My dysphoria is getting worse and worse...

it sounds like you don't want to take the necessary steps to ensure your potential happiness. if you aren't going to take hormones, then repress repress repress repress.

why the fuck would you want to be a girl. you were born a dude, so live as a dude. how hard is that. work out. get Jow Forums.

>you dont want me
user, you never know who might fall for you.

>eh, but then no one genuinely loves me and it's only a fetish thing. fuck that.
What? So if I would love you and you would tell me you like to act as a girl/crossdress or whatever and I like that I don't love you genuinely?

dont kill yourself, theres always another way

if that's the main reason you like me then yes. especially those who dont like guys but like traps.
i sure as hell know that my mental state will drive anyone away right now. no one wants a dysphoric tranny faggot.
id like to, and ive tried to repress for years, but it keeps coming back and haunting me. it's so awful and makes me just want to blow my head off.
hormones will fuck me mentally. i dont want to do something that's gonna destroy my body and alter me forever and make me look fucking disgusting later in life, especially disgusting now.
im not close minded i just know that its gonna fuck me up.
surprised this one is considered original

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>dysphoria
Have you ever asked yourself what deeper issue this symptom is trying to resolve? Mental illness doesn't spring forth from nowhere (except for schizophrenia and related illnesses which is a result of faulty brain wiring). What happened to you that makes you feel this way? Can you isolate any major event that happened that shifted your view.

>if that's the main reason you like me then yes. especially those who dont like guys but like traps.
I am speaking hypothetically, I am hetero, but you could find girls/guys or whatever your preference is and tell them this part of yours after you are in a relationship, it might take a few tries but there are all sorts of people out there and if you transition you lose quite a high portion of people who might like you as how you are now

>no one wants a dysphoric tranny faggot
you're too hard on yourself, user.
i can relate, but still, closing all doors at the start really is just self-fulfilling prophecy.
>t. schizo who's said what you're saying for many many years.

>know that its gonna fuck me up
if youre below 5 foot 10 then you should be ok you may think youre a freak of nature at first but after a few months of hormones you should be passable

>transitioning is a cure
Imagine being this retarded

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idk ive never felt comfortable being a boy, ive always envied girls, secretly dressed as a girl, collected cute things, stuffed animals, and i always liked how my nails looked when they were painted. its not really an underlying issue as much as it is a fucked up part of me.
yeah, i know, i would become undatable.
im closing doors to protect others. not myself.
I'm 5'4".

>yeah, i know, i would become undatable.
Then ask yourself the question "Would chasing to be something(a girl) which I can't ever fully achieve be worth to probably end up alone?"
There are girls who like to be dominant and mistresses go for them instead imo

how can you not feel comfortable being a boy. were you bullied or made fun of? made to feel weak?

>I'm 5'4"
the hell are you waiting for take those hormones

i mean yeah of course i was bullied but it didnt have anything to do with me being a boy i dont think...
idk probably not worth it, itll just always torment me
ill just be an ugly short fem

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What you got is a raw deal but I'm sure there's steps you can take to make things better if you'd just see the right professionals.

>idk probably not worth it, itll just always torment me
Then just stay as how you are now, if you want someone to talk with about it more you can leave a contact and I'll add you

you weren't bullied for being a boy, but its likely that you dont feel like a boy because you were bullied. you may think that you arent worthy of being a man. so you resort to being a woman instead.

even if you don't think like that, you are clearly using dysphoria as a way to escape from your problems. you need therapy that helps you recognize that you are a man.

please don't transition user, im saying this with your best interests in heart. it may seem appealing but it will absolutely FUCK everything you have going for you, and you will probably kill yourself. It's just a fetish, and a pretty common one, although the way it manifests itself in people is pretty degenerate which is why people think that they should transition. don't do it. you will grow out of it, or it will weaken as you get older. you can always just go for no strings attached hookups if you really need to keep urges at bay too.

play cute female characters in video games
find novels with characters you can self insert as

Go take a bunch of gas station dick pills and you'll be fine

alright, ig if anyone wants to talk to a faggot femboy who crossdresses to feel more comfortable then my discord is deceasedpixel#0001
i guess so, but im scared to open up to my therapist about it for some reason, and i dont know why...
im using every fibre of my being not to
lol, i always have. ive always used fem characters in games and named myself female names and stuff. i just told my mom when i was younger that the female ones were "faster and smaller" or whatever.
lol.

