How are people with actual diagnosed Aspergers/High Functioning Autism like, ones that you personally know IRL?

How are people with actual diagnosed Aspergers/High Functioning Autism like, ones that you personally know IRL?

Do they look, act, are into the same stuff/subject matter and dress anything like the memes/stereotypes?

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As an autist who has followed Chris Chan since middle school I am extremely self conscious about becoming exactly like him.

You should begin to record yourself for our amusement.

I have mild Autism (I might've been misdiagnosed because I don't have a lot of the symptoms, I'm just socially retarded) and have been around people who were like me or worse. They all fit the internet stereotypes pretty accurately

im a minor autist and this hits really close to home

I'm quite a bit more together than Chris.
I'm able to hold a steady job, have some friends and live like a halfway functional human being.

That being said I am a 21 year old virgin, the furthest I ever got with a girl was in 10th grade when I kissed a shy black girl and groped her tits.
We almost went out a few times but our schedules didn't work out and bullshit with my parents forced me to move.

Im also broke and live with my grandmother, I just got my driver's license 2 months ago and am currently waiting on parts to get my car fixed. If all goes well I will have my own place by October.
Pic related is my battlestation.

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my cousin has aspergers and i hung out with him about a month or so ago. he seemed pretty normal when we were talking.

My cousin has it and he is pretty normal and even has a gf

My friend is on the spectrum and it really isn't too noticeable until he starts talking. He'll just rant and rant and rant. He actually looks like a chad and plenty of girls are into him until he starts ranting

Know an autistic guy. 30. Obsessed with MLP. Follows all the brony stuff on YouTube. Clops to pony porn drawings. Room full of MLP things

My nephew is an autist. He's still young, but he's not like Chris or any of the net autists. Just doesn't really talk much, might do some silly shit. Is fairly shy. He's basically Apu without being completely retarded.

It seems most of the crazy autistic people I've known are born around the 80s. The craziest I've seen were born in 1982 to 1989. Not sure why.

Why is that?

I would assume/guess that maybe it has more to do with the fact that back in those days, you had to be way more severe in symptoms/noticeable to get evaluated/diagnosed; on top with so many of those autists winding up being warehoused/not really going to school.

Alot of older boomer/gen x autists that are mild/aspergian were probably just considered nerds/dorks/weirdos - and either never got diagnosed or only got diagnosed when they were much older.

Is this why younger autistic people seem more conformist? The craziest ones I've seen are the ones diagnosed as kids or teens and born in the 80s like 1982 to 1989.

I'm diagnosed with Asperger's and I have used this site for years and have even been a fan of people like Oney and demolition d who frequently make fun of autistic people. Something just clicked in my brain after all these years and suddenly I no longer think it's okay to make fun of people for mental disabilities. Or for other reasons. It's schoolyard bully behavior for children that are starved for attention. It's just not funny. I'm too old for this shit.

Try being autistic and tell me how funny you think it is.

Yeah. To get diagnosed in the 90s you had to be very weird. Also since social skills were pushed down your throat you'd see them as oppressive. You'd have them pushed on you every day and see normal kids being able to get away with more.

Since you were shoved in special ed and mercilessly bullied it creates a fuck the world attitude.

Everything is related to Magic the Gathering. Saw film? Yeah, it was like this play in Magic. Two people sat at a fucking table? This is like a Magic game. Take a fucking bath ever? No bath card in magic sorry m8 I'm gon smell like a septic tank as I creepily lean over you at cafes and tell you how you should be playing magic and hey if you aren't eating the rest of that you should really give it to me JUST LIKE ONCE IN MAGI-

That, also schools and ((((((psychologist)))))) are more involved with autistic kids from the moment they are diagnosed.

Chris is also an exceptional case.

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I dunno man, sometimes you sort of have to laugh. I'm a pacifist and my autistic special-interest is jet fighters. Go fuckin figure.

I am autistic.

Got diagnosed in first grade; and I'm in my mid 20's. Thankfully I began to catch myself thanks to trial and error, and getting caught into late 00's chan/ED proto-cringe culture; Chris Chan before he blew up with zoomers/youtubers lately and guys like BlackBusterCritic taught me to be normie; but also made me obsessively too agoraphobic/socially anxious/avoidant of talking to people/making friends not because of blaming others, but out of others suspecting that I'm an autistfag or me saying/doing retarded things.

Just so you know, I'm a furfag, a lolicon and I have weird fucking kinks; so there was the self-consciousness of that too (and my secrets somehow leaking in some way; either through freudian slips or something else.)

