Depression

I'm feeling down
Everything is awful.
I'll never find a companion.
I have no future.
I'm so sad.

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It's ok Brazil. We all kind of feel sad. That's why it's also easy to feel kind of happy.

If you want to feel better, you need to WANT to feel better. You need to work on something that will help you on mid or long term. Go for a walk, read a few pages from a book, then file some documents.
I recommend cleaning your room/house, we are easily affected by our environment.

What is exactly the reason you feel sad for?

fuck me too I am depressed what a stupid life I hate everything

don't worry, you can always be happier knowing you were not born in Canada

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>What is exactly the reason you feel sad for?
I'm depressed because I don't think I have a future.
I am 23 years old. Virgin.
Kissed one person one time back when I was 14.
Haven't finished high school
I have shitty social skills
I'm fat
I'm a NEET
It feels really fucking bad, dude.
All of the folks I knew back from high school are working right now, and have graduated from university.
And I'm here, sulking. Being useless.
I also want to have a partner, but in my situation, it is almost impossible. Fuck

I wish I was canadian. I like the cold.

All of those you listed are me too except I'm a skeleton. Same age and even same first and only kiss at 14. The only reason I persist in life is because people would suffer if I died, though my lazy shit lifestyle already brings a decent amount of burden on others as it is.

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>I like cold
extremely easy to say from someone who does not experience it
wanting to live here is like saying you want to live in Russia, but at least that nation is quote unique and has some very nice parts
I don't think there is really any reason anyone would want to live here. its not a developed country

I'm only alive because I don't have the courage to kill myself.


Don't worry, canadian.
You don't have to try to convince me not to move to Canada. I won't do it,

I receive therapy for depression, used to be much more bleak than now. I've had two suicide attemps, one of which has left a permanent mark on my health. However I did my best, I lost weight due to diet, I re-lit my love for hobbies and did my best to forget the hurtful things, or come to terms with them. It's not easy to just say "yeah lol do ur best ^_^", since the road is hard. I still self cut for example, eventhough therapist obviously said to stop.
However, no matter how bad it gets, think about the possibilities of how good it can be. You'll need to leave your shell however, and meet people. I met my best friend and crush on an mmorpg game, now we live in the same city and share a friend group, eventhough the chapter between us as a pair is closed. Just do your best. Also, although its taboo on Jow Forums, you can add me on some social thingy or whatever, like skype - in case you ever feel completely and utterly hopeless.

I'm not trying to convince, just saying my personal experience
living here is quite bad imo

Desu listen to that favela funk music and work out, a broken man has to rebuild himself. Come over to Jow Forums some time if you're ready for it. You can whine and cry all day but the first step to improvement is by wanting to improve yourself. You don't even need weights or a gym, start off with a good diet (it's cheap) and some cardio or rope skipping if you're not confident enough yet to go outside.
You got this João, I've been down the spiral aswell and got out of it. It's the worst feeling ever and the only way out is killing yourself or actually improve yourself as a better man

Funny you should say that, I'm also a 23 yo virgin.
You need to realize that not all your issues are here forever. We are still young, and still in a position to change.

I think that the feeling of uselessness is the worst personally. I feel that too. The great thing with that is that the more you will work to better yourself, the better you will feel, it's a virtuous circle.

First of all, work on yourself.
-Lose weight by eating healthy and doing exercise. (Jow Forums and google will have better advice than me)
-Define your competences, and with that knowledge, pinpoint possible job opportunities and career paths. Think about what you want to do in life and work towards it. And right now, just get an entry level job, anything, just to get you motivated and a bit richer.
The feeling of uselssness will slowly recede.

Hey, thanks for the information, dude.
I also receive therapy for depression.
Tried a bunch of meds. They help, but not for long.
Also, I know this is very personal, but would you mind telling me what happened to you? The permanent mark on your health, I mean.
I have also tried suicide a couple of times.
The most serious one landed me in a hospital.
I stayed their for 37 days and had to do a tracheostomy.
Now I have a nasty scar on my neck. It's disgusting.

Can't be worse than living in this godforsaken country.

A couple of months ago I was on a diet, one of those low carb keto fad diets.
I started weighting 110kg. Lost 18 kg. I was really happy about it, but for some reason I quit the diet and regained the weight :/

I use to want to be a chemist. Work in a lab, figuring shit out.
Also, I'd love to get a job, but I'm not really good at anything.
I have never had a job before.

there are nice parts of your country that I would rather much be living in than the part of my country that I am currently living in
its ultimately up to you to move to those good parts

Good parts? Like what

Why worry then?

southern parts near coastline like Sao Paulo

Respiratory complications and damaged neck tissue. I can't bend my neck in a certain way. It doesn't hurt, just can't do it. Didn't need to stay in hospital for 37 days though, that sounds harsh.

Oh, I see.
I'm sorry if I keep pressing on this, but did you try to cut your jugular vein?
Because I've been considering this method.

lmao just look at what you posted dude
get a grip dumbass
hit the weights
take a shower
go outside
get a clue

It's fine.
But no, unsuccesful hanging. First one no damage due to the self made rope loosening in thee middle, second one was the damaging one. Rope also loosened even after fixing it but drop was worse.

Can I ask if you have friends? I dont mean colleagues and stuff, but genuine friends you hold close?

That's harsh. Sorry to hear that.
And no, I don't have any friends.

I see. Do you play games? Although some people may disagree, finding friendship online is just as viable of a social interaction as meeting friends online. These days plenty of more introverted people substitute face to face interaction with guild meetings, etc etc. It could also help you get less socially awkward, since you'll be interacting with people. It's just an idea.

I do, yes. Monster Hunter World.