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take hrt but don't socially transition
it alleviates a lot of dysphoria and you might get lucky and realize you're not as unpassable as you thought

idk if you're still there user, but i want you to check this subreddit out, yes i know its reddit, but check it out anyways. reddit.com/r/detrans/top/

this is basically a highlight of all the bad shit that has happened to people who transitioned and decided it wasn't a good idea. once you've seen it and understand the risks and still think you wanna go through with it, go to /lgbt/, hit up an mtf general and learn about diy hormones. you won't socially transition for a while probably, but knowing that your body isn't being affected by T anymore and that it's gradually going to become more feminine is pretty good for keeping your dysphoria down.

now, the hardest part is finding people who are willing to accept you for who you are and will help you through your social transition.

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will HRT make my mental state fucked up? It sounds like a nice idea to at least be in the middle for something like that...

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hrt helps a ton mentally for gd

ah, it doesn't really mess with your mental state directly. it alleviates dysphoria because you know that your body is going through changes to make you more feminine.

the one really dangerous thing to watch out for is to make sure it's not just a fetish. from the looks of it, you wanted to be a girl ever since you were a kid so you should be okay, but there are some mtfs who transition because they thought it'd be really sexy to look like a woman but once the HRT hits and lowers their sex drive, they immediately want to go back because the sexual desire that pushed them to transition is now gone.

when you're not horny, take time to genuinely think about whether you want to be a woman or not. if you still want to be a woman if when your mind is completely lucid, then you might want to heavily consider going for diy hrt. assuming you do hrt correctly, the worst case scenario is that you'll realize that you weren't a woman and you'll just look like a feminine man, which isn't even bad desu.

hardest part of transitioning will definitely be self-image issues. trans people have self-image issues that rival incels, and you'll definitely suffer from comparing yourself to cute cis people or trans people who pass super well. that's a whole topic on its own, though.

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>Poohootard
>pessimist
Checks out, I have never seen a fandom so full of losers and trannies...
And I know you guys don't even play the games from your beloved franchise, stop masturbating to doujins.

What you really want is the automatic acceptance and attention you get from just existing as a woman. You're really just lonely and desperate for an idealized escape. There is no answer that would sufficiently pull you out of your hell without significant work on your part. You have to take care of yourself and work towards a goal that would free you in some fashion; ex: a job you like, financial freedom, health & fitness, progress with social circle. etc... You can escape your mental prison, you're just focusing on the wrong parameters for escape. Trannies are miserable as fuck and just end up offing themselves. Go for something else like getting off grid and raising a garden or being a writer or youtuber. There's no true escape for a person forced outside of the social circle, the best you can hope for is personal freedom and entertainment that holds you close to humanity. Good luck.

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Remember a few years ago when we at least pretended not to coddle people's delusions?

this entire board is delusional; that time never existed.

i wish i could round up all the posters like you and corral you all into a barn and leave you there just to see what happens. like some kind of experiment

i think you're a stronger person than me, thats for sure. when i had gender dysphoria i COULD NOT handle that shit. nope, sorry i couldn't handle that shit, thats why i cut my shit off

it amazes me how much suffering dudes with gender dysphoria go through and just endure it

>cut my shit off
as in, GRS?

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nah, as in i cut my balls off

ofuck. that must be hard, im sorry you went through that.

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its okay, im fine now. i just inject test and its like it never happend, lel. but i cant have kids, but thats fine because i dont want any. heres proof if you dont believe me

im kinda a meme on 8ch. but the nigger admin there hates me so much he keeps banning me even tho i didnt break the rules. lel

archive.fo/iDtsG

>transition suicide attempt rate is 40%
>non-transition suicide success rate is 100%
It's a pretty good treatment relatively

Don't kill yourself if you need to transition just get your hormones and boymode if you end up passing go girl mode but I promise you even being boymode is better than being a man don't kill yourself please

you should kill yourself, faggot. GTFO my board

>tfw 26 year old repressor
Life sucks sometimes thats for fucking sure

Here are the three things that you can and WILL do to turn you life around.
1. Work Out. Gaining muscle and boosting testosterone will definitely help nullify your dysphoria. Also looking swole af will have women looking in your direction fr sure.
2. Get rid of any girls clothes or that cross dressing shit. Short-term satifaction of "kinda looking like a girl" doesn't cut it. It's fucking up your mental state. Stop it.
3. NoFap. That's right. No porn or even jerking off. Having your dopamine receptors fixed will help that craving of crawling back to cross dressing. It also makes you feel more energized and manly knowing you can become fully erect at will.
Finally, don't let any tranny fags tell you that you need to transition. They wish to prey on confused people with their twisted mindset.
God speed man.

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none of that will help and it will just make things much worse if user actually has dysphoria

dysphoria isn't real, it's just a weak mental state