I did project on people online all the time via reddit, these here chans and ED growing up to make up for my shitty self esteem of being an autist and victim of both bullying and molestation by my parents: but many years of intensively trying to undo my internalized self consciousness and hate of other people with Autism made things better mentally.

Alot of these dudes need help; and I do too :/

Yeah I've seen kids with aides that follow them everywhere. Almost no privacy. How did that affect them? Autistic kids used to be neglected compared to others. This is also why 30 something autistics have no problem being NEETs. They were never expected to get anywhere in life and for the early diagnosed it was a childhood expectation.

Sounds more like a hollywood/stereotypical nerd. When you have something as 'mature-themed' as magic the gathering as a special interest at least.

Replace every instance of magic in that post with furries, diapers, scat/piss, thomas the tank engine - and THAT's how people think that they are retarded as opposed to nerds/bigbrains.

Thing is; why did the autists/spergs of older generations have mature subject matter that they obsessed/sperged about (Magic, D&D, Linux, Star Trek, Math) as opposed to today's teen/YA autists who all are into kiddy/overly vibrant stuff?

I'm about to turn 33. By the time cringe culture started I just thought well everything interesting is cringe so you may as well do it. I was already too invested in my interests and personality to change. Would I have been different if I were born 10 years later?

33ish here. I'm between those 2 groups. The nerds I knew were into things like anime, programming, and computer hacking.

Fuck, too real. Originally.

Younger autistic people have mature interests in Nazism or communism and Marxist they or anarcho capitalism.

I am in a dilemma on whether i should change/stop who I am or not; I finally moved out of my parents recently cause I was tired of their shit and daily abuse - and wanted to finally be myself and not having to repress any knowledge/interest in anything anymore (my mother literally still tries to pull me away from anything that isn't related the sports, the bible and being a fit business major - even years after graduating.)

I do have borderline personality disorder as well (Got diagnosed at 19) - that is the only concern and the main reason as to why I would continue to avoid human contact until I get enough intensive therapy that I'm confident enough to not lash out/be chaotically unstable anymore; and one of the other reasons for my general lifelong avoidance.

Every brief time in life where I was briefly popular or briefly had any friends - burned bridges myself or my friends or even crushes/people who crushed on me got sick of my shit.

I think I genuinely would just go furfag, get a fursuit when I save the money for one/climb out of my debt, be a fucking weirdo but keep my sexual or 'strange' thoughts and ideas on things to myself - not even online, reddit, on furaffinty or some shit.

I literally only post controversial, sexual, personal shit/thoughts here, just as the rest of yall bots do.

Really?

I kept getting the impression from reddit and Jow Forums that Zoomer/young autists are very infantile and into bronies, diapers, thomas the tank engine and pissing/shitting themselves.

Look at places like Pol, Leftypol, or Tumblr. Autistic Zoomers and extreme politics go together like peanutbutter and jelly.

I knew one in high school.
>7000 hours in kerbal space program
>Obsessed with space in general (once did a presentation on space that lasted 20 minutes)
>literally could not comprehend humor, punched me in the face over a joke I made
>always wore cargo shorts
>smelled pretty bad

Usually poor hygiene, degenerate fetishes, into cartoons or video games. You can tell on instinct that something's not right with them just by looking them in the eyes. I fucking fear what zoomer autists are like

Autist entertainment interests by age group
18 to 25: Stephen Universe
23 to 31: My Little Pony
27 to 37: Anime
38+: Star Trek

My sister is autistic, all she does is build model houses and sews dolls to live in them. I remember when I was a young child she would build shit for my toys and stuff, she even designed a tree house for us but we didn't have any proper trees for it. She mostly gives the stuff she makes to our younger nieces and nephews nowadays. She loves pirating shit like all the adobe programs and stuff, and our dad would get really mad about that because our mom works for the FBI.

is it true that autistic girls have a high sex drive?

Either super high like a man with high t or almost asexual. Never in between.

>38+: star trek
this age group had fantastic autist entertainment (star wars, comic books, cartoons, dungeons and dragons, arcade games)

it's mostly been ruthlessly beaten to death by the mainstream media, though

it goes to show you the true power level of autists when they're not distracted by the internet.

Oh man I do the same neck thing when I'm not paying attention

Silent Generation and Greatest Generation autistic people were the ones who put men on the moon.

I got diagnosed really young, I was really clever in primary school but had no friends so my mum had to fight for the label since the school figured if he's doing well, what's the issue?

