldn't feel anything.
Once I stopped taking them.and I basically collapsed, my feelings were bottling up and it.felt horrible.
I felt worst than I ever felt in my life.
I stopped taking them, a constant pain is better than that

You need to go rock climbing also dude.

I can't really leave the house, agoraphobic

Most likely, but tons of men also still end up lonely and isolated, except they also had a horrible divorce and are now even worse off.

so yea, not a solution.

i'm diagnosed with BPD, C-PTSD, OCD, aspergers, depression and anxiety.

i have refused all offers to be put on meds because its nothing more than a little band-aid that they put over what amounts to a gaping wound

stay off our fucking tracks you triple nigger your life isn't worth a train delay

you want to off yourself use inert gas or something

STAY OFF OUR FUCKING TRACKS

>live alone all by themselves, isolated
I want this more than anything

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Ok.
We gonna start easy then
You will do
>25 push up
>25 squat
>25 abs
Ever, day. Until you reach 100 easy everyday.

Do you go out sometime ?

You dont.
Loneliness hurts, I've doubted my sanity multiple times

>alone all by themselves
That's where you're wrong kiddo. In 3 years, I'll be a 30 year old virgin living with my parents.

I spent 3 years living alone, out in the country away from people. Literally the best 3 years of my life.
Moving back to a town or city and having to interact with the human trash makes me feel sick.

I already do more than that every morning.
I do 30 push ups 20 squats and 50 crunch (if that's what you mean by abs)

Good. Go to 100 now.