What's the most disturbing thing you've witnessed on the internet? Did it affect you emotionally?

What's the most disturbing thing you've witnessed on the internet? Did it affect you emotionally?

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When I was like 13 there was this site called moid.org which was like /b/ on steroids. Pretty fucked up shit. I once saw CP before I knew what CP was

The most traumatizing things that ever happened to me on the internet were getting yelled at by reddit and maybe getting yelled at that one time by Jow Forums. Gore and weird porn didn't phase me one bit, just social aggression.

video of a dude's heart being ripped out of his ribcage while he was alive, probably pretty mild compared to what most of you must've seen. it made me feel a bit sick for a few hours but that was it

the grifter is very bad

That video of the brick flying through the windshield and hitting the skull of the person in the passengers seat. mostly audio, you can't really see anything but those screams still haunt me

honestly the christchurch shooting but more because i was reading Simulacra and Simulation at the time and like idk it was like entirely hyperreal and made me understand what he as trying to say.

I felt nothing watching that video. I felt more sympathy for watching chickens get beheaded.

watched a video of a school shooting

Oh so that's what happened

I watch people like you waste their entire lives in an echo chamber of glorified self-wallowing pity and unironic defeatism while you salute mass murderers and pray for the world to suffer as you have and choose to continue to do, and the sheer mass and depth of glorified self-delusion dressed up as faux-enlightenment is horrifying to any human being who is not mentally ill. You need help, and will even occasionally admit to this, yet refuse to seek help, and refuse to accept help when it is offered to you freely. And then you wonder why people avoid you, you beat yourself up again and the spiral of frustration, resentment and helplessness deepends. Having lurked Jow Forums closely for 9 years is the most disturbing phenomenon I have ever observed.

you got a (very original, or course) link for that user?

When I was around 13 I accidentally clicked on CP, and it sent me into a full blown panic attack and I would break down in class every day for the next few months.
>I also hated all forms of loli/shota, I would get anxiety attacks whenever my friends joked of them
Now that I think of it, lurking Jow Forums at a young age despite what my dad had told me was a terrible idea.

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A video where a guy pours boiling water on a cat.
The cat starts running fast like crazy.
It made me feel so frustrated I literally cried and screamed.
Most revolting thing I will probably see my whole life.

meh
meh

i've seen all the popular gore videos out there like funkytown, slow chainsaw beheading, etc. it wasn't that bad. i think animal cruelty videos are the worst. this one video of some chinkbaby getting slowly backed over by her own parents was pretty bad plus that one with the chinese wageslave who opened a truck load of charcoal and was buried alive.

>9 years
More like 9 days kys

Uuuuu
Where have you found that??

i don't look at shocking shit anymore because it ruins my mood and makes me feel numb and depressed but when i was a kid i looked at it a lot, i'll try to recall some things

i remember being around 10 years old and someone sending me a message on a forum that was just a gif of a guy squatting over a baby taking a shit all over it's face i believe

i remember trying to download the latest wrestlemania on limewire when i was maybe 8 and being really excited but instead it was a little girl getting raped by an old man

i remember this guy getting his face cut off with a box cutter or something i think he was missing his arms and he was still alive and you could see his skull exposed like a skeleton

i remember this father getting murdered brutally in front of his son and the son having to watch it and then the son getting all of his organs taken out of his stomach laying there dying

the worst ones for me are the ones where people are helplessly getting stabbed to death, i remember one of this guy trying to fight but he was getting stabbed all over the head, neck, collarbone, whatever and wherever without mercy

i remember these guys had bayonets attached to rifles and they were stabbing this guy on the floor all over the head and they kept aiming for his ears and it was going inside of his ear holes probably stabbing into his ear drums and his eyes

i hate gore and i avoid it i feel disillusioned with reality whenever i think about the fact that i am nothing but slowly expiring meat that will die and rot and disappear forever, my only hope is that my death is quick and no remnants of me will exist in any forms unforeseen, no heaven or hell, just get me outta here

user similar thing happened to me. when I was 14 I was on omegle fucking around with people until I saw a dude having sex with his 3 year old daughter. sent me into a fit of crying and I yelled at him for 10 min straight until he disconnected.

also saw a pic of a little girl's head blown off and a dad crying. that also made me real sad.

man the internet is a messed up place.

The thing that fucked me up the most actually was the Wikipedia article for Junko Furuta's murder. Shit scarred me.
Other bad shit was stuff like 3 Guys 1 Hammer, other stories about people being kidnapped and murdered, pictures of deglovings, all sorts of bad shit. I saw child porn once (no penetration, just a pic of a naked kid holding up a sign saying some weird shit.) That made me piss myself a little, but I was already so desensitized at that point that it hasn't really affected me.

