How often do you think about suicide?

How often do you think about suicide?
And why?

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Always and never

idonunderstand..

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I never had any suicidal thoughts. I do, however, imagine on how I would do it and the affects of my close-ones. Everyone experience this once in their life's. And of course, I'll burn in Hell if I suicide so no.

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I'm pretty sure everyone has a lingering taste for suicide, like the voice at the back of your head telling you to jump when you stand at the edge of a cliff,

but I don't think I'd actually ever do it

>How often do you think about suicide?
never
>And why?
because im not a faggot

If you wouldn't seriously consider, why would you imagine the method?
Why not just imagine how your peeps would react if you'd just died? By, like, an accident or something.

Hmmm... nah.. not everyone.
What you're describing is a different phenomenon: the high place phenomenon
Very different from suicidal thoughts.

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Good on ya.
Living life to the fullest then?
Picking the diem, eh?

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>High place phenomenon
just looked into that, that's pretty cool how our own brains fake us out into not jumping

...

A lot, because I hate life.

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Thinking about different methods and how other people doing them seems unimaginable. Mostly its from dreaming.
>Why not just imagine how your peeps would react
As stated beforehand, my close-ones would react after my presence is no longer here. Once more, everyone experience it.

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totes.
So much subconscious processes going on we have no idea of

Why do you hate life?

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I dream about the beauty of exit bags and suicide coasters

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Not often, maybe daily, but generally either as something I almost came too. Occasionally I do think about doing it now. It seems so convenient, and I know there is nothing waiting for me on the other side, so if things get tough, why not? Though usually I then realize that if things get tough, why not do some dumb shit and die doing that instead, which seems like a lot more fun, fulfilling, and possibly helpful for others.

depends on the day of the week
usually i think about it while i'm doing homework which is a pretty dumb reason but after that i'm fine, i won't act on it though

I can imagine a suicide but not me doing it.

A Boeing jumbo jet could become a mass suicide though. It could.

Boeing = Boing

When I mastorbate too much to porn, which is often. And then I get depressed and I get this wierd feeling whenever I see an attractive woman I just want to shoot my brain

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It's shit.

>suicide coasters
Is that like a coaster where, if you put your glass on it, it poisons your drink?

Why do you doubt your own ability to get through tough times?
You've been through so much already.

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It sounds like you're experiencing a disproportional amount of stress from homework.
What's up with that?
Why do you feel that way?

Boing! Boing! Boing!

Do you understand what function porn has in your life?

What particular aspect is shit?

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I meant that roller coaster that immediately renders you unconscious before afflicting brain damage
(the coaster track's like a whole fucking lotta loops)

inflicting*
jfc my hands are typing the wrong kinda shit

Every time I go on Jow Forums

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i think just because it takes up a lot of time and there's a lot of things that i'm actually interested in that i would like to learn about but i can't because i have to spend the time learning about the chemical law of mass and stuff

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based

Sex id

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nice

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Everyday. Its comforting to work on roofs knowing I could jump at any time; I'd almost compare it to owning a pistol

i dont really care about anything

I know. It was bad joke.
A poisonous coaster sounds more fun

hi5!

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Oh
yah
Doing things you'd rather not do
That never stops
But suicidal thoughts seems a little extreme still

A prison becomes a home when you have the key

Now that doesn't sound like a fun life..

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I just do it when I'm bored, or when I'm exhausted from school. I'm not even horny when I do it, I just go on pornhub to see is there something new or interesting there... and after 30 min I start mastorbating because why not. I do it 3-5 times a day (not every day, once or twice a week) and after that I feel so shitty. The worse thing is the next day, when I need to go to school. In the bus and tram I see a look of beautiful women which gives me anxiety

btw, which exit bag flavor is better? nitrogen or helium? I find the other flavors too heavy/musky

its all about perception

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Almost every day because I hate myself for not doing things which could or can help me. Instead of this, I just sit at home and waste my time

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This is one
Another is people in general.

why don't you do the things that could help you then

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everyday, makes me feel in control of my life but id prolly never do it

What is it about seeing these women that makes you anxious?

Chocolate flavor

What's your perception?

