Is my brain rotting?

Is my brain rotting?
>be me, 18
>bad at school
>don't like any kind of activity
>be on PC 24/7, play games, talk with buddies on discord, browse Jow Forums
>can't be arsed to do anything that I don't enjoy
>feel like I don't have a place in this world just because of my letharginess
>play games to make me feel better
>rinse and repeat
Games actually make me feel better, but I think that I'm hooked.
If there's nobody talking to me and I have an access to a phone or PC, I feel an urge to be on the device, I am rotting, please, any tips?
I am scared of becoming an actual NPC, or even worse, save me.

Attached: DimTTB1XsAIht-l.jpg (645x729, 34K)

Sounds fine to me, maximum entertainment for minimal effort. What are you missing out on? Travelling to different countries just to eat and party in carbon copies of your local bar? Throwing away your purity with loveless, mindless fucking with some drunk, despicable whore in a bathroom? Slaving away at some shitty job with a dictatorial manager only to use your scrap wages to pay for basic living and accommodation and living just long enough to work another day, barely getting any money to spend on recreation? A complete waste of time, the people who live the exact opposite of your lifestyle will feel like they're "rotting" when they get the occasional bout of self-evaluation when they aren't acting like the mindless social drones they usually are.

i want sex im 18 and cant get sex i want sex sex sex sex sex, i fucking hate being a virgin fuck

>is my brain rotting
>starts greentext with >be me

Attached: 1560098339150.png (645x773, 11K)

My verbal IQ is decreasing overtime and I need time to process words that are being said to me because I don't talk to nobody. I started knowing more English words than my own native language because of sites like Jow Forums and games that I play expanding my own dictionary.

It feels good but it is not that great

Never mind what I typed, you're already a drone.

What would you put while explaining your own story, just curious?

No. You have adhd.
Hello fellow hunter

That wasn't him, i'm just another 18 thirsty beta.

I just can't blame all on ADHD, while yes I can't really concentrate even sometimes on things that I enjoy, I think that the reason is excessive use of technology led me to this point in life of having "ADHD". I sometimes feel like I'm actually mentally retarded.

i was the exact same then i started dating and socialising more then i realised im not made for that type of shit so i became a retarded neet rn i have like two irl friends and i just play vidya all day and be miserable

You can because that's literally what it is.
Get some amphetamines before it's too late.

Alright, I'll consider this, thanks for your input.

I have walked in your steps before. I figured this out too late.

I'm like you and no, there is no place for us in this world. We are just going to have to enjoy what we can before something kills us off.

Not him, but I have the same problems, and I've been suspecting that I have ADHD for a while now. How do you get a prescription? Will they have a hard time believing me since I wasn't diagnosed as a kid?

OP here: you surely can get diagnosed it is ok for a grown up to finally realise this and the doctors will probably treat you the same despite your age, but the problem with me is that I'm still scared to drop my image, I am scared of being a beta male in front of my family so I want to do this in secret somehow.

You're 18 right now so you're alright but another 10-12 years of that lifestyle won't feel so good

I hope you're right. I've just heard that if an adult is doing it, they're pretty suspicious that you just want an addy script to get high off of. Anyway, your family will understand, user. Just tell them that you can't focus, and it's been a problem for a while. They'll understand, and won't think less of you.

I don't think so, whenever I told them that I was depressed they brushed it off and said: You? Depressed? You're too young to feel depressed. Basically the boy who cried wolf. But sometimes I think that they're right which when they're not fucks with me and my sanity and it would be better off to lay this to professionals without any interference of any part of my family

>But sometimes I think that they're right
Everyone does that shit. I spent years telling myself that I was just being lazy. If you think that something's wrong, then something's probably wrong. I would probably go to a doc without telling your family, if possible. If they're your only way to do it, then you need to bite the bullet and be adamant with them that it's not a joke, and you actually need help.