My life is totally empty

Dont suicide.

You need a drastic change of perspective, I would say meditation but I dont think you would actually do that.

Try hallucinogens combined with meditation, reset your mind and stop stressing out over that kind of shit

>dont worry about it bro! just take drugs and give up!
I used to smoke pot and it only ended up giving me a fucked attention span and a weak memory. I don't trust this advice.

Oh lol. youre fine. Have you talked to a college advisor or counselor about help with the forms? Whats the problem there?

If you dont go to college, any job is better than no job. $11 hour is not great but youll have a lot of pocket change and a real job on youre resumé.

Well, try meditation or something and weed isnt truly a hallucinogen, it's nowhere near powerful enough to drastically alter you perception of life. These changes in perception dont go away, once you see something in an entirely new light you cant unsee it. If you dont want to, dont drugs. Only a suggestion

I haven't bothered talking to a college person because it seems pointless. I feel like they'll just tell me to fuck off and come back with my parents info. I'm not great with people, they say I'm scary. As far as the job goes, I don't have any interests to spend money on. I like getting drunk but I cant buy alcohol yet. I pirate all my music and I don't have any real hobbies.
You're right I guess. I feel like Im kinda mentally weakened and a hallucinogen would just make things rougher on me. Maybe meditation would help. I've tried quitting Jow Forums posting here is basically all I do and it's not really a good thing in my eyes but I uninstalled clover yesterday and I just had nothing at all to do. I kept myself occupied for a few hours reading internet articles but only ended up coming back.

College advisors are like car salesmen, they want to help you get in. Its all about the $$$ so dont worry about looking dumb to them unless its a good school.
If youre socially retarded a retail job would be great opportunity to work on your people skills, even better if youre manager is a dick.
With your own money you could save it or buy frivolous. A coffee, new shoes, the lunch during your lunch break at your new job. Use it to pay for a gym membership. You could even spend it on thots once you overcome your social anxiety.

i guess im a lazy piece of shit because none of that sounds like its worth giving up all my free time to a job. i had sex and it was alright but definitely not worth dating.

Ok op what do you want youre free time to be filled with then? It sounded like you were unsatisfied with your prospects.

thats what im saying man. i guess im too into ideals. life doesnt hold up to the movies. nothing in real life motivates or excites me.

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