Extra sad thread #1

That's how I feel like, all I feel is hatred and anger towards people who are different than me.. I don't know why but I know that I'm born this way and I can't change it.. I'm sick.

My life is so boring that I don't have any overwhelmingly sad story to tell, just a bunch of mildly frustrating things happening and a sense of hopelessness. It's like one of those movies where a shy and weak protagonist end up having to face big events that change his life, except these events never happen.

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I;m that way too, I've lost way too many friends at this point and I can't go through the process of making anymore, my mind isn't workign and im feeling overwhelmed. I know I'm a side character because of how things are turning out.. life is really turning out how I never thought it'd turn out to be. as of now I've got no true friend, my friend group/circle are harassing me and I don't know but I'm a failure.. I'll never study and I'll never be able to work and do something I like.

what do you even like to do? as much as a useless waste of space i think i am, i still try to make the best of the situation, why don't you study something you like by yourself?

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I'm too depressed, whenever I'd start something I wouldn't go through with it till the end.. it's been like this with lots of things like reading books, watching anime and playing games.. all my hobbies are ruined because of my depression.. I can't help myself at all at this point

I heard that if you stick to something for a full week you will get the habit of doing it and you will want to do it, but I don't know how depression would influence this, I don't have any mental illnesses to justify my failures. Take your meds I guess...

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thank you, I will not succumb to self harm

>Be me
>22 years old
>Somehow manage to fuck up an Organic Mushroom Grow Kit designed for children aged 5-8

Why live

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I've got a cactus and it's shrinking because I over watered it... i fucked up growing a cacti user, im bad too

here's a pretty sad story

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try again, if you succeed then you're not a failure
try again, if you succeed then you're not a failure

I think I'm falling in love. There's some joy, but a huge feeling of dread. It might not work out and it makes me scared. Hell why would it work out? I'm a fucking incel, it never worked out for me.

all im trying to do is waste time and feel better, youre right im pretty sad

>constant headache and depression everyday
>get randomly sick from actually nothing
>headache is 100 times worse and adds a bunch of other shit on top of it
>still have to go to work in 2 days
hahahaaa whats the damn point. why am i stalling my inevitable suicide?

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Do you think I'm the devil

No

Do you think I'm God?

No

Who am I?

Who are you asking?

Are you the devil?

If I was the devil, would I have to tell you?

No

Then no

Wait you conned me, you stupid fucker, I know I'm not the devil.

Then who is responding?

Who?

You

Why am I talking to myself

Am I split in half

Do I have two personalities?

Can someone help me

No one will tell me anything

Do you guys know what's going on?

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i've got a bonsai tree I'm caring for so im not that much of a loser desu

user fucking chill out

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I ask myself this question sometimes, there is hope somehow.. just bluepill yourself through.. sorry user

quit meming.

^^

OP here's a sad story for you
>ask girl out
>she rejects me and dates my then best friend
>use rejection as an excuse to give up on girls completely
>copy and paste formula for every other minor setback in life
>become a loser
>fin

>wake up at 4am
>take 1 hour bus ride to college(nope, no dorm)
>"friend" is damn normie
>stay all day on that crap
>1 hour ride on a full bus to home
>get home stressed and tired
>sleep
>repeat everything again..

Over this shit routine my mood is heavily swinging between "kill yourself" to "im fine". And this is fucking me up, have weekend as rest day, but i have tests to study. meaning I HAVE NO FUCKING REST. Im considering the pros and cons on ending this pathetic existence.

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we all are losers, everyone had a different way of how they became like this,,, im sorry you think that about yourself, life isnt about dating and shit

I'm going for a walk, if you guys can bump this thread and talk to each others it'd be real nice thank yall (:(

youtu.be/0lNBcTkssWA
>Chris Picco singing Blackbird to his son, Lennon James Picco, who was delivered by emergency C-section at 24 weeks after Chris' wife Ashley unexpectedly and tragically passed away in her sleep. Lennon's lack of movement and brain activity was a constant concern for the doctors and nurses at Loma Linda University Children's Hospital, where he received the absolute best care available. During the pregnancy, Ashley would often feel Lennon moving to music so Chris asked if he could bring his guitar into the NICU and play for Lennon, which he did for several hours during the last days of Lennon's precious life. One day after filming this, Lennon went to sleep in his daddy's arms.
Even normies have it hard.

My life isnt bad enough to complain about so ill share some other peoples pictures/stories

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>its time to move out and start slaving

I'll miss my mom, I'll miss the coziness, I'll miss my room

This is it, but maybe I can find peace somewhere else, however I imagine I'll only suffer more than I am now

>be me
>8th grade
>actually like school
>go on field trip to D.C.
>have great time with friends
>get in van to come home
>van is like 12 kids and 2 parents
>van is separated from all the teachers + rest of grade
>sit between girl who likes me, we were kinda friends, and her best friend because they are the only people I can stand on the van
>about 1 hour later she tries to get my dick out of my pants
>ask her to stop
>says no
>gives up on trying at belt and just stuffs hand down pants
>take her hand out and tell her to stop louder
>for the next 2 hours she would try to grab my penis
>continue to try to get driving parents attention
>kisses me and that gets the attention of everyone in the van
>1 week later
>everyone who was in the van is called into a room
>get accused by principle of rape
>girls best friend is the only thing that keeps me from actual serious trouble
>principal shuts up
>dismisses everyone
>girl doesn't get in any trouble
>never tell my parents
>mfw

I hooked up with a girl a couple years ago; she died a few months later of a heroin overdose after getting out of rehab

>every time I jack it, I coom
>coom enough to fill a popsicle sleeve
>once it's over I feel sleepy
>fall asleep
>have a terrible dream that I'm jackin it, but can't coom
>I just keep jacking for all eternity
>wake up sad cuz I wanted to coom
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>you will never know anyone that loves you no matter how dull or bland you are
>you will never know love
>you will never learn how to truly care about anything
>you will never have a hobby
>you will always be anxious, socially inept
>you will never experience a hug
>you will probably kill yourself in 1 month

i dont have the strength left to carry on alone anons

one less spic around, what's sad about that?

>I'm trying to make myself feel better
Here's a video to cheer you up: youtube.com/watch?v=J7f26d-AIrM
But music can be helpful. Crossroads is a very cathartic song for me: youtube.com/watch?v=PE9HvSdcaL4