Ask a trans anything

Ask a trans anything

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what did hrt do to your body

Do you want to cut your dicke?

only 4 months in but
>slight breast growth
>nipples hurt when touched
>lactate watery liquid when breasts squeezed
>smoother skin
>my face looks more female

would you recommend it?

i mean it's not the worst but if i begin feeling ashamed for having one i'll definitely consider it

WHY DO YOU HURT YOURSELF FREN

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only if you want to be gril. Else fuck no

How much depression do you have?

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Will any level of therapy, physical or mental, will make you ignore the fact that you were born male?

Not good fren and you shouldnt be ashamed anyways.

+i think that you will have more chances with a benis that with that kind of fake vagenes.

>it's not the worst
What its the "worst"?

Have you noticed any emotional changes?
Sudden shift in sexual preference, arousal from new simulation,etc.

How small benis?
How short are you?

do you ever think that maybe you just fell for the trans meme?
You could always turn back, and just crossdress for kicks on the weekend and such

makes me feel strangely valid :(

currently not much besides lack of liking myself
felt pretty numb today so that's good

>ignore the fact that you were born male
aren't I already doing that?

>What its the "worst"?
I mean I don't feel repulsed when I use it

I've always been pretty sensitive but maybe even more so now? Also I REALLY like guys but beforehand I only liked girls

about 2 inches soft
5'11" :(

>Arent I already doing that
Well, from the reports I read, even post surgery trans seem to never forget that they had a benis.

So you've actually noticed a desire for the same gender? Interesting. Have you noticed any change in thought? Such as delusions, heightened sexual fantasies or irrational thought.

And hard?
5'11" seems pretty tall for a trans as well imo

Who the fuck measures his Dick soft

How much depression have you experienced?

>do you ever think that maybe you just fell for the trans meme?
Ehh I've had signs for a while though

>just crossdress for kicks on the weekend and such
yeah but why would I want to live as a guy

I've heard some post op people say they often forget they had anything else there so idk

I don't think I've noticed too strong of a change in thought. I think I'm somewhat more subby now but not sure if that is cause of hrt?

Could be.
Have you noticed any sudden shifts in mood?

oh umm i hope your hrt is going well. i promised to never do it though. good luck user :)

>yeah but why would I want to live as a guy
I will actually provide an argument to this, assuming you are really trans and honestly I mean this in good faith. I'm not trying to offend or be a jerk.
Because it's a card you were dealt? There are certain characteristics you are simply born with. I remember Rachel Dolezal being mocked for being a white person pretending to be black a few years ago. While I don't agree with the media dogpiling on her, I think there was something honestly ridiculous about what she was doing. You can't simply become something you aren't because your brain has decided it.
Again I'm not saying any of this to cause unreasonable offense, I'd just like some insight.

You need to go back and stay back.

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please dont say that user. i wanne know more.

about 4.5 inches
5'11" is definitely tall compared to cis but afaik it's pretty normal for trans

had trouble trying to get an erection to measure

see

Is the HRT already giving you difficulties with having erections?

Aren't you afraid that you might regret your transition?

From what I've heard it seems to me that being a transexual is like having a drug trip, works if you are already happy, but it can be like a tragically bad trip if you are not, so it's good that you are not depressed.

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i jusst hope you are okey user. hrt seems really shady and bad

not much desu although maybe i'm just not remembering

thank you! :)

nah no offense taken. being trans is acceptable enough in society though in comparison to that and I want to live as a woman to the best that I can. Plus some (albeit not all) of my characteristics can be changed through stuff like facial feminization surgery etc if needed

Why haven't you killed yourself yet? also fyi that 40% suicide rate stays the exact same after succesful transition and after no chance of detection so your feeding of the illness is only harming you instead of healing you.

