I'm tired of living now, there is no God and no angels. I want to fuck everything up and then kill myself...

I'm tired of living now, there is no God and no angels. I want to fuck everything up and then kill myself. Preferably I'd love to hang myself at the gym, I would imagine it would be so funny to see all the thots there scream in horror, and I'd take pleasure knowing that I'd ruined their day and the fact that they'd be waking up crying after having nightmares about me for the rest of their lives. Difference is they'd probably have someone to comfort them, but not like me. Nobody has ever cared for me. My father was a psychopath and my mother never showed me any affection. She thought that buying me toys as a child was the best thing to do if I was ever feeling low.

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Is this thread a cry for help?

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>My father was a psychopath and my mother never showed me any affection.
That's rough. It sounds like you have a right to be sad. Have you considered therapy?

I'm not sure we have that here for anyone who wasn't molested or something.

What bothers you the most? Hopelessness?

I've had therapists all my life on and off. They're useless. I know there is something wrong with me but they've never given me a diagnosis.
There is fuck all so smile about. My therapist never even thought it was weird that I'd never even been in a relationship, even though I'm 27. I've never even had any friends. And my neighbours baby screams all night I just wish they'd smother the little shit with a pillow. I'm destined to die alone.

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Nevermind I thought you were OP

I told myself in the morning that you never break character.

And here you are broken like the rest of us.

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>I've never even had any friends.
>I'm destined to die alone.
I'm in the same boat. I keep alternating between having hope and just accepting my fate
>And my neighbours baby screams all night
Get a white noise app on your phone and see if that drowns out the noise

Livestream it.

Someone even said to me at work yesterday that they'd never seen me smile before. I want to just walk out of that shitty dead end job desu.

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Go shoot up a school

I'd rather shoot up a night club but I've got no gun.

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OP I hope you feel peace from within, for no one else can help you but yourself. Be safe.

I've got this muscle stimulator on max setting, it's like self harming myself, it really hurts but it helps the emotional pain.

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Just go back to bed and cry a little.

Its okay to cry.

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I can't cry...

You're just afraid to cry.

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Let me post what I have for breakfast. That's the sad thing, the gym and my diet are the only things in life that distract me from depression.

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You waited for love to find you.

But
You never tried finding love for yourself.

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How am I meant to find love on crappy dating apps?

Forgot pic

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just had porridge too, i do need to start adding something in it.

Almonds are the best :)

It's never too late. You will most definitely have to shamefully nut after three or four strokes in a prostitute a few times before you're sex ready, but if you look good then all you need to do is realize that women can't hurt you. The only reason you get hurt when a woman rejects you is because things didn't go as planned, and you took it to heart, which you shouldn't do. It's like if someone on the internet calls you a nigger faggot, you don't even know them so why are you taking their words to mean so much? That doesn't mean don't listen, If a woman clearly isn't interested or calls you a creep, just let it go and try to understand why, and remember it so you can refine your strategies. I assure you that there are plenty of women out there who would not only fuck you, but love you, and that plenty of those women would choose you over plenty of other men, all it takes is for you to approach them.

You don't dumbass.
You can't find love on dating apps.
I learned that after getting rejected by a 5/10 girl.


Try going to a pub.
Not when it's empty.

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Thanks but the worst part is I can't even get a shag, I don't know how to flirt with girls. It's more devastating because I'm actually Jow Forums and total strangers often tell me I'm very handsome, especially older women. It makes me feel worthless.
Girls look at me in the gym but I do fuck all to show I'm interested, I'm afraid of getting close to people.

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I tried that a few months ago, it was quiet and I couldn't have more than one drink as I was driving. Maybe I should just go and get shitfaced just for lulz.

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Boo hop, muh purrents nebbrr lobbed me.
All I had wuz muh unlimited internet, comfy house, good clothes, nice toys, and food on the table every day of the week.

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I'll try those out, thanks mate.

You gotta go when there is a good amount of people.
What about the gym you like on the gym?
Have you seen her around?
If you're going to jump off a roof like the other Karen might as well ask her out.

This.
Some people just don't know how much they have.

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This, dating apps are flawed by nature. They offer a wider selection to average girls than they are ever likely to get. Mr. Beautiful is hitting up 11/10s, but the 3/10s see him there and wrongly assume that they can get him, so anything lower is automatically discarded in their minds.
Never mind that half of them are fat old balding guys who use a picture from 20 years ago or a screenshot from TOWIE, the seed is already planted in the heads of girls who go there.

Go back to tumblr, "KAREN", you weak willed attenshone whore. You landwhale congestion of public space, you infringer of personal periphery, you invader of nostrils with your meat flaps soaking up sweat for hours on end. I'd ask you to neck yourself today, but you'd probably snap the rope under your ginormous sea cow edifice.

Apparently you should only have 24 per day as they're high in calories. I have 12 on my porridge and 12 in the evening as a little snack. They're full of vitamin E, very good for your brain. Some people recommend soacking them in a cup of water over night and put them in the fridge. Apparently you digest more of the nutrition this way, but they lose all their flavour this way and don't taste as nice.
I never see her anymore because I'm forced to work nights in my job atm because we're short staffed.

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Try finding her on your day off.


Did you see what someone did for you?

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I'm in a better mood now, thanks for talking to me.

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That's good.

Here someone drew me.

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Oh damn thanks for telling me, i would have probably had a dozen more than i was supposed to

Post little feet

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You're such a slut

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Yeah but at least I'm your slut.

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You're a way bigger slut to Forest.

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Come to the gym with me, pretty please

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I lifted some dumbells yesterday.


My biceps hurt today.

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You need a muscle stimulator, they're only £23
Also do some sit ups for a nice tum tum and squats for a nice bum bum

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sorry for the late reply
You don't need to flirt, if a woman flirts with you that's a sign that she's interested, and is expecting you to make the first move. As far as actually approaching women I can't give you a direct answer on how to do that other than "just bee chill", because frankly I haven't thought about it. Try watching this video:youtube.com/watch?v=XsZHiLgwquY, he explains things way better than I ever could and has tons of other videos on dating. As far as being afraid to get close to people, you just have to accept that some things don't work out and move on. I know the feeling of wanting to just get a gf and be done with it, but it's important to realize that failed relationships likely would have failed no matter what, you two weren't meant for each other, just move on and try again.

I'll try.


That's if I don't give up.

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karen i asked for you to be featured on the Jow Forumsball thing. you're next to hanner in the bottom left!

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Can I ask you something?
Are you really gay or just lonely?

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both, tho i prefer girls

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The Irish boy always denies he's a bit gai though lol. He clearly is a bit

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Give me proof that I'm gei.

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You're a bit of a sissy :p in fact you're way more effeminate than Forest, Forest is into keeping fit and does martial arts. You sit around watching girly anime movies and don't like anything dark, you're easily scared like a girl. :)

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I am into keeping fit but my situation ain't good.
I watch manly anime made for men.


Yes I don't like dark. I like sadness.

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You're too cute to be straight

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>You're too cute to be straight
Nothing gay with that.

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Remember that time when you fapped to me

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Wait. That wasn't me......


That was like 2 months ago........

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It's okai user, I was flattered desu.

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I was getting off of hardcore drugs during that time.

I'm still slutty but not as much.

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What drugs?

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>kill myself
>namefag
please do, disgusting attention whore

I did some mdma and it fucked up my head really really bad.
Took me 1 month to recover.
Im happy that the side effects are gone.


Never again will I be saying yes to free drugs.

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