This is it

This is it...
>when I was young I dated this beautiful girl. She loved me so much and loved so many things that other girls find weebish or for autists. We were young and in love
>I messed it up. She broke up with me
>I try to get her back but I broke her heart
>years later she gets a bf
>I become obsessed with getting her back.
>She falls in love with him
>I then come up with the idea that maybe if I make it she will love me
>Become obsessed with making money
>ff 2017
>find out about crypto
>I think this is it. I will finally make it.
>It crashes and I lose everything
>Got locked up in a mental health clinic for a month because I started doing morphine and I had a psychotic breakdown
>I come out and it has bled even more
>Years of hard work wasted in a couple months
>I will never be with her
>I wasted the best years of my life working for it all to be taken from me.
>Life is a huge joke
>She was the only person that ever made me feel happy, the only person who wouldn't make fun of me and who actually gave me a chance. The only person who loved me for who I was.
>Everything's gone now.
>I love the feeling of sleep. Because when I wake up every morning reality slaps me in my fucking face all at once. All the anxiety and depression wakes me up like a cup of coffee.
I'm ready to go back into the eternal void. I don't want to feel anything anymore.

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Did you atleast FUCK her?

Hang in there user, we will all make it some day.
Remember that any day above ground is a good day.

>>I love the feeling of sleep. Because when I wake up every morning reality slaps me in my fucking face all at once. All the anxiety and depression wakes me up like a cup of coffee.

I hear you bro, every morning I wake up and I realize I didn't die in my sleep I bawl my eyes out.

Odds are the bitch would have run of with your best friend at a later point anyway.

Maybe. Idk. People don't really talk about the toll bitcoin has taken on most of our mental and physical health. My asthma came back this year after 15 years, been taking pain killers , stopped going to the gym and I've been stress eating this year and have gone from 150 lbs to 185 in this short period of time. Looks like I did make some gains after all.

eh whatever man leanr to use magick or something and stop being a beta oneitis bitch, i have had LTR's that didn't work out with once in a lifetime women and guess what life goes on bitch deal with it you will get old and die so do something about it or honestly kill yourself

>have gone 150 lbs to 185 in this short period of time. Looks like I did make some gains after all.
Ha. I made myself kek.

Listen you little shit if you're complaining about crypto going down to 5 fucking thousand per coin then you obviously got in when it was red fucking hot.

The world hasn't caught up to the technology and integrating blockchain tech isn't going to happen over night. Sit the fuck down and read a book bitch this is gana take a while.

Get help if you're seriously thinking about ending it. There are millions of girls in this world.

Post a non temporary email (just make a fake one on gmail) I have an in with a project coming up and I have the opportunity to get a few people in the pre-pre-ico you don’t have to trust me or anything but I will explain what it is when the time comes. Even if you think i am a scam artist or whatever just do it user. I can’t give anymore information at this time but it is at the very least a 10x

If I try to get help. They'll just lock me in that mental hospital place again. I don't want to go back there. That place made me almost completely lose my mind.

You got friendzoned ang got rekt in crypto and that's you why you want kill yourself, because you a quitter, a weakling "man". No wonder she dumbed your beta ass, getting emotional over a axe wound roastie, pathetic.

life is hell as fuck, aspies live in hell fuck crypto

Crypto trading should've taught you that hodling is a meme. You want to get rid of an asset when it's at its peak because a depreciating assests value is only going to go down. She is gonna age like milk soon, you dodged a bad investment, congrats. Her best years are behind her like her bf when he slams her doggy.

pics?

you should try to learn to accept you have ZERO control over this world. a fire could take your house, banksters can refuse giving back your money(bail-in), even if you had a gf/wife/kids, or whatever kind of relationship you think you want, ANYONE CAN DIE AT ANY MOMENT

you should understand these things are not up to you. the only thing you control is yourself, and if you dedicate your mental faculties to yield this control, none of the other stuff even matters.

Yeah. The only thing that sometimes makes me feel better is him knowing that I was her first and there's nothing he can do about it.

