What fun stuff should i do before i end my life? I have 5 thousand euros spare

be my gf, unless ur an uggo hon

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many reasons
I'm only 2 months in to the transition and 190cm tall, nobody would want me

feel free to say

ihan rauhassa. Mikä mättää?

My parents hate me, i have no friends, I'm an ugly trans with no chance of passing and I'm failing fucking vocational school

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but Finland is always cute!

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it really isn't

Teach me finnish
what I already know because they are similar in hungarian are these

hiukset
huomenna
poika
jää
käsi
voi
alla
kala
kuka
missä
uusi
kivi
veri
punainen
yö

I'll probably suck your bepis regardless
come to my country

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What kinda music are you into?

Tea and some peepee sucking sounds great

tea makes you pee a lot

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Don't judge but I only listen to gachimuchi and jpop
here's an useful sentence for you:
haluan kuolla
it means i wanna die

very nice music user
dont die, there's someone for you for sure

At Least it isn't kpop

Please don't kill yourself bucketboi :c

Finns are great, we need you in out lives, you are awesome..

Who else is going to drink coffee and make fug posts?

please stay safe bucketboi

we ly

You should explore more music. Also usually nights are worst especially dark finnish nights.

noted

I usually distract myself with music

oh.. thats pretty sad. i hope you got to be happy a bit or something. just please dont regret if you are suiciding. that would be even more painful. and if you keep living. good luck. i wish you the best

I have explored a lot of genres but nothing has ever cone close to them
thanks ritsu, you were my favorite poster during my time in Jow Forums

i doubt im any good. but i hope you dont go through anymore suffering :(

Do lsd or/and mdma

are you that mega faggot finngoloid that used to post about "cute boys" or something?

Jos aiot tehdä itsemurhan niin mieti ensiksi positiiviset ja negatiiviset. jos se on paras tapa niin sitten luota itseesi ja tee mitä teet. Muista että itsemurhassa kipu siirtyy läheisiin.

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I used to gaypost a bit but very rarely
Ei mun läheisiä kiinnosta mitä mulle käy

you should live for another 30 - 50 years, that's fun :)

if it's gonna be like it has been so far I'm not interested

>I'm already sterile from being a tranny
commits suicide already

All of the drugs

Come to America. You've never experienced true freedums.

Buy the biggest bad dragon dildos you can find and throw them at children when they leave for school, bonus points if you also hit their parents

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if you're really wanna give up in life then do it, if you dont, then get some help and do something productive that keep you alive.
If you dont wanna live anymore, use that money into a good casino or donate it to leave a mark in this world. I have a friend here who wants to get out of Venezuela and wants donations paypal.me/jesskamo
or even donations for have better cures for the freaking cancer cancer.org/involved/donate.html, do what you want if you wanna spend your money, but if you dont wanna end like this, distract a little bit and get some help.

buy a rope

Would you buy fishe for cirno?

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I wanna do it in a spectacular fashion, a hanging is boring
>6585068
I'm probably gonna donate most of the money to some transgender rights organization

You disgust me.

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Smh you could just rape ur mom then hang urself stupid finnish annon

Just buy a bunch of firework and allah akbar off a cliff

Ok listen here you little shit.
You weren't born into this world for a reason. Nothing in this world has reason. Everything dies and then gets forgotten. Thats a FACT. Except for one thing. Pain. PAIN is what matters. PAIN is what drives the world, or rather the avoidance of pain. But it seams too me that you want to avoid pain in the most destructive way possible.
Let me guess you wish you were born as someone else right? Well you CAN BE someone else. You have money. USE THEM to buy your life. Get out Finland, go find a job somewhere and surround yourself with distractions. Yes it sound not that much better. But guess what. EVERYONE IS DOING THAT.
Life is PAIN. We chase things to distract us from that fact. For some it is sex for others money or a family or something. I say FUCK all that. If none of that make sense to you or dont matter to you. then find SOMETHING that does. Doesnt matter what. A job, books, art, music, dancing, video games, anime, hiking, picking flowers, walking in the city, weed, gardening, psychoanalysis, science, politics YOU fuckign name it. DO that thing. No it holds no point in the future. But you dont live in the future you live NOW. And the NOW is painful so you need something to push back against the pain. Suicide is option of the man who has nothing to lose, and even he loses his potential.
Just fuck the world, become a living MEME and do what you like because you like it and because it makes the pain bearable.
Fuck "friends" fuck your "family", choose the path that will lead you to life. Read some fucking books while you are getting there.
Why go after the only thing guaranteed in life? Go after the thing that isn't sure that will be hard but rewarding for you, whatever that is. You have many chances to do it, your age doesn't matter, who you are doesn't matter only that you are alive. Don't be struck down by reality. REJECT REALITY AND PUT YOUR OWN IN ITS PLACE! LIVE AND PUSH BEYOND YOUR LIMITS! ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWER!