Ive watched it a few times, its pretty fucking funny in my opinion

Gore doesn't get me that much unless I can see the effects of it. Probably that one where the guy stabs himself in the testicles with a syringe and massive amounts of clear liquid starts shooting out of his left ballsack. Or the dude that cheese-grated his hand.
Dead babies are pretty hard to stomach as well, especially the strangled ones

Fuck you you stupid nigger faggot for making me remember that video. Fucking kill yourself you retarded fuckhead.

Alex Jones having his channel taken down. It was a big hit on free speech.

I guess if I want to get real with it, I've seen CP, gore, sadism, lots of other things. What disturbs me the most is what happened to Jow Forums. I started browsing Jow Forums in 2003. It used to be a relatively quiet place with the shitposters mostly staying on their respective boards, and not much thread spamming. Jow Forums used to have threads that lasted for days, and the threads were actually full of content. The same people would be in the threads, and we'd get to have long conversations about things. Intelligent conversations.

I never considered making a tool for it, but now it might be worth making an anti-shitpost tool. Something that filters out threads that reached page 5, or threads that have replies with more than x amount of time between posts, to get rid of people who bump shitposting threads. A thread filter that actually works on the content of OP's post. Autistic psychopaths actively work to sabotage Jow Forums every day, and there's more of them than good people. I hate what's happened to it.

There really needs to be an ID system in threads, to gross-block shitpost chains, for those kinds of shitposters. It won't help against VPN spammers, but if you could block one post and block all replies to that post, and all posts made by the people who replied to that post, it'd do a lot of good for cleaning threads.

The saddest part is Jow Forums was the canary. Nearly everything has been ruined, and we probably reached peak culture around 2005. You can barely find anything these days without some antisocial or degenerate messages, or stuff not written by corporate interests.

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Links? Cmon guys!

It's a tie between dog that has been skinned and is flailing around from a rope, and dog being raped by a guy with a large stick

>video of beheading of underage kid
>another video of beheading of underage kid

Just curious for all the anons ITT.

Were most of the people in these videos white or?

lol no these videos are mostly from third world shitholes and mexican drug cartels.

>What's the most disturbing thing you've witnessed on the internet?
The push toward trannie-ceptance that moved mainstream after having seen how unhinged they are on here and elsewhere.
>Did it affect you emotionally?
It moved me from being a generic social-liberal socdem lefty towards accepting most tenets of social conservatism and a couple of fascism.

Also the russkie/ukrainian screwdriver murder videos but those weren't half as disturbing.

The guy actually got arrested and the cat got medical care and found a family. I remember reading about it some time ago online in a newspaper. I know it is a meme to say they are ok but im not joking
Youll find it in any rekt thread posted

Reading the description and seeing the censored images of that Peter Scully video was enough to turn my stomach. Scully is wearing some kind of evil goat mask and holding these two little kids, how terrified those poor things are from that alone. You can see the babys legs as shes being hung upside down and apparently having her vagina burned with wax and cigarettes, then stomped on and shit. The fact its a woman doing it is probably whats most disturbing to me. Some Filipino roastie in a feather mask. Everytime I see those damn masquerade ball masks in a store I get shivers. Anything involving little kids or babies being hurt makes me so full of rage.

Not to meme but all this kind of shit makes me realize that Jordan Peterson talk was true, about how everyone has the potential to commit evil and it literally comes down to whether people decide to act on those impulses or not.

Negative people, women, trannies, attentionwhores, those snarky white knight comments, mental illness.

Not really.

I know it sounds funny but that put me off Asian women for good. Everytime I see some SEA monkey roastie I realize thats the shit those bugeaters are capable of.

how do you even accidentally come across censored versions of that video? i've looked the description up before but i'm scared i'm gonna accidentally find illegal shit

I cant remember desu, I think it was on Filipino news sites and someone on reddit linked the censored stills. There also some of the parts of the video where the sexual abuse isnt taking place yet on YouTube I think. I dont think I could stomach seeing the actual abuse.

this is some creepypasta shit man :( i'm afraid to even look it up on youtube, i don't want to be on some weird list

Kinda off topic but in the descriptions of the Karla Homolka and Paul Bernardo home movie tapes, Karla licks her own unconscious sisters period blood out of her pussy, Bernardo fucks the girls ass so much she shits all over herself and him, then he pisses on her and tries to shit on her face in their jacuzzi. Also shortly after he strangles one girl with the cord and he thinks shes dead, she wakes up and does this huge gasp, then he goes back to strangle her for like another 10 mins. Makes me wonder what ever happened to those tapes and the people who watched them.

Filipinos are jungle asians tho.
Not that I disagree with the sentiment.

Yeah apparently for years people thought that Daisys Destruction video was an urban legend.