I have just woken up and now I'm eating french toast and drinking OJ. Thanks for reading my blog!

I have just woken up and now I'm eating french toast and drinking OJ. Thanks for reading my blog!

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good morning!

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my rabbi is SO silly...!
*mwah*

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How are you this morning suebi san?

I have just woken up and am now about to have breakfast too.

*mwah*

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it's mid day

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do you think this is the face of someone with responsibilities?
mhm

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nice trips miday uk

same bad day then i guess... hope you feel better later...

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but you're meant to wake up in the morning you're doing it wrong

tyty i worked very hard to get them

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no im fine

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spain doesnt work that way

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spain is dumb and ur dumb

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^_^ i'm sure you did!

mhm... sure you are...

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The sizequeen of bant

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dubs
trips

,
how is it going

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haha what is she doing

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good morning Suebi

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he's teaching that thot a lesson
how is it going?

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Aeiou suebi

Studying for my finals
I want to die
Le ruler vagina

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by measuring her tummy?

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back to studying

b-but you are on bant all day
hes pinching her cheek
äëïöü

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in this pic dumb spaniard

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I havent posted in like 2 hours
Now its lunchtime, gimme a break
Soon

pretty good today too, sipping a can of chai tea and having a snack. how are you today?

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>drinking tea
what a disappointment!
i've just woken up, studying finnish rn´, you dont have to work today right
if you want to get good grades you have to skip lunch
it turns you on right

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yeah sure

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Late good morning Suebi ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

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how is it going? i've just started watching the japanese moomin adaptation from the 90s
mhm...?

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It's going alright! Going to have to study for a math exam because I flunked one course, so doing this exam should compensate for it. It's really hard though, there's almost a thousand assignments just for practice, and I really don't wanna do them xd
>started watching the japanese moomin adaptation from the 90s
I hope you have fun with that! (*´▽`*)The japanese moomin are pretty much as good as the old finnish dub is, so I'm sure it'll be great!

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mmmm

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hmmm

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HMMMM

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H M M M M M

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i didnt choose it for a specific reason, i just typed "moomin anime online" and that was the first result. i'm trying to find more finnish popular cartoons
yeah i feel you, i remember having to memorize 132 pages for the "history of
portuguese speaking countries" subject exam
shouldnt you be studying as well

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ʰᵐᵐ

i am but i got bored

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It wouldn't suck nearly as much if it wasn't for the fact that I have other projects and shit that I'm supposed to do
Hmmm

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what i used to do when i felt like it was too much was studying specific subjects and then ignore the other ones and do them the next year
what are you studying?

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i-its only got 2% tea extract if that helps(´・ω・`)
oh nice! i was wondering how soon you would start. hows it going so far?
Nah, today is my last day and then I have the next 3 off. cant wait for that long sleep after enjoying my first morning off

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>do them the next year
I can technically do that. The ideal time for graduation would be this month but it can stretch to may at most I think.
So I could do the main course now and do the 'optional' stuff and the math stuff then

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The average time for my degree was 4 years, i was going to finish it in 5 but then i dropped out


The start is always easy so i cant really say anything about difficulty yet
The more tea you drink the more effeminate

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>double time dubs
i wish i could find the motivation you have in learning languages, i tried with japanese about a month ago but stopped after reading/writing the vowels.
Now that I think about it, this is the first tea-anything ive drank in months. i usually stick to sparking water or milk, with the cheeky soda on lunch.

Languages are the only thing im good at so thats what i study. Im a good for nothing at everytjing else. Motivation is always the hardest part specially if you are a neet. I can spend weeks without studying anything just because of my mood

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I guess that would explain too why I have a hard time trying to adopt new hobbies, it’s the lack of skill and an unwillingness to devote the time and effort required to learn it that’s stopping me. Maybe some of mine it tied to mood as well? I feel that problem runs deeper though

one of the reasons i dont get new hobbies is that i dont see value in almost anything so why bother

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o-oh, that was a little heavier than i was expecting. what do you think makes you feel this way?
a side of my problem is that most of my attempts turn into fleeting moments of inspiration, and i run out of motivation quickly if they begin to get too difficult, i.e. learning japanese.

idk involuntary nihilism is pretty fucked, i've always been like this tho, its was just in january this year when i started realizing it. there are like 2 o 3 things in life i think they have value and explain the meaning of life but they're out of my possibilities so...tche!

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i did some ˡᶦᵍʰᵗ exercising and i'm dying, really should work out more xd
The average for me is 3, might stretch to 4 unless I start doing stuff faster
that's a bit too relatable for me (´▽`)*゚*
there might be something that'll change your mind! ー( ´ ▽ ` )ノ ᵉᵛᵉnᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ

Nice. I just woke up after having a night shift.
I'm going to prepare some french toast with eggs and OJ too.
The weather is lovely and cozy for this mood.

idk, i expect the army to fill me, if it doesnt i can always end myself. im not even sure if ill be able to join since they make you a physical exam and there's no guarantee that i'll pass it, idk
the weather is really shitty here but its not going to stop me from going to drink some imported beer.

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but theyre out of your possibilities? so are you trying to work towards making them possible, or setting them as guiding stars for how you should go?
maybe this is the year of self-discovery for us? ever since I got this job in february, it has constantly been opening my eyes on everything I thought i knew, about how other people are and can be, and so so so much about myself and my demons.

