Post the moment when you realized your life wasn't going to work out like you wanted

Post the moment when you realized your life wasn't going to work out like you wanted

>gang banged by my brother's friends after he convinced me to drink with them
>I was 15 at the time

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Are you a guy?

>when i realized
When i was with blood all over my wrists due to selfharm, than i looked at a clock and realised it was 4.30AM and i had a test that day

I was 16

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I'm not.

I've been there with self harm. So easy to lose control because nothing else gets you off of what's shaking around in your head.

I think I was like 10 years old or around there, when I realized my family weren't super rich and I'd have to work for a living eventually. I never really recovered from that. All I ever wanted was to live a life of sublime indolence, and it was denied to me.

Sounds like a doujinshi plot

it was when I was buying panties and leggings and shit on aliexpress.
just kidding I knew much earlier

You are not a girl, user. What you have is porn addiction. That and being lonely, watching too much anime, and spending too much time on the internet in general.

I knew, somehow, ever since I could consider the thought of a future. Hope is a foreign concept to me. I have never known it.

Imagine ppl like OP are out there among normal humans. How repulsive would it be to find out about something like that once you have put your trust in them. Good thing I dont often go outside

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user, as long as you live, there is hope for you to change. Just take a bath, change, and walk outside. Think about what you can be, create a plan and what you will be if you follow that plan

I just want to feel pretty damnit. why do male models have to look like hulking monsters while the female models are shaped so much closer to me

When I was 12 and realized my family was worse than the Osbournes on TV at the time.
It really solidified when I accepted I'm a fucking tranny at age 28

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You don't have to be a girl to wear girl clothes
On top of that you seem to think all trannies don't realize they're trans.
Not to mention you think being trans has anything to do with porn
Can you prove you're a man user?

Yuck if you were a qt boy i would have felt
Bad
But youre just a yuck roastie or an extreme larper pretending to be a girl

>I'm not
larp-yikes and roast-cringe

If it's just that then I fail to see how putting on leggings to jerk off would ruin your life, which is the topic of this thread I think.

Even if gender dysphoria is a thing which i'm not sure it is, I don't belive the massive wave of people suddenly realizing they are the other gender is believable. What they have in common usually is a shitty life that goes nowhere, and heavy porn consumption. Doesn't help that most of them define themselves as "transbians" which means that they just have a bad case of AGP.

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Ok but 3 of those girls pass as like a normal woman
Just slightly ugly ones
Lizar should just lose some weight
Hex looks fine just a little makeup would do them some good
And pluralgang literally looks like my fucking cousin its scary

Trannies have been around forever. Even Rome had trannies, even though they were seen as literal sub human holes.
You hear about so many of them now because there has been an effort to make them more acceptable
It's like saying the rise in far right nationalism is due to porn based frustration and a lack of human contact. Why is that wrong when it makes perfect sense? Young boys spend all their time online objectifying sex, and never learn the art of tolerating others, which anyone who socializes must do in any civilization. Even Islam tolerates other sects of Islam.

oh didnt realise this was a tranny circle jerk thread. ignore my dead mom post

I had a grand dream from a young age, eventually made me depressed for years because I realised my dream might not be achievable perhaps even in the next few centuries.

tfw no broken gangbanged gf

When I realised my parents are mentally ill. They destroyed 18 years of my life.

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And all of them are delusional guys who try to run away from themselves.

>Trannies have been around forever
Not quite on this scale, no.

How so? What did they do to you?

Got kicked out of top tier university because i threatened my roommate. I had spent massive amounts of time exercising self-restraint, but i couldnt sleep.

GEt fucked whore

There was two events really early on

>In like 2nd grade or something
>voting for class president
>I think it sounds fun so I put my name on the ballot
>I have friends in class so counting on at least a few votes
>0 votes for me

>In 2nd grade or something still
>playing on the field
>I slip on mud and fall down
>the kids I was playing with come over and start kicking me for no reason
>my best friend was part of this group

When I started coming here regularly as a rule 2 breaker knowing full well that it was not normal to lurk here, knowing that I'd be looked down on if people knew that I was using "the nazi site", but still coming because I had no friends and this place was as close to social interaction as I'd get.
Not nearly as brutal as a lot of you guys, but I think it's a pretty common occurence.

