>be me
>able to read at age 5, be extremely good at math, logical thinking and physical sports, however have shitty parents - dad who is an abusive alcoholic and mother who is a maniacal narcisstic piece of shit knowing how to make you feel like worthless trash (she drew my dad to escape to alcohol in the hindsight)
>up to age 13 be top 1 student in my schools, have numerous succeses, basketball, foreign languages, win a fuckton of math books, calculators and other shit coming from those competitions, even become one of the best chess players in my "state" (my country doesn't have states but same idea), however behind the facade I was still a little bitch with no self esteem
>age 14 fall into depression, become distant, lose friends, grades drop like a rock, stop attending training, immediately get noticed by school and constantly called to talk with psychologist, I avoid it because of my fucked up mental state
>high school, I barely passed, I only had 50% attendance which was minimum in my country to pass, most of my free time I spend lying in bed contemplating suicide
>drop out of computer science after 1st year, lose contact with everyone I knew
>now 23, got fired from my minimum wage job for missing too many days, on the verge of becoming homeless, nobody to turn to, completely closed off, can't even get myself to leave my home, got some shitcoins too but they all only tanked
What do?
Serious talk, how to deal with depression?
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Try not being a cuck incel?
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unironically this. on one hand, i feel for you, because it sucks, but on the other hand, you're really only doing this to yourself and have been for a while now apparently. either you step it up and start going out of your comfort zone to realize it isn't half bad out there in the world if you make the best of it, or you sit in your room and act like a little bitch
Take fuckload of vit D, work out/do a lot of physical stuff and get your hormones working properly back. If you are not larping about your past, then after few weeks you will easily figure out what to do next
>to dumb to realize depression is a made up concept to sell ssris and keep the white man down
I bet yoilu dont leave your room, jerk off, havent had sex in months and smoke a shitload of weed/eat shit food and not work out.
Also, when was the last time you traveled?
>inb4 assmad incels calling me a normalfag
t. retard
Find someone that willing to help you mate.
You are a smart fucker go and look up info on depression.
I can give you some keywords:
>Magic mushrooms and depression research
>Mindfulness
>Mindfulness app
Read this book:
amazon.com
The info above will cure your depression.
You're fucked, 23 too late. You should have a masters degree by now working on wall-street. Time to end it all.
Also but link.
#1 Avoid carbs and sugar as much as you can.
#2 Exercise regularly but make it enjoyable.
#3 Have sex
As "simple" as that. You know know the steps, try to follow them. You will be so busy that won't have time for depression.
T. Good goy
Enjoy your fake depression you limp wristed faggot, I bet you use it as an excuse to not get a job/smash staceys
Having bad parents is a big burden, I'm sorry for you to have to deal with that OP.
Nevertheless, you are still very young, no need to feel like a failure, just stop comparing yourself to others and what you should and shouldn't have based of some stupid normie logic. Fuck that, it's never too to late for anything, especially as a man.
You will have to deal with your past and your parents first. The end goal is to forgive them what they are and what they did to you, only forgiveness really sets your heart free. Only then you can move on in live.
I have a similar past (am 34 now), and things really got better with time, after I finally could forgive.
I even found a gf at 31, while being a virgin and completely unexperienced. She didn't care and liked me for how I am, but you'll have to like yourself first, this is the hard part.
I believe in you OP, there is a path to peace of mind hidden in your future somewhere, and you will find it, even if it doesn't seem that way right now.
Oh and I got one more pro tip for you. They did this scientific exercise and found it worked well for the depressed.
When you wake up everyday grab your notebook and write 3 things you are grateful for off the top of your mind, whatever comes first.
This can be like:
>I'm grateful I don't live in a shit hole country
>I'm grateful I was born male
>I'm grateful I have eaten some tasty things
>I'm grateful I still got both hands and can jerk off
>I'm grateful I'm not an alcoholic
>I'm grateful I was not raped etc etc.
This exercise will help reframe your perception of things and probably do you good in 3-6 months.
>able to read at age 5
stopped reading there, nigga I was legit reading when I was 3 and while that's probably uncommon if you can't read when you're 4 you're a dumbass.
You came from shitty parents. It's going to be tough user. Just make it in life. That's all I can tell you. Learn how to be successful. Because your parents didn't help you any, it's up to you. Jow Forums isn't the place to ask about personal problems. Just acquire a lot of money and buy the lifestyle you want.
