>Autistic man >Mixed raced, IQ of 133 >So mixed-raced my race doesn't exist >No women find me attractive enough to choose me over other men >No one wants to be my friend because I have no social skills and I'm not their race
What is there to do in life for me except exist? The other day I masturbated to bestgore, and I felt a wonderful high I thought I'd never receive from life ever again.
I can not live a conventional lifestyle because I am forbidden from doing so by other human beings. My life is hell, and then I'll die. Every breath I take feels like a labor. I don't kill myself because things aren't bad enough to justify it.
I don't believe there are many people on this earth that have a worse life than me. The only thing worse than this is starving to death.
I would like to take a second opportunity to state my life is a terrible, satanic experience.
I should have been aborted.
Aiden Gutierrez
One of the worst, dumbest threads I've seen. Maybe you should actually kill yourself.
Ryder Gomez
There's nothing dumb about human suffering. You just aren't smart enough to appreciate what you're seeing.
Lucas Davis
Imagine thinking your race is the issue, lol. What an absolute FAGGOT you are OP!!!!!!!
Kayden Sanders
Maybe you would have friends if you weren't a bitch
Henry Murphy
I'm smart enough to appreciate you're a fag.
Josiah Flores
People generally don't give a damn about race like that.
>No one wants to be my friend because I have no social skills and I'm not their race No one fucking cares. Even if you don't have social skills, people will still want to be your friend. They just deal with you as you are. If you don't have friends that comes not wanting any. Either that or some inexplicable neurosis.
James Kelly
but i was born this way. I'm 23 years old. I've never even broken a bone
Zachary Flores
>Even if you don't have social skills, people will still want to be your friend
but you missed the 2nd, more salient part
>I'm not their race
Samuel Davis
>14.8% sub saharan african >iq of 133 Doubt
Jeremiah Reyes
My race is on a 95 IQ bell curve.
Wyatt Lee
This is a low IQ LARP right here. It better be, anyway. Still, I'll humor you.
You missed the first part - no one gives a damn. You think being of mixed blood on this planet in this age is unique or rare or something? Literally all of south america mixed and the US is muttified as fuck.
Ethan Martinez
Yes. It is extremely unique for me.
I am the only member of my race. The closest thing to me is like White-to-Palestinian.
There is nothing outside of your race due to the clustering on basis of genetic proximity.
I would kill every White, East Asian, Hispanic, Arab, and African if I had the power invested in me to do so. I would rather exist on this planet alone without human beings than live alongside biological enemies.
Sebastian Bennett
Your parents fell in love and fucked.
Dylan Phillips
My schizophrenic father had sex with a predatory jungle bunny due to his delusional, Christian mind set given to him by his lying, delusional mother.
I am the product of one of the most satanic relationships possible.
Joseph Russell
that ratio doesn't quite add up.
Luke Ross
I took after my mother, worse than she ever was. I would never race-mix as I am not evil like women are, but I'm aware that life on this earth is hell and nothing else.
It takes so much stupidity to have children when you can see alligators tearing animals apart as they live and breath. This is the world men and women exist inside of.
Camden Taylor
Ok I've got you. If your father is genuinely schizophrenic then all this is starting to make sense. Do you have siblings?
David Adams
A sister, but she abandoned me as women are selfish.
Parker Rogers
Ok. And I'm assuming she's normal and she "abandoned" you for her lover. She must know you have some kind of issues if you would consider it abandomnent. You as old as 25 yet?
Brody Turner
No, 23. And she knew, damn well, that leaving me alone is total isolation for me.
She just did not care.
Chase Lee
Yeah, see. Hate to break it to you like this but you most likely inherited some of your father's mental weirdness. It's not so strong in youth but right around 25ish is when it really blossoms into something life-changing, even if you were relatively normal before.
The issues you have are mostly in your head but the ability to see it won't come without lots of effort and lots of time.
Christopher Reed
Schizophrenia is a disease of mental strength, not weakness.
Eli Wood
It's also blinding though. I'm sure you'll find your way out of it eventually.
Juan Murphy
You're a fucking idiot. I'm saddened I spent a second on you
Isaiah Bell
Good Iuck, man.
Connor Adams
You make me laugh
Wyatt Gutierrez
>What is there to do in life for me except exist? Considering that being in this life means you're existing, yes. Instead of masturbating to progressively more fucked up levels of pornography consider what else you can do with this time. Studies have shown that when the average person of an Abrahamic religion prays, parts of the brain associated with talking light up, even when not doing so vocally. Now the interesting part is that for the very very devout prayer, we're talking hundreds of hours in prayer over years, things are different. Not only do the 'talking' parts of the brain light up, but the areas of the brain associated with listening and language processing, also light up. Whether or not their belief they are communicating with a higher power is real, it's is evident that it's absolutely real to them. Why don't you try to test this out, since you have so much ennui.
Jaxon Wright
I'm not crazy, schizophrenic.
Adrian Barnes
>I'm not crazy, I'm schizophrenic FTFY
Jonathan Anderson
What difference would it make? The point is that even if there's no karmic tally at the end of a life, sitting around pissing and moaning about it won't do anything. You gotta strive for self-actualization, whatever that looks like for you.
Ryan Miller
All I can do is piss and moan until it's over.
Robert Powell
>guis I don't seek fulfillment I just bitch >guis why is life so pointless??