So histrionic. Please stop giving her attention, guys.

>"her"

Probably when I woke up in the hospital with alcohol poisoning because I tried to kill myself in a fun way, was 16 at the time.

>What did they do to you?
They raised me into only obeying. I was their dog. They destroyed every friendship I had. I was real suicidal(not meme suicidal) when I was fucking 8. Psychosis saved my life.

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Shut up you giant fucking whore, nobody believes you.

>Saw cousin snorting coke with his gf
>Friend of mine started randomly crying while talking, out of nowhere stopped and continued at random
>Surrounded myself with crazies and druggies
>Dog almost bled out on my hands, again
>Schizo tendencies are back
>Weed isn't helping
>Spend almost 100 euros on strip dancers from the money I don't have
>Have to pay a fine ticket by Monday
>Phone screen, car, glasses are all broken and fixing all of them would cost around 2k
Honestly a lot of triggers all at once

Same here user. Depressed alcoholic mom robbed me of my childhood.

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as a kid when I realized I was always going to have brain damage and I'd never be able to use my brain like everybody else also when I realized I would have to wait until I was 18 to deal with my allergies because my parents said no everytime I asked them to take me to a doctor about my allergies. we were too poor for doctors and proper medicine.

sorry man that must have been shitty to deal with, if you ever feel shitty or lonely just contactfag me and we can play some games together. If you don't have any good games i can gift you some and if you don't have a good pc i can give you a GeForce now beta account. There are so many roasties, trannies, normalfags etc here so us real robots gotta help each other

In the HS I started to pass the breaks/playtime alone, nobody wanted to talk to me, my teacher talked to my parents and I was diagnosed with Asperger and depression. As a Child I was very active and I was very fit but them I started to eat a lot and stayed in my house playing vidya and I stopped seing my cousin because his parents went to jail, I lived in a shitty drugs neighbourhood so going out could be bad idea.

I was 9. School bully would always harass me, and nobody did anything about it. I slugged him and got in trouble instead.

Fast forward to 15. I realized I didn't have a social life like everyone else. My parents were the typically, mentally-ill helicopter parents. I even got jumped by my Dad, when I tried to sneak out once. Reported it to police, and once again I got in trouble because someone fabricated the report. And I was "just a kid," who didn't know anything.

Next was at 20, when I was in university. Everyone else was able to learn the material, and I was left behind. They all talked about gfs and shit, but everyone I tried to build a relationship with though I was boring and ditched me for Chads. I was demoralized by all of it and dropped out.

Then it solidified at 23. I was working a dead-end job, and realized this was meant for 16-17 year olds. Everyone else is getting salary jobs and already starting their own families. And here I was being treated like a punching bag by some low-end manager who looked no older than I was.

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got an yeast infection from a thot

went to the doctor to get tested and they said if they dont call me back then i dont have anything.

haven't received a call back but the yeast infection
i have is still here (its been 3 months) i'm not really sure what to do.

ive treated the yeast infection and still it doesnt go away

im fucked lmao

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Hey I was raped my first time sex when I was 15. I understand. I self harm like a fucking insane bitch. Every day these days I'm yeeting my mind out. Your not alone.

>let me get drunk with these strange men

you were a whore and asking for it.

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it was over before it started.
IDK what to do

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relatable anons
lets cry together

When someone in my fifth grade class - someone I had occasionally played basketball with during recess - invited everybody in the class but me to his birthday party. I didn't even know there was a party until the next day. I think that's when I knew that I'd always be an outsider.

Why is my thread still up. Why is everyone talking about trannies. I expected a lot more hate.

>Even Islam tolerates other sects of Islam.
kek wp

When a stranger came up to me and told me they would pray for me. I was 11 years old.

Jeeze have some decency. Slut.

How do you feel now user, if you are still here?

>Someone wrote "try to be cooler in my 2nd grade year book"
>Was bullied constantly in middle school even by my "best friend"
>Only girl I ever had the balls to ask out in high school denied me and stopped talking to me after.

I just want to smile again.

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when i realized life ain't some slice-of-life manga where nothing ever goes wrong.
Turna out shit hits the fan whenever you least expect it.

Its not your fault but you must be from a trashy family for that to happen to you.