Good advice desu
get up and do something
feels even better if you do it outside
also stop missing days at work, and instead work at every opportunity.. at first it hurts but in time it becomes easier and it puts you ahead of 95% of your peers (just say "yes I can work wednesday" when asked to work wednesday)
chemicals in your brain are telling you it won't be worthwhile to get out of your chair and do things, but once you force yourself up, you'll already feel a little better
Wim hof method is pretty good desu.
You’re a piece of shit and always will be. Cheer up
You are one stupid fuck, if you seriously don't believe mental illnesses exist and you are over 20yo you should kys you low iq subhuman
My gf has very real depression and it is in no way a meme. I have also had it this year after literally everything has gone to shit but other than that I have never had it before
maybe she just feels bad about having such a loser as her boyfriend, maybe you should tell her to live a little, get some good dicking and go to nice places with chad.
>unless she's fat and ugly, that should explain the depression
>look at this brainlet
I was reading and playing mtg at 2
I don't know how it is now, but back then it was an achievement for me considering how my peers could barely pronounce simple words, let alone read. The teachers in preschool would sat me in the middle of the room to read stories for others. Anyway I wasn't trying to point myself as a genius, but rather that I was at least talented, and it all went to waste, makes me feel like complete unadequate piece of shit.
One only has a adolescence. Now that you have been set, there are plant/myco teachers who excell at brain reorg.
A competent meditator can do any such thing as well.
Struggle is what makes life worth living. Embrace it and stop beeing a basedgoy.
The wise little boy archetype is the MOST hated, by everyone.
You have to heal him.
This is similar to the difficulty in loving a trickster, or the shadow.
That's very difficult... Having a narcissist as a mother is fucked up man. I hate narcs... they fuck up everything. Seriously without narcs the world would actually be a better place, avoid them at any cost....
You need to realize that narcs are a serious problem. Therefore I suggest you immediately shut down all contact with your mother. Maybe contact her again when you are strong and feel good about yourself to try and get a somewhat good relationship (I mean its your mother you should try). but do not interact with narcs when you need to get yourself together.
Now for the practical stuff. In what country do you live? is their no way you can get some social security from the government??
read the book "Feeling Good" by David Burns. It is about Cognitive behavioral therapy it helped my depression a lot.
Also plan your days/weeks/months/years, set smal goals and stick to your plan. When you reach these small goals it will make you happy in the long run. I do all these planing in a simple excel sheet.
elaborate please
kill yourself, seriously
Dubs of truth, my parents have video of me reading Bears on Wheels at 18 months and in kindergarten (age 5) I was teaching my "big buddy" to read. I'm no chess whiz but reading is easy shit
Did you actually just say "shit hole country"? That's not cool, and I won't stand for it on Jow Forumsbiz
99% of depression cases is just an allergic reaction to food like dairy and such, that triggers inflammition in body and brain
Hey board that’s set up for business and crypto talk, talk to me about this medical issue.
Also I’m getting wedding planning tips from Jow Forums
>serious talk
Fuck off to r9k or b, you filthy shill
This
>I'm grateful I still got both hands and can jerk off
Ngl this made me chuckle
Get on depression meds. No explanation for this other than chemical imbalance
This is probably bad advice but Adderall helped boost me out of my low.
>Depression meds
I spoke too soon, this is bad advice. Mine is good, go get an Addy script OP.
lmfao (((depression))) just cheer up bucko fucking millenial drama queens
Stop blaming your parents.
You’re conscious of your shortcomings now, accept them, understand it and fix it.
It’s easy to blame your issues on others, all loser do it, successful people simply fix them and constantly improve themselves, there will always be a shitty mum or dad or poverty or a bad relationship in everyone’s life, nobody has a perfect life, the difference is what you make of it.
Also seconding to know.
I feel like I was like OP, smart young now a loser. If it’s true I want to know more about the wise little boy archetype. I’m reading jordan memerson’s “12 rules for life” and it’s seriously 10% advice and 90% weird jungian/biblical/philosophical crap. He is literally a goddamn meme but if he’s not wrong then I need to know more about this archetype stuf.
seriously
nothing in that post is reason to be depressed. just fucking kill yourself op. if you can't handle these nonissues you'll be quick to kill yourself even on meds if anything get even a little bit serious.