I actually tried to kill myself last night lmoa

Hello lad what is the problem pls share

I tried to kill myself a month ago. Gonna try again soon with a gun this time. Things don't get better, hope your pain doesn't last too long.

Why don't you do some crazy shit before that? I'd take the oportunity and go to India for a year or some shit before killing myself

>not dying a thausend deaths every second
Get on my level goy

If you tried to kill yourself you'd be dead you attention seeking faggot.

>dude just travel and do crazy shit

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I'm 27, i traveled from 19-25 and have done enough stupid shit to last 10 lifetimes. I just want the ride to be over now.

Oh NONONONONONONO

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I tried to kill myself 3 months ago, I was interned in a psychiatric hospital for 1 month. I feel great now and not suicidal at all.

Are you still there lad? Why aren't you responding? :\

For the first time today i had the thought of killing my mother and running away with her money.
Given that i previously justified not killing myself because of her this scared me a lot and now i think i should really kill myself before i become any worse.

did you fall for the MtF meme? we warned you

just sleep in a car with running ac. no mess, your body is still perfect and you don't feel anything.

I do hope you made a real, concentrated effort to do everything you wanted to do in life, even things you thought might just be nice. The older I get the more I really enjoy and appreciate the little things in life so I hope you've tried to enjoy them too. I won't lie and say things get better (they don't, for the most part) so I won't try to talk you out of it but I would encourage you to delay it if you can.

Same applies to Mexican OP, sorry things are going badly for you, amigo.

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>just sleep in a car with running ac
???

I tried doing it with carbon monoxide poisoning a few years ago, I woke up a few hours later with shit and piss all over me. I was also lucky to not get brain damage.

Doesn't work anymore because of emission regulations, the car needs to be very old

We got a suicide expert here

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This, and apparently helium tanks are no good anymore either.

i don't get it, what's the joke?

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I had just said that I tried suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning I researched everything I could before trying, and cars were out of question. I settled with formic acid + sulfuric acid reaction (generates CO), but it didn't quite work. Maybe because the chemicals weren't concentrarem enough.

See:

now I understand.

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I need a car to go to the woods. The courage to buy the rope is hard too, might get on the internet.

Need a job to buy a car first.

No tall buildings around you?

Impossible to get inside without being an owner of apartment.

I literally lived my dream in full. Obviously i fucked it up in the end, that would be my only regret if i died now.

but why

You can't do anything right in your worthless shit life, you dumb fucking cunt.

that's the worst way to kys, at least do something relatively unlikely to make you end up in agony for hours and/or waking up in a hospital as a cripple

I could blog all night bruh. Tldr would be got ptsd when young and basically miserable my whole life. Pretty much wandered around from place to place living a charmed life somehow, while hating myself. I could have gone on like that but some other shit happened that made me not want to live anymore.

If you jump from something high enough it's instant death, though admittedly falling down would be horrible.

Sorry to hear that, friend.

not necessairly actually, even terminal velocity has a decent chance to not kill you or even knock you out instantly, so it doesn't matter how high the jump is you could jump out of a high altitude plane and it would be the same

holy kek

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Drop hanging is the most surefire way to go. Don't use a gun, someone has to clean that up and it's not a sure kill. I tried a heroin overdose, but i did it in my car since i didn't want to be at home, someone found me and gave me narcan. Apparently they only saw me because i had opened the door before i was completely out.

how about removing the filter? just right under that exhaust? inhaling the burning charcoal works too.

How did the heroin feel, if you remember? You should have gone to a hotel room but that seems like a pretty good way to go.

I've done opiates on and off for years. Honestly after the initial rush it doesn't even feel good anymore, it just feels worse not to do it.
Like when i fell in love with it it felt like a full body shivering orgasm and then being swaddled in a warm blanket where nothing could hurt you. I miss that feeling, but I know that'll never come back.

savage

Most common methods of suicide have poor success rates. The risk of surviving with permanent physical and neurological disabilities, combined with the likelihood of incarceration in a psychological health institution, is very high.

Also, things are not as bad as they seem and it will actually get better. Been there, done that; it's actually true. At the end of the day think about how you managed to get this far and tell yourself you'll give it one more day. Take it one day at a time.

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As pointless as saying this may be.
Both suicide and living take effort and courage. Been there, the same voice that was always asking why I kept living for, was still there when I took the knife. Raped as a child, dropped out if uni 3 times, gf left me after 4 years. I still didn't have a reason deep inside.
You can end it anytime, and not with death. It's legit even more simple, give it a go, please.

even after a long tolerance break? ive only used morphine and i legit felt nearly nothing - just slight sedation and a numbed brain. 60mg too...

Anything i would have to say would just be broscience, but i remember reading about it changing the reward center of your brain and making pleasure under other circumstances difficult/impossible. I was never really happy or felt good before, after, or while being a scumbag so I'm not the best one to ask. I know i only did it as escapism even the first time I just wanted to run away.

Did I miss something?

i see. well i hope youve given up on it and glad youre still here dude. hang in there.

I'm just going for the sure thing next time. I've felt even worse after failing. I had this the whole time, but was too scared and tried to take the pussy way out.

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