What keeps you going ?

is that what you call living life to the fullest ?

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I'm waiting for my parents to die and to do sallekhana. It's jains' ritual death

They simply sit down to meditate and remain so without eating nor anything until they completely die. I'd probably get high as well when doing it to be completely detached and don't even realize that I'm dead

I have been browsing "How to die instantly and not being in agony" too yet my weakass Mentality still not ready

The thought of one day I can be something.

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I'm curious about the future.

Thanks Argiebro, I'll give it a go

honestly if my parents die ill probably die of anger and sadness

this sounds good. ill take this one to go, please

This.
I find the world interesting and I want to see something happen.

Yeah, im enjoying life and love being alive. I take care of the people around me.

I just received the books I ordered from Amazon, it's a good reason to not give up.

pretty much

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I want to die spectacularly, lifting and training to go die overseas for my people and something I believe in.

Fear of working low-skill part time jobs and the desire to get into a position where I can coast until I retire.

Not sure. I live a very npc-esque life minus the social interactions. I would never kill myself though. I guess I always expect things to get better when I do X, Y, and Z, but in reality life is barely progressing.

I agree. I wish we had a choice of when we want to die.

Feeling that I haven't lived yet.

Beautiful women and the small chance everyday that I may meet one, music and concerts, family/friends, exercising, hobbies (guns, movies), following world events, the challenges of my field, seeing other people's lives unfold online, dreaming about the comfy home I want to get one day.

the chance to even have a qt like pic related glance at me is enough to power me through a whole week

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sick riffs

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lol

Getting rimmed by Asian hookers

one day there will be an international proletarian revolution that will sweep capitalism and imperialism aside.

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Watching the next generation grow, playing and sharing music, and hearing people's stories.

My lust for brown women.

“I have a longing for life, and I go on living in spite of logic. Though I may not believe in the order of the universe, yet I love the sticky little leaves as they open in spring. I love the blue sky, I love some people, whom one loves you know sometimes without knowing why. I love some great deeds done by men, though I’ve long ceased perhaps to have faith in them, yet from old habit one’s heart prizes them... I want to travel in Europe, Alyosha, I shall set off from here. And yet I know that I am only going to a graveyard, but it’s a most precious graveyard, that’s what it is! Precious are the dead that lie there, every stone over them speaks of such burning life in the past, of such passionate faith in their work, their truth, their struggle and their science, that I know I shall fall on the ground and kiss those stones and weep over them; though I’m convinced in my heart that it’s long been nothing but a graveyard. And I shall not weep from despair, but simply because I shall be happy in my tears, I shall steep my soul in emotion. I love the sticky leaves in spring, the blue sky — that’s all it is. It’s not a matter of intellect or logic, it’s loving with one’s inside, with one’s stomach.”

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I got to read this. I loved The Idiot for passages like this where Myshkin would ramble about beauty. It's inspiring

it's none of your business

The memories of the good times that I once had and the thought that they might one day come again. They usually do at least once per year.

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honestly nothing anymore
I got a full time job and the feeling of productivity (however non-genuine it may be) keeps my mind busy and stops me from wanting to neck myself
I get just enough time to myself on weekdays when I come from work that I can appreciate it
then the weekend rolls around and I have absolutely nothing to do, I feel the vast emptiness again, and I can do nothing but wallow in it until I'm back to monday and I get to work again

The fight is right

mum would be sad

i will hear my calling which shall lead me to smite those that have caused me suffering

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food

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the hope of someday being very happy

Literally this. I am so fucking depressed, a rain cloud has been over my head for so many years now, but I don't wanna upset my mum or dad so I'm going to a doctor to get some anti depressants so I can be happy for their sake. I don't give a shit about myself anymore these days I just want my family to be happy

Most doctors recommend combining medication with psychotherapy.

I read The Idiot too. Both are truly great books.

>then the weekend rolls around and I have absolutely nothing to do, I feel the vast emptiness again, and I can do nothing but wallow in it until I'm back to monday and I get to work again
Why don't you meet people? What do you enjoy doing for fun?

i dont know. i wish i was never born.

>I don't give a shit about myself anymore these days I just want my family to be happy
based

You can pop the top off boot's saline nasal sprays with a bottle opener and top them up with speed

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My friends. I easily would have offed myself years ago without them

Happiness cannot exist in the present, it is only retroactive and always relative

anger, hate, grief, darkness and a desire to get revange over the people that destroyed me physically and mentally no matter what i do i cant forget what they have done, i cant sleep anymore because when i close my eyes i remember everything, life become void of meaning and hapiness and im obsessed with revange .If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you

I wanna see what happens wrt climate change, also brexit, it's quite interesting. Disaster can provide revolutionary potential

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This is just ego wank, go do something you fucking pussies

a rude brit, the world won't last until easter