Anywho, few years later or so I start secondary school, get bullied to shit, up til I'm like 15 or so, figured eventually that the fact I'm the one who did social skills lessons meant that it was kinda on me for being different so being picked on kinda helped in meeting reality. So I became focused on making sure I didn't look different at all times, mixed success but by the end of school I was like, eccentric, but everyone liked me.
Few years of working in a pub, managing it, being social and remembering the kid I used to be and despising it, I'm who I am now, and I do alright.

I know a high functioning autistic gay furry. He dresses like the stereotype but hes funny as fuck and has good taste in music

I worry that I have mannerisms and a way of talking, or a way of thinking that appears different sometimes, my dad's other half is a special Ed teacher for some big school so if she ever starts advising dad on stuff about dealing with it when I eavesdrop on them, it really depresses me

The irony being that some people say that all the worry about looking different and insisting I've fixed mine comes across as being autistic about it, it's a cycle of ego and self loathing

For me being bullied made me more outspoken and eccentric. In my school once you were at the bottom you could never mend it or climb back up so it gave me a don't give a fuck edgy attitude. Is this common?

Shit dude, made me realize something:

When autists were forced to put themselves in the world and learn to survive, think for themselves and innovate; they were nuts. Issac Newton and Einstein being examples.

"Escapist media" and "the internet" made them waste their sperg energy on imaginary worlds instead of inventing and doing things.

It's easy to fall into reclusiveness and activites on your own w/o talking/being with others when spergs/autists are viciously bullied/scolded in general.

I suppose forcing yourself in the world does build character; but even if you do learn and face your fears; the concerning thing is that it can kill any sense of compassion/sympathy in you - and wind up developing cold, sociopathic go-getteredness as a result.

Pic related: Henry Rollins himself has been speculated of having autism for many, many years now; and he outted himself as having diagnosed Aspergers and ADHD on a podcast recently.

Seriously; if Henry can become an alpha, then any autist can if you jab at it hard enough.

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I'm so autistic I can't even feel cringe.

The issue is now jobs wouldn't hire a Newton. Socializing is seen as the most important part of work now.

See, some people genuinely can't help it, so it bothers me when like my character nowadays is built on denying having traits of it, and yet I get tarred with the same brush.

I just realized something:

There are only three types of autists:

1.) Ones who are obsessively self conscious and want to fit in/mask/be normies too much (They always fail no matter what - not to mention the depression and social anxiety - causing them to get nowhere and never enjoy life)
2.) People who just don't give a fuck and stay themselves, not even attacking others or feeding trolls, they are themselves, and ignore any attempt of people trying to pick them apart/provoke them - and don't care what they think. They are also socially aware/acceptable enough to not do/say cringy things and what is meant to be in closed doors or in their minds only - if you are obsessed with a waifu/2d girl you keep it on your online forums under an anonymous handle or on your own, and keep the daki in your room. And if you do bring your daki in public and wind up getting on cringe blogs or something, you expect it, not give a fuck and probably wind up commenting saying "yeah I think it's funny that i'm famous" instead of whining or getting mad at people for dissing you or your waifu.
3.) Literal narcissists and/or victim complex types - always feeds the trolls, acts cringy without self awareness, winds up on cringe comps, getting trolled by kiwi farms, etc.

Be number 3, folks.

Masking will never help, accept that people will tease and shit on you no matter what, and enjoy life/not give a fuck.

Someday you will date/meet the right girl/boy/NB who accepts you and get intimate/married. And honestly if you are satisfied being single, or even having a fucking waifu that you get married to - Just fucking do it, and quit being insecure.

I have the 'tism and conciously try to avoid fitting into any stereotypes due to internalized self-hatred after years of bullying and honestly I think I'm worse for it.

I bought into the "lul if you get upset because somebody offended u ur a snowflake and weak lul being offended is just letting others make you mad" rhetoric. You know what though? Being disrespected non-stop for years to the point you're the butt of jokes nearly as much as trannies does chip away at your self-esteem little by little. It doesn't matter how tough you are. You can't help it. You're biologically designed to feel like shit when people treat you like shit.

This is because when everybody makes fun of you nobody actually respects you. With how intense the vitroil is against autists right now, and it really wasn't THIS bad even 10 years ago, nobody wants to be your friend, nobody wants to date you, just because they don't want to be touched by that stigma.