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If you kill yourself you are going to hurt a lot of people, including me...

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The weather is not great here too, but I usually crave for toast and eggs when the weather is moody.

Later today I'm going out drinking with a girl I like. Wish me luck guys.

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Good Luck M88! You got the hard part out of the way, asking her, now you get to enjoy yourself, sit back and drink with a kawaii gril!

Be happy(^_^)

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Thanks buddy :)
I'm finally getting accepted in society guys. I'm so happy, from the point I started. I still hope I don't leave here, since you all are an amazing bunch.

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You can be social and still come here. I am happy for you.

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People like you (all) make me feel better on days like this. This board is honestly one of the best.
Love you guys.

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Yeah! Same!

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based netherlands friend

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yeah i know they are out of my possibilities but im putting effort towards making them possible because i dont lose anything for trying.
>year of self-discovery
pretty much, it caused me an existential crisis thats still there today
so you would like to see me alive and miserable instead of dead and happy? mhm!
normie! SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!

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you can do it user!
>i expect the army to fill me,
that might happen, it happened to my older brother!
>i can always end myself
please don't do that D:

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Yeah! mhm! absolutely, well rather alive and happy but a miserable suebi is so kawaii too!

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>just now realised the name was missing
xd

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Is there anything I can help with? Just moral support or someone to talk to. I'd gladly be of help.

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mielummin iloinen kuin onneton D:
this actually

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I wish you the best of luck with them then friend. I know i probably wont get to accomplish many of mine like I want to, but ive had to adjust them and something to look forward to is better than nothing!
im not sure if thats quite what id call what ive experienced or not, but the cumulative result has put me in a similiar spot. im doing really good this week thankfully, only after the days over do i realize how happy i am i didnt get hurt and stay pissed at work all day around my boss and friends.

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>mielummin iloinen kuin onneton
>I'm [rather] happy than miserable (not certain)
Aren't we all. We're here for you buddy.

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yeah your older brother is really lucky, if i had the possibility i would make military service mandatory in spain
i cant have everything i have to choose
i dont really like talking about my feelings so a comfy conversation is fine
i tend not to value what i have because im too concentrated in what i dont have

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>mielummin iloinen kuin onneton
Preferably happy, yes! I Love Suebi

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That's fine with me too. No need to talk about things you don't like. :)

Talking about military service, I have applied for the army about a year ago. It is not mandatory here, but I was really poor, and it pays well here. After completing the KCT (spec ops basically), I could continue to become a non-commissioned officer, but declined it.
So now I'm following a study for electrotechnical engineer for industrial buildings, and work night shifts at a postal sorting depot to make a living.

Thanks for reading my blog and experience.

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From what I know he didn't really know what to do, so becoming a corporal (i think) was the best thing that happened to him, so it might be the right thing for you! I wish you luck (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑
>You continue to try even when you fail
Unironically thisGlad to know life is going well for you anone, I hope your studies will go well too! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و

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>im too concentrated in what i dont have
sounds like the root of most of my problems too. i only really started to even discover how lucky i was to have my friends the way i do when i was so close to losing one that it still makes me nervous. i still fight my battles with it in a lot of other life aspects, but its just one of those things that you have to take in bits.

You *should continue to try even when you fail

Is what I meant, LoL

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How is thee faring in this day my beloved count cortez?

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The study is going so-so. I finished higher education before this. (in the NL, highschool is divided into classes of intelligence, see pic related. I finished vwo but went on to do mbo.)
Theoretical courses are relatively easy, but practical courses, what it is all about, is harder.
Still, I can cope and learn :)

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I'm leaving to cook some food, and after that I'll go on said date. Later guys.

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another reason is that theres nothing i really want to study
my real life friends never really cared about me in a deep way, sure, they like to hang out with me and we have fun and such, but they just want me to have fun, they dont care about my problems nor the problems of their other friends
the age limit is 31 so i'll try to join when my body is at its peak, from 25 on the body starts decaying and its unstoppable
*mwah*
g'night!

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Goodnight now Suebi, please take care!

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night night!

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i wish i could cook as much as i used to

I think I get it, I'm going to pursue higher education after going to the army myself.
But again, glad to see that you're doing well :D
Good luck! ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ
Oof, I can relate to that. But I believe that you'll find people who care more about you than just on the surface! Maybe you'll find a friend like that in the army :D

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yeah some people told me you establish pretty strong bonds in the army since you are an entire year with the same people, sleeping together and such

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bum

post it

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Seems like it yeah, going back to my older brother again, pretty sure most of his current circle of friends are his army buddies.
non

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oui oui

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you first
i don't know what to do rn, i want to go to the bar but its kinda early

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écoute ici ta petite merde
Is there anything else you could do?

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uhh...
i know what petite means...

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>écoute ici ta petite merde
>listen here you little shit

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Baguette oui oui

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yeah i could read play vidya and such but i dont feel like it

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thank you i speak french now

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diable
well then idk :( i'd usually say take a nap or something but you woke up like 5h ago so you're probably not sleepy
fantastique mon ami

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>diable
that's not at all what I meant to write but i'm too tired to correct myself xd

At the bar

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