I post there frequently. But it's infested with terfs and repressors to the point that i'm sometimes sick of it. least here i look more like a wild animal to everyone rather than a delusional tranbot

Glad that you feel at least more confortable here.

yea, cypro works fast at doing that. desu I kind of like it though cause before hrt I was really perverted and horny and masturbated several times a day, all of which i hated feeling the urge to do

that wouldn't surprise me considering the suicide rate is damn high, but I'm happy with it so far and am mostly mentally stable so that's good i guess

how so?

lots of trans also happen to have other mental instabilities, but i'm not part of that population.

your welcome of course user
it does really weird stuff too your body. also sterile i think. im just afraid of it. i dont know if it is as fully bad as i think it is

>it does really weird stuff too your body
depends what antiandrogen you take. spiro you have to avoid potassium, and cypro you have to be careful about liver damage. you'd have to take a really high dosage for those to even be a real issue though. but afaik there exist other antiandrogens (think bica but not 100% sure?) that don't have those problems

they do make you sterile (except bica) but i'm personally fine with that. also not completely certain how it works but from what i hear you usually gain your fertility back after a while if you stop taking it. although it's never a guarantee that you can get it back

are you cute yet?

oh okey. but i wont take it. i will try to be happy with myself :)

Just be gay instead

I might do this

I'm already doing this

i kinda wanna take bica but im not sure if it would be a good idea...

I definitely like how I look better and more attractive than beforehand. Not posting pics though

BASED

>face looks more female
How?

How much breast growth do you expect long term? What are you taking?

Congrats
Are you happy? That's what's most important.
I would definitely recommend it :)

I don't know a whole lot about bica's effects but you can use scihub and libgen to find scientific research on it

bloody hell how can you live like this?

I would probably really only do it if my 56% white childhood friend was secretly gay for me like in the yuri animes, but i value our friendship too much to do anything to weird him out lole.

you tryna get blacked nigga?

Lole alright, you could just tell yourself you're bi, that's what I do.
You could tell your friend that you're gay/bi without saying you're into him, then if he likes you back that would give him more courage to tell you.

oh yeah i can do that maybe

not really, he just happens to be black and i really love him as a person, plus i could take a black person out of the gene pool, so i'm not a complete genetic waste.
maybe

>How?
fat distribution. i have more fat in areas it usually goes on a female's face. plus skin texture is more feminine

>How much breast growth do you expect long term?
Generally trans tend to have smaller breasts than cis, but I'm 18 so could be a lot worse in terms of age starting hormones plus a lot of my family has large breasts so maybe that'll be in my favor

>What are you taking?
Currently taking 4mg/day estradiol and 25mg/day cypro

ok good luck my man
>plus i could take a black person out of the gene pool
lmao

>Are you happy?
I'd say so, I have somewhat more confidence right now than before so I guess that's good

Ok well that's good then

how old were you when you started transitioning, by the way?

18. Am at 4 months hormones now

How does HRT seem shady?

umm you know. it does stuff too your body. uh im just maybe being too afraid.

are you currently boymode

yes cause i'm not out to a lot of people
it sucks :(

What state are you from? Do you think most people close to you would support you

I've seen it make a good friend be an hero while on them

Massachusetts but in New Hampshire for college

I think most people I know would support me minus just 2 or three family members possibly
One of my best friends since elementary school has suspicions I'm trans and says he won't wanna hang with me anymore if I transition. But he's prob just confused what's up with me and will be okay with it in the future

I'm sorry to hear that. But do you know whether it was caused by the HRT or they were just unhappy with themself?

he was happy before taking it, we used to have good chats. it was when he realized he couldn't reverse any effects after taking it, he changed his mind halfway in them
honestly I don't want to talk about it, I regret bringing it up

what happens if you overdose on hrt

you get a heart attack or cancer depending on what component

Good job OP. Now just help me convincing the other gayposters on Jow Forums to take hrt.

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does it make you extra female

it can cause a phantom pregnancy of you have too much oestrogen in your body

oh no. please stop it user. its cruel.

Hah I wish

why, so we can have less gayposters here, huh gaymark?