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Thank you for the motivation greek user i will cause the most pain when i decide to shoot up my town

can you at least donate to paypal.me/jesskamo ??? Even the most minimun ammount it will be great. And also, you can donate to more than transgender rights to, idk, transgender medicine, so the operations became more cheepier and also help transgenders to live more happy and without problems.

Friendly reminder to OP
There are people that still care, even some of us, don't listen to anyone here, don't listen to yourself
Use the 5k to pay for therapy

I see you are angry and that is fine. What you should do is learn a fighting sport. Anger is good in those places. You want revenge against the world? Take all it gave you and laugh at it by making it out there. Say fuck the world and all its fuck ups just fucking outlive everyone and outsmart everyone. Shooting up a bunch of dead ass gopniks wont change a thing in your life. It will only kill you.
Suck that emotional power you have and use it to better YOURSELF. Don't do for anyone other than yourself though. Thats the catch. You don't know what you are doing is because you truly wanted or because you THINK you want it. Find that out and you are good to go and truly live without regrets or anger.

That's some quality advice GreekAnon

genuinely why do you try to get attention this way?

stop taking hrt and become a fucking man
read /sig/ threads its gonna take a while to become a real man but its worth it dont get stuck in the faggot phase user

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2 much tengen toppa... But it's okay. Yeah, not the 5k bc that will be 2 much to pay even 4 a therapist, but part of the money for that ill be great

Because attention is all he can get right now. It makes him feel good despite his shit. But it is a negative distraction rather than a positive one. He doesn't "live" of of it. He needs to do things that make him feel ALIVE not just make him feel less shit. there is a difference even if you cant tell.
Therapy is good if the patient is willing to improve. Many times depression is so hard, it makes the patient unwilling. I say first create a ground floor and then you can find a professional who can help you get there.

I've had many different therapists and they've changed nothing. same with any kind of meds
it doesn't work like that, i didn't choose to be a tranny, i'm the most transphobic person i know
i'm an uninteresting person with no personality so this is the only way

Why would a transphobe donate money to the trans rights?

op is retarded for not buying rope and planning to rape his mom before suicide

you are correct, i am way too lazy and depressed to try to improve. The only thing i enjoy in life is vidya and occasional Jow Forums
it's complicated, but mostly because that's what my gf would do
my mom is fat and gay, no way i'm doing that

Pay random niggers to rape ur mom then kill urself right infront of her with the rope

That's homophobic, well, donate the money for paypal that i tell you, buy some guns and kill all the people u hate before you died. You can even buy Airsoft cheep guns and make modifications 4 killing.

Pay part of your funeral, your loved ones will be destroyed by your loss, and that will be one less thing for them to worry about whilst they bin/organise/sift through all your things. Tie up any bills, your home, and deal with anything else that happens after your death. Your friends and loved ones will grieve for the rest of their life's wondering what they could of said/done differently to keep you around. They will be full of guilt regret and sadness with the constant "what if..." looming over their head in sleepless nights. Sure times a healer but there will always be a sadness with them.

Best not to do it, go get help! Phone a suicidal line! That little voice that tells you are not worth while is a lying cunt.
Take care my dude x

The suicidal lines are the worst. They want to kill themselfs more than anybody, the dont help.

Based uruguray user

Test

Tfw i can relate, but without the whole trans thijg. But i dint think im entiteled to finish my life. Plz give me your name so i could at least light a candle in your name

Own experiences and that they always say the same shit. They arent able to do something, they're just there, listening other people who wants to die all the day, just hopeing that they die so they can finish early. And also, listening constantly to suicidal tendency's doest help them, and BAM! Suicidal loop that is pure bullshit to clean their hands.

Based greekanon

I can understand you, more than anyone, because I am in a very similar situation. But I fight back demnit. I wont let it win me. Death can have me when my time will come, but my time isn't now, I know that much. I set one goal for myself and that is too pass ONE course at university this semester. It's small, but I know I can do it so I will do it.
Do that. Set a small insignificant goal for now. Say to yourself "Hey I WILL go for a walk everyday for a week straight!". The all you have to do is go for a walk every day for as long as you like, doesn't matter. Easy right? If walking isn't your thing, say you will cook a simple meal everyday or that you will rearrange your wardrobe or do simple body-weight exercises. Then you can reward yourself with water and a bit, no more than an hour, of delicious vydea. Not many changes in your life, but you gotta start from somewhere or else the pain wont leave you. If you follow that simple program that you yourself set you will see the pain is more tolerable. If you find yourslef constantly wanting to more of the reward then just do more of the exersice, there and then, and then play the vydea.
I really hope you took something from these thread other than more pain Finanon

why are you giving advice to random anons shouldn't you be using ur own advice to fix your economy?

