How do I stop wanting to BE the gf?

thank god there are other high IQ individuals on this board
like imagine choosing between
>want to be a female
>get your dick sliced open
>get pumped full of hormones
>process takes like two years to not look disgusting
>EVERYONE KNOWS WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU ARE
>remember that ugly male turns into ugly female
>only ugly weirdos want to fuck you
>still virgin because you have high standards
>commit sui
OR
>want to be female
>take a sex changing pill/use shapeshifting powers to turn into 10/10 female
>walk outside in full slutwear
>have randos strip you and fuck you in public
>walk home completely nude and covered in cum
>take a shower
>make money masturbating on webcam
>take sex changing pill/use shapeshifting powers to turn back into yourself
>you remain anonymous
>go to sleep happily content since you are not gay and going to hell
hmmm

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Thirded desu. Actual porn with trannies makes me sick, as does gay porn. However, when I stumble across some erotica centred around a magical transformation from male to female, or at least a highly convincing forced feminisation where nobody can tell the difference, then it makes my dick diamonds and I become attracted to having sex with men (but only if I'm picturing myself as the biological girl). VERY strange fetish desu, think we're a bit fucked in the head

no
ok yea maybe lol

Thats just your homo preference
Same shit people playing rpgs with a girl character say.

With a horse dick.

Visit some good psychologist

you'd be an old man with a wig that everyone will laugh at
get your facts straight

Realize that you will end up looking like this

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