An interesting fact is that transgenderism is an almost uniquely western social phenomenon-- similar is vein to Japan's Hikikomori-- in that the required variable for it is in how much of the Western World treats sex and gender as wholly separate. This is as opposed to how many other societies in the world, from India to Japan, treat sex and gender, in that they are either intrinsically linked to each other or the Western concept of "gender" doesn't exist.
In the case of Japan, there is a phenomenon similar to western 'transgenderism--' colloquially known as Otokonoko-- where men dress and act in mannerism similar to women as a lifestyle, but do not consider themselves the opposite sex, opting to use either neutral or boyish pronouns in speech whilst still considering themselves 'male.' The problem here is much more that of mannerism than that of body dysmorphism.
The odd thing about western 'transgenderism' is how far it's victims attempt to become on equivalent with the opposite sex, opting to change their bodies to the point of irreparable mutilation and assuming literal personage of the opposite sex. It also curiously runs on clear diametrics of masculine and feminine. Again, trangenderism doesn't just wish to emulate and live as the opposite sex, it's a yearn to literally be the opposite sex (gender, if going by the theory).

The gender theory, which postulates that there is no intrinsic behavior of the sexes and that all differences are merely social, ultimately creates a type of self-fulfilling prophecy whose fruit is the social-psychological phenomenon of Transgenderism.

>there is no intrinsic behavior of the sexes and that all differences are merely social
When people assert stuff like this it always makes me scratch my head.
If they are `only social' then where did they come from? It makes no sense honestly.

And that is the irony of gender theory. It creates the very conditions for existence. It's a social blight.

When are you going to kys

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My dysphoria would still exist without transgender being a concept. What's your point

hah you think i'll be lucky enough to do that before i get kill from liver damage caused by the cypro?

How bad was/is your dysphoria pre and during transition? Also is it constant or does it come and go?

No, not exactly. Without the conditions for gender and sex to be seen as independent of one another, as it is in the West, there likely wouldn't nearly be the same phenomenon as currently exists. It's a social phenomenon to boot, something special existing almost exclusively within the western world, similar to anorexia.
It's a real psychological problem, but not something that should honestly be taken to mean "person born in the wrong body."

dumb tranny

Not too too bad pre in comparison to others but I'd feel upset for example during activities in which sexes were segregated. I hated being masculine and the fact that there were differences between males and females. I hated my leg hair. And I'd try to do stuff the female way. In the 8th grade I really wished I had feminine handwriting so I practiced writing in that style. When I was 15 I started exclusively peeing sitting down.

Now it's more pronounced. I wish I could get periods and I have trouble looking at cis female porn without being upset that even with srs I wouldn't have a vagina that looks like theirs.

It comes and goes depending on the day personally. Today I didn't really feel much dysphoria at all but on other days I can a lot.

Oh shit you got me, time for me to go cry about how I'll never be a real wombyn

hahahahaha I discouraged you to death over a keyboard I feel so powerful

But you never truly will be. In fact, the spacial reasoning test, a test often used to delineate the psychological differences between men and women, has shown that transgendered individuals do around as well as lesbian and gay individuals taking the test, rather than their supposed identified gender.
This is not to mention the various other studies that find that transgender men are typically more neurotic and agreeable than biological men to a similar margin as lesbians.

So difference in average results = not really a woman?

I do find it interesting though cause I would've expected gay and lesbian to have similar results to opposite sex. Like the same as finger ratios

It's that those results show that the claim of "being born in the wrong body" isn't entirely based factual information, and there are likely many other differences between the transgendered individuals and the sex they wish to be and emulate. This also tips off the fact it is likely a social-psychological phenomenon, on top of it being near-absent from nations which don't see sex and gender as separate such as Japan.

And yeah, it being more closely linked to homosexuality brings up a whole other phenomenon, that many individuals that in youth considered themselves 'transgendered' later dropped it and now consider themselves gay/lesbian. Detransitioning is a common story you almost never hear about in the inward-looking transgender "community" and I'd recommend you look some up.

>does it make you extra female
Taking a higher dosage can actually slow down your transition depending on the medication you are taking

>wombyn
heh

isn't it cause it metabolizes to testosterone?

>isn't it cause it metabolizes to testosterone?
Maybe

>Ask a trans anything
This

are you trans