I've gotten jobs where I worked hard and delivered results day after day and I just got shit on over and over by lazy workers who didn't do anything and spent their shifts looking for other jobs as inferior because I lacked social skills. Then they continued climbing the career ladder at no point actually doing any work of merit but building up an impressive sounding resume of continual advancement.

Truly witnessing this has changed my views on affirmative action simply because the arguments against it rely on the assumption that the work world is a fair meritocracy. The work world is actually built on power dynamics not merit. The reason people bitch about affirmative action and such so much on Jow Forums, besides the fact it's often literally implemented in racist/sexist ways, is because they don't have jobs and are naive.

By having that fear in the first place I'd wager you're too self-aware to fall into that pit of depravity. Half the problem with lolcows is that they take to filming their activities with zero quality control.

I think it depends on where on the spectrum you are I guess. I was the guy who said I was bothered about being seen as having it, but on the most part, I'm normie enough to just go out pretty well, just with some flamboyance. But I dunno, like, I was raised in a bar, spent a lot of time with company, so I think I find socialising to be something I can do quite well, not quite so much masking.

Be number 2 I mean. Whoops.

I became a compensatory narcissist because of this. I have a yes I am privileged and proud of it persona. I became materialistic and scoff at others who say I don't need what I buy. I enjoy the compliments on the things I own. Why should I want to give up what I have to people who hate me and abused me for years?

personally they're just more unaware of the mood of a situation, my best friend of 14 years has asbergers and theyre funny as hell but she can be awkward socially sometimes

I've known one narracist autist... who was substantially smarter than me (rare), tall, and actually sleeper handsome but didn't really take care of his appearance.

It kind of turned me off because the narracism was a facade and defense that really didn't fool anybody. They were even narcissistic and douchy to the people who treated them kindly. I ended up becoming the only reason they had any friends because other people wanted to drop them on their ass.

It just seems kind of a sad way to live to me. Yet I don't really see how you can resist all the hatred towards autists without reminding people of the truth of how much better autists are than them in so many ways. I see the cold logic in it yet it just seems like such a lonely life compared to being... well more of a bitch.

Why do younger people hate autistics so much? It's very telling when 18 to 30 year old autistics can get along with 60 year olds far better than people their age.

I'm an autist and chris chan is seen as more qualified in society than me. Car, college experience, sane enough to be allowed to drive. We both have tugboat.

I look like a super skinny vers of him. I feel sorry for him. I think he's a poster child of the way usa treats its most vulnerable

Negative stereotypes from e-celebs that zoomers grew up on, throwing autism as a slur and spreading jokes/stereotypes of autism from the depths of 00's Jow Forums jokes and memes about spergs.

Literally ruined the chances for autists to finally rise/get accepted (00's/Millennial "nerd chic" almost killed discrimination of high functioning autists) - and it all just unwinded thanks to youtubers monetizing vintage and obscure memes about autist-kicking.

Is this why I see Zoomers and late wave Millennials as cold and hard to talk to? They aren't this way to everyone? No wonder young autistics are going full furry or full brony. Even being slightly off gets you the same treatment so you may as well give up all social norms. Do you think this is why autistic people go full on cringe today?

Autists are less cringe than ever they just get more shit.

Honestly; spergs/autists were facing far worse bullying physically and verbally in the boomer and gen x generations; thing is, chads then had no clue how to operate a computer, so they found acceptance and safety online, and after HS/college chads then basically got a taste of their own medicine when the spergs/autists became Silicon Valley stemlords, combined with the fact that people just lose their egos as they get older, so gen x/boomers today don't really give a shit about whether or not somebody has mild autism (Boomers may be an exception, they banter and act like discriminatory assholes all the time; but maybe not as much towards autists unless they have cringey interests, are LGBTQ+ or are politically left to them. Apolitical and Liberal/Leftist boomers love us autists though)

I seem to notice that Boomers take strong, strong likings to spergs/autists who have computing/engineering as their spergy special interests; but scold/shit on spergs into anything but those.

your battle station is a fucking thinkpad, you really are autistic

To add to my previous post; have you read up message boards, forums and urban dictionary back in the 90's and 00's? You will see the most vitriolic, violent and pathetic rants and elitism towards non-spergs, extroverts, chads, and people into even slightly mainstream subjects or products all over.

