Whelp. Im thinking I might have to kill myself

Whelp. Im thinking I might have to kill myself.
>Insurance getting cut off
>Need to attend therapy, psych appointments, and get medication from pharmacy (all court mandated)
>Owe my state money for state taxes
>Owe state money for dropping out of community college years ago
>Can't enroll in affordable Care insurance plans because the enrollment period is over for the year

>Going to have to pay $195 for therapy until December
>$80 for psych appointments
>God fucking knows how much for antipsychotic medication
>Can't go to college to get a decent job till debt is payed off
>Work a shitty dishwasher job only good thing about my life is I have a car

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just stop being lazy

How the fuck is that relevant advice to Nything I said m8 or are you being sarcastic

Just don't attend therapy.

It's hard you there..

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It is literally a condition of my probation that I receive counselling.

yeah this but do it 15 years ago, because life is like a sierra game, you fuck yourself over and don't know it till much later.

Just go to prison. It's comfy when you don't get into a fight with the wrong people and you don't have to worry about anything

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Yeah until you get out and you can only work a job as a burger flipper

Well user am sorry that you have such a hard time but know that I'm rooting for you. Also if you are dishwasher cant you get on medicare ??

No because I made 24,000 last year and That's too much for Medicare apparently

>medication from pharmacy (all court mandated)

What drugs did the court mandate for you? that is fucked
how would they know if you took it

I am in almost exact same situation user. It sucks I know. My gf just dumped me for a "bad boy" on my last day of court.

>condition of my probation that I receive counselling.
I have this too

Just because i took a drug 1 time

Basically it's a huge waste of time and money. But i have a job making 20 an hour so it's not too expensive for me

They basically say nothing is wrong with me and give me sleep pills that don't work because i am a genetic night owl and always sleep deprived due to wageslaving (probation also demands i be employed)

Before you do go on Grindr and get TOPPED, you should let as many robots as you can pound and cum in your boipucci so they can lose their virginity

Yeah I think I'd rather go out like this guy than that desu senpai

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What is your daily routine ?
What state do you live and how much do you earn for how many hour?
Do you own a house with many possessions?
Would you be willing to try and get out of your comfort zone?

>What is your daily routine ?
Wake up
Force feed
Shit
Read news for about 15 mins
Head to work
Get home
Eat
Gym
Come home
Read something interesting for about an hour
Try to sleep

>What state do you live and how much do you earn for how many hour?
Florida, $19/hr

>Do you own a house with many possessions?
No my parents own this condo and i pay them $800 a month

>Would you be willing to try and get out of your comfort zone?
Sure but i have to waste most of my time selling my labor
I am extremely far out of my comfort zone right now

>only good thing about my life is I have a car
Until that shit breaks. That's going to double your expenses.

Would you be up for travel? There are many options like Work away, Helps or Worldpackers
You can travel or work in a Live-in and actually focus on yourself or just saving money , you know your own priorities
If you're lucky good meet good people it can really change you a lot for the better
I still remember when I felt so trapped in my own mind untill someone just reached out to me and allowed to be myself

educate yourself in the ways of living off of land and then disappear

I tried travel and didn't really enjoy it. I would certainly do it if someone paid me to

I have to sell my labor. Probation demands i am employed or they will "find something" like scrubbing shit off toilets or whatever

It'll be over in 4 months. I was NEET for a while. I have hobbies passions and interests but they aren't lucrative really

Finding a job is hard even when i am qualified and have years experience