What a wonderful life I've made for myself

What a wonderful life I've made for myself.
The cooler on my videocard broke and it's only the matter of time till it burns down and I have to switch to integrated one which I don't even know if it works at all.
And I don't have any money to buy even just a goddamn cooler, ffs, as I am a jobless NEET without almost ANY life experience who has been living off of relatives' help for almost 29 years and now, living alone, I don't have any money to afford even just a decent food.
Yeah, FINALLY trying to find a job but I'm still too scared to apply, still too afraid to change my life so drastically, as I don't even know what to do, what to expect. And I know I have to, but this is like a Sword of Damocles for me right now.
And now that my computer is essentially my whole life to me, my soul, and also the only source of what little income I have, if it breaks down, I'm done for. I'd have to seek for jobs around my place, and, while there are many places to go to, I don't even know if I'd even be able to be accepted. Guess I'll have to find out soon enough.
What a wonderful, wonderful life I've lead myself into. Life of absolute poverty, corrupted and degraded by laziness and fear of change and the unknown. Damn, if only I could return even just a few years back.

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join isis and kill am*rican dogs

and I thought I'm the biggest looser around
well, kys, lazy ass

IKTF bro

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Dab away ruskie

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Kept daping

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Just dab

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this is what being a weeb does to you

Dapping will help

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Daps are proven to help

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dapps are so 2018, get on with the times

That's the price of being a perma-neet. You'll have to kill yourself at 30yo

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Wrong nigger

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I don't know why your so drown ruskie, but daping helps a lot.

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Just dap

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You'll gain a iq of 200 if you dab

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Dab away ruskie

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Kept dabbing

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Just dab

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Well, I'm not so desperate as to kill myself, thank you.
Also, I'm not drinking or even smoking (in fact, I've only smoked 2 times and drank alcohol 3 times in my entire life, all of these being one-time occasions), so I think I have some opportunities and perspectives ahead.
It's just that it's considerably hard to basically turn the way of life that you've been living in for almost 30 years by 180 degrees in a matter of weeks.

Thanks for the dabs, by the way. Gave me a quick sad chuckle.

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its ok, just suck a dick or two and buy a new cooler

EH YA 5AWEL YASTAA 5555
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