Literally, look pages back on Urban Dictionary for old definitions of iPod; and scroll through the walls of texts of people making intricate rants on why from a technicality standpoint an iPod is worthless/poor audio, with a bad GUI, etc. then making jokes about how it's so thin just so it can fit into ball crushing emo skinny jeans. (and hot topic emos were DESPISED outside of myspace online by all the spergs, neckbeards and hipsters in those days)

I'm a Millennial autist born in the 80s. It was bad for us too. Having shit constantly thrown at you, being called all kinds of slurs, physical violence, verbal hate, rumors, being treated as a pariah, being chased by cars and shouted at day after day. Then worse yet no redemption story. 2008 and stringent social job requirements happened. Being early Millennial sucks as an autist

>always have the wrong reaction to things (laugh at horror movies, make jokes at my grandma's funeral, just offend people easily in general for reasons I don't understand)
>only "friends" I've ever had only kept me along to laugh at stupid shit I did, usually got along better with girls because they felt bad for me and wanted to treat me like I was some retarded puppy
>a lot like Chris and his gal-pals, now that I think about it
>either too quiet or spend hours speaking about some esoteric shit other people don't care about, like ancient history or sciences
>get easily duped because I am overly honest and don't expect other people to be malicious
>make everyone around me uncomfortable without even trying
>dress like a retard because don't care about how I look (mommy still buys clothes for me at 25)
>strange body language, don't really know how to act in public
>overly clumsy, have trouble with things that are easy for other people like tying my shoes
>often spend hours staring into nothingness and thinking about things in silence, even when there's people doing shit around me
>still live at mommy's house and need my parents to help me with everything
>didn't even realise any of this was abnormal until a couple of years ago when I started to develop self-awareness
>I just thought I was a bit "weird"
>finally got diagnosed with assburgers as a grown man(child)
>don't even know what to do with my life at this point
While I'm not nearly as bad as Chris or Justin, I feel like I could easily have become a lolcow on my own right if the internet had gotten a hold of me. It's a good thing I've always been autistic(heh) about not putting personal info online.

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Not to mention the internet being taken over by normies who bully autists.

At least the old days of the net (when normies were confined by Myspace) 'tists could be 'tists.

I knew a kid that had asperger in hs, and he was one of the most popular kid, he even memed himself into being school president and prom king. He never had a girlfriend tough, despite how he made clear he wanted one.
He admitted that he had trouble relating to other people, but he loved getting attention, so he was super sociable.
He did have plenty of spergy moment, he often left class in anger if the teacher slightly annoyed him, he also once ripped an exam in half because the teacher told him to use a ruler.
He didn't feel bitter about those, taught, and would often joke about it, but he could get annoyed if he was teased too much.
He was really into pokemon and weebshit and allway brought his DS to school.
He went on to study computer science, only seen him 2 or 3 times since.

I'm treated a lot better by Boomers than by my own generation. I'm a computer science autist. Millennials and Z expect me to hate them when they've treated me with far more humanity than any other generation. Not to mention I'm politically conservative and hate all this ban this culture and hate how the world seems to think no one can have agency or learn on their own.

I hope we get pushed offline by the normies and form the culture of the real world. We can enjoy the outer world. Let the normies have their cucked social media

It's not extreme politics it is just politics something that is non existent in the west modern day it is to be or not to be. there is no history now no thought no philosophy and no foundation or point for anything. as an autistic I would rather be born in a system like they had in the 1950s or 1960s or even 1940s or 30s Soviet Union or even Germany in the 1930s then this any day. democracy is for normalniggers whom have thoughtless social circles and whom live like retarded sheep with their only concerns being for people and events in their personal life they do not see a greater picture at play. their lives are not made better by their false illusion of choice and they don't even have an illusion of freedom any longer yet they defend this meaningless corporate global system. pic related is a man who represents true Liberty and freedom.

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Democracy and freedom are not always one and the same. Look at the UK. It's Democratic but not free.

How do i get a tugboat too? Im diagnosed too but i don't go to any psychiatrist or something

Im a sperg

I am a uni compsci major right now. I have good hygiene, I dress well, I like to think Im fairly normal besides being socially anxious. I like video games but Im not addicted. I play like 2 hours a day tops, and thats when I dont have a suffocatingly large amount of coursework.
Overall, I like to think I dont conform to the stereotype too badly.