wipe this meme from the face of the earth

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this

Your posts helped me a lot, thanks greekanon. Still think i'm gonna do it though, sorry
I might try using the money to try out some new hobby in hopes to find anything fun or cool that might change my mind

listen man if your gonna be a tranny you might as well play vidya and watch anime

buy a drone and fly it over woods to see the trees

I do it cause it helps me reflect on my own life. If I say what I must do to others, I can find what I must do myself. It is all distraction after all but I want to find the positive ones, the ones that will make me feel good for the longest amount of time.
Altruism is also a thing I believe in. I must help someone in need because I wish they would help me when I am in need. Even if they don't help me though it is ok. By virtue of helping them I help myself, because the more people are alive the more society can advance faster. Every person is a ripple in the world, even if they wish they weren't. If they die the ripple doesn't disappear it keeps on moving forever affecting everything in each path, no matter how small the change. It is the butterfly effect across all of time. And if one more person is alive then he can make that much bigger of a ripple.
I know what you mean finanon. It isn't easy. to suddenly will yourself out of a situation like yours is...impossible even. But as a great man once said. Screw the impossible and kick logic to the curb!
If you must die, despite all, I want you to do it without a sliver of regret. Ok you can die now. But do it knowing for a FACT that you have no regrets left in life.

okay, this is epic

ikr

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hey do you have a telegram or any messaging app?

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thats one way to get skinwalkers

go to israel

Dunno. Why Americanon?

you seem like a really helpful person

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couldn't agree more. the Jerusalem walls are very high! gl user

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>I’m killing myself because I’m an ugly tranny
>also I’m donating all my money to a transgender rights org. before I sudoku

LMAO

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Build a giant concrete penis and crush you skull with it.

Hah thanks I guess, but I am not half the man I wish I was. I hope to get there, but my crippling addiction to the internet, depression due to that, and a good chunk of laziness prevent me from doing what I preach about. I have a steam account if you want to message me there... it is DrunkTigerGrill

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Before you off yourself....call out Jesus. Ask for mercy. But you must repent. Only way fag boy. Repent and change. Ask for change.

Sent :)

Also, fuck off with that tranny surgery meme. The depression doesnt go away after chopping your penis off. A huge amount of them regret the meme surgery. And a lot of them STILL commit suicide after (((becoming a woman))).

Gift shit to other anons

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>hesitation wounds
shit or get off the pot. trying moving to america and i promise you it will give you the gumption to kill yourself properly and immediately
it is best to just have suicide as your ace in the hole than to actually practice it

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>Red*it nr1: In this case a tranny, not an unusual sight. Sad cunt because "she" will never pass and regrets even trying to become a girl (as if it was ever doable). Now posting desperately for attention under the guise of "what can i do for fun before suicide XDDD??"

>Red*itor nr2: Seemingly understands nr1's situation and tries to be helpful with cookie cutter advice that revolves around "getting fit" and how to "get motivated". Self-help tier garbage.

shiiiiite board, this is literally red*it

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You seem to know something more than cookie cutter advice? Please lay down your knowledge oh wise one.
Because the way i see it, if I don't help noone does and I would rather help someone in apparent need than not. I don't care if he is a tranny or a hobo or a faggot, or even a sjw with colored hair that spouts nonsense. If I can change the way they look at thing even just a tiny bit then I can say I did a good thing. It is the right and just thing to help someone in need. And I do it as I said because i am altruistic and because it is self-reflecting for me. What did I do to help them? Maybe then i can help me.
Fuck man all I have is language. I can't go inside his brain and rearrange it to be healthy. I don't have money to be there for all the people that need help. I am not even aware of everyone that needs help. But when I can, i will help, because I wish someone would have done the same for me in the end.
You cynicism won't help you. It will only make you angry and bitter with a life of false justice, not unlike the SJW we make fun of. You don't know anything so you dismiss everything you don't understand with a random boogieman, like reddit. Read a book, learn that other people are just as important as you are, cast out your ego and you will be a better man. Excuses won't get that far, neither will the mindset of an outsider. be true instead and not an outsider but an frontiersman, one who moves the world forwards to the direction HE wants.
Just my 2 cents.

Seeking professional help to overcome your problems and finding a way to live a happy and fulfilling life

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If you are actually killing yourself right now, apologize to your family and friends. Let them know you just couldn't do it. With the money, you should absolutely have it donated to a suicide prevention fund. Don't let others do as you did. Its one good deed you could do. I'd prefer if you stayed alive though, only so many IP's left on this dying board, and it's sad to see a friend go out like this.

Actually pretty good advice. I believe that the only thing that has worth is happiness. Pursue it beyond all else