/rtg/

Then move to another area.
You reminded me of a certain Swede that goes into happy day threads and announces sage.

Yes, and I meant local government.

Yeah, sage isn't hard to pick out..

i hate this board

The CIA imported a drug epidemic many times over that targeted the inner cities. Created both the modern prison population and epidemic is single mothers in those areas. Its a self perpetuating problem.. and all for a black budget off of the books..

Advice still stands.
Then leave.
And?

and whats going to stop me from coming back?

Why do you keep coming here?
Also are you that Swede that hate namefags?

Nothing.

I like a Slovakian girl and feel insecure about it. Here's a few conversations we've had while hugging goodnight:

Me: I really like you
Her: I don't see why though but thanks
Me: Do you feel similar?
Her: I don't know

Me: Pusa? (Kiss in Slovak)
Her: Sure
Me: Do you like them?
Her: Free kisses, can't complain
Me: That's not really one way or another tho
Her: But free kisses though

Me: What do you want to do for Valentines Day?
Her: *Shrugs*
Me: Maybe just go out and eat somewhere?
Her: okay

Also:
>Be me
> Sitting beside her watching a show with projector
> Tap my chest gesturing a cuddle
> She points at the projector as it would be in her way
> Move closer and lean my head so it wouldn't be
> No reaction

I feel like she definitely likes me because we have made plans but sometimes it feels like she's doing it out of pity or something.

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Probably waiting on you to put the effort into a plan or idea.

>Why do you keep coming here?
i dont even know
>Also are you that Swede that hate namefags?
maybe?

Yeah no, she's definitely not interested in you but won't say it outright, instead opting to drop hints and hope that you'll pick up on them.

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there are people that don't hate namefags?

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Just go to a different board and stop giving namefags attention, you ass.

that does indeed sound strange

Also pretty based.. never got used to that. They had to tell me.. in their own ways..

Why are you here then?

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what?

This is literally the only board that has it, apart from some moderators. There are others.

I have though. We're going to go out to a restaurant nearby since we have classes. The problem is that she gives me basically nothing to work with. We can chat quite a lot but when it comes to romantic stuff she just gives me okays, thank yous and yeses. She was even the one who taught me the word for kisses but did it to show me how to say it to her affectionately.

Then why cuddle so often, make me food and let me be the only one who gets to kiss her as well as saying yes to going out together. Her body language around me tells me she likes me like leaning her head into my chest, agreeing to go out together and kissing. I just want her to open up a bit more. I ask if she wants something before I do it every time and usually it's a yes unless she's busy.

Life hard grrrrrrrrr.!

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Based.

Hmmm. Really, the best person to consult about this is her.

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How does one even approach it? You've seen how much I just typed kek.

baffling

I'm not about to leave my favourite board just because some cancerous attention whores pretend like they own the place

Summarize your feeling or speak straight from the heart. Nobody can do this for you.

What said, really.

That's the Jow Forums spirit!

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She wants you to be more assertive, you sound very indecisive in that conversation. Be the man.

why?

It was hard for me to even just admit that I like her while hugging so I wasn't looking her in the eyes my dudes. I just hate feeling insecure about her. I don't want this to be out of pity or something but there's so many contradictions.

This could also help.

I've grown to like it here

We're both that way I reckon. It's part of what makes us click so well. I just want to be sure of how she feels. I don't want her to feel forced into anything as she has a history with controlling exes who put her down.

Are you being forced to do this?
You chose this just as you choose the future. Nobody can do this for you.

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me too but, why is that baffling

Welcome to the internet's insane asylum, next!

oh
I find it baffling that people don't hate namefags because most of them are extremely irritating and they desperately seek attention and recognition on an anonymous chinese fish breeding forum

No but after being abused since about 5 I find it hard to open up to people. She gives me confidence and I'm working on being able to open up more to her. I just want to know how she feels about me.

Talk to her then.
Tres important.

i haven't found a game i liked since bloodborne

they're all so shit

someone mentioned grim dawn and i didn't even last 2 minutes

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yes exactly

I just don't know what to say. Help me out, user.

Eh, Tres?

This.
Communication is key in every relationship, lest issues fester and grow until an explosion happens.
Also, what kind of abuse, and by who?

>We're both that way I reckon.
She is struggling to connect because of this. If you really like her you'll have to force yourself into being leading party in this relationship.
>It's part of what makes us click so well.
If that was true you wouldn't be here asking about it.
>I just want to be sure of how she feels.
She literally told you "I don't know", but she is staying with you hoping for a change. Basically she likes you for who you are but she also lacks something in you and can't straight up tell she likes you. She can't open up completely because she is afraid and insecure and you're not helping her by being insecure about it yourself.

I know, that's why I want her to talk to me but I don't want to force her into anything either.

Step father kinda. Basically being forced to work without pay before and after school. Also, referring to me as "useless" instead of my actual name. He would often manipulate me and my brothers into fighting then punish us for it. Even turned our mum against us a few times. It was also physical. I learned I was "to be seen and not heard" growing up.