No modern Western nation is truly "free" even in America you are not allowed to boycott Israel in some states for instance and you are subject increasingly to censorship of a corporate nature. and nor are any of them truly democratic where I live for instance they ban all non conformist party's and in places where they aren't banned they cannot realistically come to power while remaining non conformist. because they will be infiltrated and watered down to appeal to this infantile controlled first world populas so much that by the time they gain any power their original message has been completely lost you see this happen in europe all the time. I'm against democracy even if it were to work as it does on paper as well because it doesn't actually give the people control and we have seen this demonstrated time and time again. nor should the people have control over all things as average men and woman "normies" especially modern first world europeans and Americans have their mind's controlled and influenced so easily in the modern era it's not even funny. you may say that we could put limitations on democracy like an IQ test one must pass or preventing women or minorities or people who don't own property from voting but this has been shown to degrade overtime so have constitutions you see this demonstrated in america. Most people say "democracy is not perfect but it is the best system we have" that is subjective I say dictatorship is not perfect but it is the most natural system we have in a civilization.

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Why do Gen X shitheads think Zoomers never got bullied or had any struggles? They'd neck themselves if they went through what a Zoomer autistic does. I hate Gen Xers always saying I have no problems

knew an autist and they fit the stereotype
i probably do too idk

please kill me

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I have aspergers, I look fine and shower but i havent talked to a girl in 5 months and its basically confirmed that ill be a permavirgin

being autist myself I decided not to socialize that much, so I wouldn't know

My brother has asperger's syndrome. He has never come anywhere close to JustinRPG or Chris Chan. Mostly he just gets fixated on certain topics which become all he talks about until he finds something else to fixate on. He has an impeccable memory for dates. He has a surprisingly good sense of humor but has a strong temper and will probably try to hit you if you piss him off. He's pretty fat and uncoordinated. Very high functioning otherwise.

I've got some kind of illness, not diagnosed with autism or aspergers specifically, but I know its there, I am diagnosed with several other mental illnesses though, among which is schizoaffective bipolar type, adhd, and social anxiety, all of which have overlapping/are symptoms of autism/aspergers.
I throw up when I am too anxious in a situation, which is pretty easy, today someone called me and I almost threw up halfway through the painfully awkward situation. I have thrown up just because I was inside a restaurant that had a little bit too many people, it was a chinese restaurant because I was tired of my father bringing me room temperature sushi.
I haven't left the house in over a month and wont for the next three days to see my therapist or psychiatrist, I forget. I'm afraid to tell her about how I think I have autism because I already have 6 different diagnoses on my problems sheet.
mentally I am stuck at child levels of social interaction, many times I get yelled at on the hobby boards about "no under 18's", I am 18 years old and pretty tired of replying to everything with "I'm just mentally retarded but sadly over 18"
speaking of hobby boards, I'm so afraid of being wrong that I cant stop mentioning that I'm a retard in every post either ways because I fear I'm not that smart. that being said, I have so many hobbies and I work on every single one of them almost every day, which is mostly technology related, I have a robotics kit, I program, make music, psychology, and watch tons of informational or learning related videos. I am addicted, for lack of a better word, to learning. I'm pretty sure I have "programmed" my mind to release tons of dopamine whenever I feel like I am learning something.

to answer some of your questions, I look quite average I think. or I guess nobody has ever said anything about my appearance, when I was 15 years old I fell in love with a metalhead and ever since I have copied the look. cont.

I act a lot like a spaz, I cant talk to my own parents without "dancing" I guess, repetitive hand motions too, mainly the ok hand symbol. I walk kind of stiff in public and end up staring at people when I don't mean to, though I look attractive enough that they smile at me, or theyre trying to be nice, I'm not sure.
the only person I share interests with is my brother, every single person who isn't at least mentally ill has ever even shown that they have any interests besides social ones. my brothers girlfriend does absolutely nothing with her life, just goes to work and sits on her phone, my own mother, who is also disabled, spends her entire day awake sitting on her tablet watching movies or falling asleep to an e-book, not even a learning e-book, she doesnt even remember what they're about, my step dad just goes to work and plays e-sport football games, my own biological father who was also mentally ill just sat around all day thinking and nothing else, and lastly, the last irl friend I had did nothing but get drunk and play mmorpgs, watching all these people do absolutely nothing with their lifes has made me not really want to be around people anyways because they're so boring and disappointing. you'd expect that maybe they'd do something even secretly, any hint that they have a hobby besides video games, that they actually do something and its all just depressing.
so in that sense, no I don't share any "stuff/subject matter" with anyone

(me)
I only learned to tie my shoes after an autistic interest in alternative ways to tie your shoes which lead to an autistic interest in the fastest way to tie your shoes. now I can tie my shoes in 2 seconds and it looks like I'm just going to pick up a penny or something

I don't know about IRL but Jow Forums was better when they made up a majority of posters.

morrowind. Chad.

Is that a T420 my nigga?