>Crypto trading should've taught you that hodling is a meme

Everytime I had sold a coin, it would go up. Crypto trading only taught me to HODL no matter what, and it was fatal.

Here: [email protected] . I have almost nothing left to lose. If you con me idc because I won't feel a thing at this point

Listen, you got her best years, you should be happy about that, but instead you sulk thinking that if you get her back your life will be good again, but it won't. You can't go back in time and it wouldn't be the same if you got back with her now anyways. If it's been years since you've been with her then you don't even really love her anymore anyways. You just want to relive the past because you associate it with happiness. I'm a bit older and I remember being absolutely in love with my first gf. When we broke up I felt actual pain in my chest as if my soul was being eaten. For years I pined after her thinking that I lost my chance at happiness, that no one understood my pain. I knew she wasn't the prettiest or the smartest, but she was perfect to me. I lost touch with her and she hit me up on Facebook many years later. She got married, had a kid and became an absolute hamplanet. I laugh my ass off when I think about it. Hang in there and you'll be ok. Your life is the only thing you should always hodl onto no matter what, user.

Ok keep access to that account I’ll email you later, I have no interest in conning you btw

I know. I dread waking up. Sleep is so peaceful. I even sometimes have dreams where I am in some cool futuristic world, or a dream where I made it with my family traveling the world, or of me in exploring some unknown planet. My dreams are always so happy and at least I'm thankful that at least I'm happy in my dreams, because the real world is so shitty.

>>find out about crypto
>>I think this is it. I will finally make it.
>>It crashes and I lose everything

Do you people actually do this? Like, put all your money in crypto?

I know all of this is true. And I know for a fact that white women age way faster than men. I know I've been living in the past and wanting to relive that time with her. And I know it won't be the same. I know I've just been delusional and I don't really love her but the idea of being with her. But each day that goes by I feel worse and worse the feels pile up more and more each day. These months have felt like a fucking eternity. It feels like I've been living a lifetime in this never ending hell. I can't even take my anger out at anyone at this point because all that's happened has been my own fault.

Shut the fuck up faggot, no need to kick someone who is on the ground

Yeah. Poorfags like me who are desperate go all in because there's literally no other way to make it out of this system that the wealthy have created.

Look at this nigga rainbow knighting a literal pussy. Lmao. You dickless faggots need to get a grip, crying about shit and getting sentimental when the market is shitting itself. Fucking babies, if people want to kill themselves they should do it, instead of whining and begging for attention like a teenage girl. Fucking normie faggots.

This shit was unironically inspiring. Not all heroes wear capes and you definitely proved that

You said you had weeb hobbies, right. Well, you need to stop putting your energy into thinking about her start putting it towards those hobbies. You need to find joy again in simple things. Put yourself out there and meet some new people who share those hobbies. Clean yourself up psychically and maybe the emotional, mental side will follow. You'll meet another girl down the road and you'll want to be the best version of yourself when you do.

So edgy
>Look at this nigga
Look at this fat american trash. I'm whiter than you can ever dream to be you stupid mutt
only a loser would go on attacking someone like op

Cool you’re an edgy subhuman psychopath who doesn’t understand how emotions work. We really need to expunge shitters like you from society, fucking parasites.

Not all of us are fat worthless retards like that guy, just saying

>Not all of us are fat worthless retards like that guy, just saying
Yeah I know, many of you are really nice and normal bmi

>we need to get rid of this toxicity in our board guys
McFucking kill yourselves my dudes.

This board actually used to have much less pajeets and edgy faggot teenagers a year ago, when we actually made money

>this thread
>again

>This board used to be dead with people shilling penny stocks and calling anyone you didn't like a jew
All that has changed is the topic to crypto and the insult to boomer. That and threads don't last 5 days.

Actually there are billions

You both need fuck off back to r*ddit. There you can you share your favorite tampons, and baseddrinks. Whine and cry why things are going down the sink, but not in here.

Whine and cry? I'm out of the market a long time ago and kept 40x my initial investment. You seem to be holding some heavy bags on the other hand

[email protected] .., please, I need this