monday blog no.2
nap was 5 hours long but im still drinking
it just get worse and im so close to blow my brains out
Monday blog no.2
monday blog no.2
But what about work, user?
no work, just drinking so i dont feel so shit
if you stop drinking it might make you feel shit at first but if you persevere it will make you feel much better in the end
but my current situation forces me to drink
you would know that if you read my monday blog no.1
i read it but you're not forced to drink lad, that's what brought you into this whole situation
if you tell your mom you were drunk but quit drinking because you realize it's bad i'm sure she will accept your apology
if you apologize but continue to drink she probably won't accept it because she won't know that you learned from you rmistakes
I hope you feel better soon buddy.
that doesnt work in finland
if you are finnish adult male you need to drink and consider suicide in situations like this
my dad does it, my grandpa did it, my friends do it, etc.
wtf i always thought finland was a nice happy place
finland is happiest only because actually sad people are alcoholic and/or commit suicide
that's actually really sad
you should move somewhere else
that doesn't help because im still finnish
and i dont have a money to do so
wut so all finns just naturally require alcohol to live?
this is interesting.
you could try hopping on a train to travel like they do in the movies
Sell your rifle for more booze sadness.
Or, dremel the tip off of one of the bullets so it's half the weight and has a deep cavity in the middle.
Double the powder charge in the cartridge you load the said custom self-made bullet. Then think things through again.
I am the same as you. I have had a round of described kind in my drawer for three years now. It's comfortable to think it's there.
i wont sell my rifle in any situation
real life isnt a movie
ok just find some way to get out of that terrible place as soon as possible
maybe get a job to save up some money or something
whatever you do don't use that rifle for anything bad
maybe get a job
doesn't work in finland
what the fuck finland sounds like a living hell
just run in one direction for a while and eventually you will reach a different country
finland sounds like a living hell
welcome to the reality
run as fast as you can
i promise that when i get enough money (unless i blow my brains out)
you don't need money to run
but don't blow your brains out plz
Join the Russian army. You'll get to leave and someone will eventually blow your brains out for free.
you're in control.
So take your life and make something of it.
i dont want to make gay porn and being assraped
and i also fucking hate russians
Join then shoot you commanding officer
i dont think that non-citizen can join foreign army