OHHHH FUUUUUUUUCK
IT WASNT HOT IT WASNT HOT
I'm 23 and a virgin and I thought being with a cute 18 year old twink would be hot but from the second I saw him and knew it was real and not a fantasy i was grossed out. FUUUUCK i don't understand. He's really cute and we cuddled and kissed but it felt so awkward for me. I've only ever fapped to porn and it's usually gfur and shota so him being fucking real and 3D was jarring and unexpected even though it is logically obvious he would be. Oh god I think I'm going to be alone forever and be unable to ever enjoy sex even if I get it. We could have had sex and everything because I knew he wanted to and I had even brought lube but I knew when I met him I wouldn't want to. That id be repulsed. Maybe porn ruined me. OH FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ISVDIANAOSIDODNDLSK
OHHHH FUUUUUUUUCK
relax okay?
kek my first sexual experience was based as fuck because i'm not a degenerate gay hooking up with randos from the internet.
Reads just like that tranny fucker
How can I possibly relax when I just found out that being sexual or romantic around real life people grosses me out even if he is cute? I'm fucked. My life is fucking fucked
it might just be nerves.
you're just not used to it, try again with some alcohol
I think I'll try again with a different boy but I'll need to bring alcohol and get drunk to do anything or enjoy it
Dear god calm down.
Its some random thing you associate with fantasies or wanted to try out and it didn't work perfectly.
I don't live inside your head and can't suggest your best happiness but for the love of god just let whatever you want happen naturally.
This is like the equivalent of it not working out immediately with a stripper or something.
I just mean.. your problem is pretty rareified but also pretty normal.
Something was not exactly as expected or not perfectly what you want????? really???
Well that is okay. Just take it one step at a time.
I don't know man I just don't know. I knew exactly what he looked like from his pics they weren't like exaggeratedly good or anything but I just couldn't fucking get into it once I saw him and things were real. I've literally been fapping to porn for nearly 5 years and it's mostly been 2D so idk maybe if I just take a long break from it I'll be into him and into real life attraction I just don't know
Maybe you are actually straight and you only like gay stuff when it's in porn
I have been into boys exclusively since I was about 10 years old. I have absolutely never been even a little attracted to girls aside from maybe some ponies from mlp or Dot from animaniacs.
Pretty gay lad
you're just an abherration, just kill yourself already
Don't fucking watch anime you retard. It's trash anyway. Think about sex realistically all the time. The smell, the look, the feel and the sound.
>ponies from mlp or Dot from animaniacs.
Nevermid you fucking nigger kill yourself
It's almost as if porn isn't a realist depiction of reality.
Jesus
>he fucking fell for a meme
OH NO NO NO NO
Just tell him you were scared and ask to take things, he’d probably understand
You don’t have to have sex right away, start with just kissing and making out and progress as you get more comfortable
*ask to take things slowly
man's not hot *dabs*
>Gfur
Also, stop jerking off to all non-human non-3D porn.
amerigays lol
Nice reddit spacing
Stop meming yourself into being gay
sad
El estado absoluto
So you dont like girls or men? Wtf are you atracted to?
kys cheating mutt
Based
elmao fags are worse than women
lol gay