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A shame you seemed an honest man
A lot of the time, yes, though I won’t do it.

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Because I just can't. I always postpone everything. I can't make myself do anythig.
Or maybe I just a little pussy which should really die but too scared to do this.

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No person can get the maximum out of their day.
It doesn't help to think about what you haven't done because that list is infinite.
Instead, look at the things you have done, keep track of them. Allow yourself to be proud of them.
Little by little you will feel more motivated to do more for yourself.
It's easy to lose track of all the good things you've done for yourself

I have a notebook where I keep track of all the good things I've done on a day, no matter how small.
At the very start it would even be so small as "today I smiled at someone".
The little things are worth appreciating too.

Have you met the right people?

Suicide makes you in control of your death.
Living makes you in control of your life.

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Help me understand, precious Lain?

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no user you can do it, you have a conscious human brane you can do the things you want to if you try hard enough. the only thing stopping you is yourself

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There are people I like and love, but I think that the negatives of this world far outweigh the positives.

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Thanks, user, for supporting. I really appreciate it. I think, I will make such notebook as you. Maybe it will help me
I completely agree with you, and I want to fight with myself (of course not by doing suicide)

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I would, but all the fears you own so dear will turn to whisper in your ear

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All day every day. It calms me down like nothing else.

Well, i dont know how to explain it, but it helps me take major decisions, cause in the back of my head I know that theres always a way out... if it makes sense??...

good luck, i hope you won the fight with yourself user!

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The idea of me wanting to be intimate with them, because I mastorbated too much the day before, I just don't want to come anymore

Thank you, I hope on this too

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I can take it, precious Lain.
I'll give them whispers a good whooping!

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Yah I understand.
I just don't think you need it.
Look at you now. You've come so far already, overcome so much.
That's the strength within you.
You don't need a way out because you have a way forward!

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Have you tried replacing your masturbatory habit with a different habit?

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Anytime I think about the future, uncertainty will one day be the death of me

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Every Monday to Saturday, on train, returning home from work.

Not really

never
suicide is a sin and a crime against the lord

eat a dick

That's also a sin

I used to think about it often. I got on some meds last year and haven't really had thoughts about it since. I feel pretty good these days.

You can but there is also another problem, I am falling I am fading...help me to breath

I am falling I am fading...help me to breath

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Every day. I've been an alcoholic neet for almost two and a half years with debilitating social anxiety and depression and the idea of getting a job seems too insurmountable and I'm too cowardly to take the steps I need to so I can get better. I don't know how much longer I'm gonna last.

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Everytime i fuck up any human interaction, even a weird hi can get me depressed and paranoid

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Have you worked before user? It's not that hard you just gotta search on internet and ask them for a place.
Am no alcoholic (though firmly go that direction ) simply because I drink only on Saturdays, as I'll feel like shit next morning and probably fuck up at work. I also run miles every day in work, so job kinda really forces me to do things I would never do otherwise.
Fighting social anxiety and depression all alone is pointless, but if you are like me and don't give a fuck about your psychy, just live with it. It bothers a lot but only if you try to communicate and achieve something, otherwise it's not a big deal IMHO. Good luck user.

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Ive never worked before. I'm 21 and at this point worry that employers wont want to hire me because of the unexplained gap in my employment history and lack of references. This extra sense of urgency only makes me more nervous about it but I will do my best. thanks user

am 23 now. Found my first job just a month ago. If you've never worked that just means that you are a blank paper people are interested what words can be written in it. Sure they may ask things like "why you didn't work before user?" and stuff. I suggest you saying the truth, i.e. never felt the need to do something but now I want to gain skills and experience. Don't demand money or better time schedules, not that you can do anything too important to have some interview ethics or know how to talk right and such. If you fail an interview attend another one, that's pretty normal. I had to have three before someone took me in, and I talk like a mambling Asperger.
Again, if you're alcoholism is because of not having any point at life, like music for me for instance, work may help you fix that a bit and drink only at day offs. Also your sleep will improve which I am somehow sure is fucked up beyond the limits.
idk user, sure it's late, but you can't start earlier than now, so just go. Not that you got anything better to lose amirite?