Well, that's certainly bad, but it could've been worse for you and your brothers. Be thankful it wasn't.
>implying you weren't thankful.
See the Russian for good advice.

Alright, I'll try that. It's just really difficult. It feels like speeding or some shit.

It is part of why we click though, we understand how we feel easily and help each other make decisions we are struggling with because an outside perspective is easier to give than if you're related to the issue.

Honestly, that last part fits the bill perfectly. My issue with it though is what if me not being insecure like her makes me less attractive or feels fake to her?

When it was physical it often did get worse, have you ever been hit with a yard brush? That shit hurt. He basically bullied the hell out of us, me in particular because I was interested more in arts than physical labour. I've got a lot of shit in the past that kinda fucked me up as a person.

>Abusive parent(s)
I can't fix that.
The most I can do is offer you a rare hug meme.

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Yeah, I get that. I was making reference to [spoiler]sex abuse[/comeongookmoot,it'snothardtomakespoilersuniversal]
>inb4 that happened too

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Parent who abuse their children often hate themselves more.

My mum was just as abused as us if not more so. She often argued with him to the point of working away from the place for days on end. He flirted with other women in front of her and would call her uptight if she complained about him slapping other women's legs.I appreciate it though, user. You ni/b/bas are the best,

>Clown Pepe

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Yeah, I get that but it kinda did affect me sexually too. I'm pretty submissive. Basically, I'm a broken human.

All I've got is a hug, and a cute Chen.

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my current secondary job pays ok for what it is but i've automated nearly all of it so i have to act busy the entire time. they're always late paying me, and the employees and management treat me like i don't exist even though i have one of the most important technical jobs in the company. i've got a lot of job security in this, because if they fire me, then i take my software with me, in addition to the extremely specific skills i have. i've gone above and beyond my original position's duty, and they're doing their best to try and find a reason to fire me to cut costs. so far they've cut me off the wifi and passive-aggressively refused to give me the password again to see if i would illegally crack it. they've been putting in honeypots within the company software to see if i'd try something terrible like delete client records or something but i'm not falling for it.
if my supervisor is reading this, keep in mind that the clients have no idea that my job is doing what the company advertises as automation, and if i'm fired, the clients will know.

Wew, sounds like the fucked up workplace. I wonder if it's lawsuit-able.
Well, I can't help with that other than a cute Chen and a hug.
Thanks for getting this off your chest.

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Thanks user. I can always count on you /b/ois.

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Extreme hatred for white women who fuck with non-whites, I know nothing can stop them from breeding with shitskins, but I can't get it off my mind

Its never easy, take baby steps. Keep in mind she wants to feel secure and protected with you, not manipulated.

I know, I don't want to manipulate her either. I just want to know I can make her happy.

You can make her happy, but you need to find a way for it, and she expects you to do it on your own since she doesn't tell you when you straight up asked her.
> Sitting beside her watching a show with projector
> Tap my chest gesturing a cuddle
It might be too ripped out of context but this is honestly prime example of you doing it wrong, if you want to cuddle with your girl you don't motion her to do it, you just do it yourself. She is your girl already and even if you do realise this with your mind, subconciously you still think she isn't. Try to get past it somehow.

I summon another based advice giver! I'm out. Goodnight user's.

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I'm just not sure how to do it. I think she might be happy spending time with me but I just want to be sure.

I had just told her before that since she wants to take it slow I'd let her set the pace but I guess we are past that part so maybe your right. The context is we were sitting on my bed watching something as my roommates were working and one was watching with us from his bed.

Thanks for your contribution, user.

>and one was watching with us from his bed
she was just shy to do it around others then

This was just to lean on my shoulder instead of the wall. We've cuddled properly in front of this guy and the others. Neither of us were really that comfortable with it in front of others but slowly progressed together.

which is actually underlying trust issue
make her trust you more somehow

uh nevermind
could be a million reasons why she didn't do it, don't beat yourself up over it

You could still be right because this has all been since New Year. That's when we actually decided to try something.

Goodnight F

I shot a gypsy about 2 years ago out of panic and there’s still an ongoing investigation surrounding it.

>be american gypsy
>get shot

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A lot of kids at school are making fun of me saying I look like a boy (I'm a girl!). My friends say it's because of my hair but I like my hair short.

What should I do? All the teasing is getting to me.

She sounds like one of those chicks that are down with anything

i would need to see a pic before i could say theyre right or not desu. stay strong tho

stop lying for (you)s on Jow Forums

nobody's subscribing to my anime channel on youtube & that's bothering me a tiny bit.

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Boop

*Note, do not give out pictures of yourself on Jow Forums*

I discovered the girl that moved in next door was an illegal from the DR and I reported her to ICE.

I am so addicted to sodas that it is ridiculous. I quit smoking, easy, but getting off sodas feels impossible. I don't know what to do with the twitchy energy I get while my brain is screaming for that high dose of HFCS. It's so hot yet so cold, I am so uncomfortable, feel so sick and I know that just one little bottle, even half a bottle, would fix that. I don't have the will power to stay away.