you know i'm actually cured of alcoholism there were times when i got close, but at the back of my mind it was always there as an option or emergency exit.
last time was so unimaginably bad, and i got so sick, and i was so afraid of what i'd lost that it just left my body. like some kind of epiphany.
even in rehab talking to my now homeless abo friend (he walked out and right into a bottle shop), we'd talk about how we'd like to still try it. just not as much but still maybe 'drinks with mates'.
i've honestly never actually felt like this. like the concept itself has been sucked out of my head. maybe that last one week blow out was the thing that finally cured me. i'm very confused but everything feels different now. maybe whatever unconscious feelings about it all clicked.
Hey I’m glad to hear it’s all gone so well sober aussie! You’re 5 months sober now yeah? I hope you really do stick with it for the rest of your life, you deserve it man. This, it fucking sucks
Connor Richardson
Good for you, fren. If you do actually keep it up, don't be that asshole who starts to act like he's better than everybody. Nobody likes a pompous asshole.
Another story ark of r/banter is complete. I wonder what will happen with the Yonkers ark next
Christopher Rivera
sorry i was a bit drugged up i didn't explain too well i had a 8(?) month sober streak then about 2 weeks ago i just had a 1 week 9 vodka bottle blow out. only just feeling better from it now
that sure was bad though i noticed all the old symptoms pop up again and just dreaded what was going to happen.
are you having a little more luck friend? i think the secret now is that we just outlive it and one day it'll click and you won't know why. it takes a lot of preliminary work though and a dozen tries beforehand
those were liter bottles too i just lay in bed unmoving pretty much except to type
Jaxon Butler
Ah my apologies for not understanding man. At least now your body knows that is bad for you and you should try to avoid it. I wish there was more that I could say beyond “good luck man.” >are you having a little more luck friend? No not really, but I dont want to attention-whore on Jow Forums right now. It just doesn’t feel right for me.
Brody Gomez
holy shit how the fuck did you live through that
Aiden Green
but i remember it all, i mean what i said take the best care of yourself you'll make it. a lapse isn't a failure it is literally part of getting better
also remember the vitamin b and water. not blogging but basically you sip it, pass out, sip it, pass out, sip it, sleep, sip some more. nobody should slam the stuff that WOULD kill you.
Dominic Johnson
(well, more of a swig)
Nathaniel Cooper
my alcoholic uncle has pancreatitis and alcohol induced dementia lucky you stopped before things really started going downhill
Noah Collins
(also yes you do get up to like, use the bathroom or sometimes do something or even eat if you felt like it that day)
