Depression

I think I have the opposite of depression.
I've basically been happy all my life.

Yes, I have coping mechanisms. I make sure I eat, drink sleep and exercise well.
Still struggling with the rest though but it's been more manageable since I started living healthy

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yes being a neet destroyed my brain

i'm a neet too

we need to occupy ourselves

saint john's wart

i need to kill myself

Depression?
I see
In my case, I want to eat a dinner, sleep and programming.

Lul, dont do it, you will eventually die anyway, instead stick around and see what happens

Grew up in a rural town surrounded by alcoholics and druggies, was very lonely, my father was never present in my life and left when I turned 18, my brother died shortly after, then my grandparents died in a fire, my mother tried to commit suicide but failed and ended up in hospital, then my sister attempted suicide as well.

I’ve been in intense therapy for a little over a year now, not quite sure if it’s helping or not.

Do you learn programming in school or do you do it yourself ?

Was diagnosed with moderate recurring depression a year ago, been on meds since a bit before that. That, and physically exercising, helps.

Are you having a conversation with yourself ?

Outside of suicide, you have legitimate reasons to be unhappy. Damn, stay strong bro

Given your circumstance you’re doing quite well. Keep it up.

Stay strong brother

Not to start an argument, but you don't need a "legitimate" reason to be depressed. It's a chemical reaction in the brain.

Everyday goals outside of my home and talking a bit more openly about the things that seem hopeless and dominates my thoughts in my depressive bouts.
THEN getting a long term (but totally realistic) goal - it's hard to grind everyday without the long term goal and it's hard to dream without a change in the daily routine.

So you can help your sister and your mother and be there for them

probably will, i'm too much of a pussy to do it anyways

that's harsh. my mother also tried suicide, but it was before i was born.
she herself in the mouth. she got blind on one eye and she limps. my family is all fucked up like this, i have a bunch of uncles and aunts who killed themselves.

what are you on? i'm on a bunch of ADs

I need to do something like this.
Right now, I'm a NEET who doesn't go out.
I only stay in my room playing stupid games.

He said unhappy

Yes I have been depressed all my adult life. I don't have a tragic backstory, it just seems I was not cut out for this world.
I'm running out of copes. Drugs are ok but even that's getting stale. Video games do nothing for me anymore.

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Do you have luxury depression or some hard to swollow shit situation you're in?

I think you're on your way, keep going man

Wellbutrin Retard 300mg. Right now I'm also on prescribed vitamin D pills, 2000 IE a day, because my doctor found my vitamin D levels to be "shockingly low". Going to have to change my diet and get more sun when it's up aswell.

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I was depressed for about a year when my first gf cheated on me, found solace in weed but over time I made changes to my lifestyle that helped me get past that. Can't say I don't suffer from occasional depressive moods, but I suppose that happens to everyone.

>I need to do something like this.
>I only stay in my room playing stupid games.
Yes, get out! That was my lifestyle too before ending up in hospital, physical activation and a social context is much more effective than medication from my experience!

I'm not really in a horrible situation.

Wellbutrin? Really? I'm on it too. 300mg.
I'm also on venlafaxine, escitalopram, trazodone, valproate and quetiapine. They're all generic, I don't know what the brandnames are.

>ending up in hospital
What happened?
Also, when you go out, what do you do?
I don't really have much to do, desu.
No friends to visit or anything like that.

>luxury depression
What's that supposed to be?

thanks frens

I’m trying to when I find the energy, however it’s hard, my mother drinks a lot and my sister refuses to go to school and is basically becoming a NEET at 16

my condolences bro, I’m hoping to get family of my own one day and make things right

No need to teach the balkan ways to a Swede. If he's doing it because he feels beholden to them he won't be happy at all. That's not living your life, and will soon turn to hate them as his cosmos is reverted and he grows to perceive them as the hindrances unto death.

I'm just a jaded nihilist, I think. I do have a gf but I don't show this facet of mine to her. Currently I am a NEET, so it deepens the sense of purposelessness already deeply lodged. I used to blame a wide palette of things from no gf to being under the sway of parents to living in a shitty industrial marxist town, but I think it's just common for many zoomers.

*shot herself

I like Programming but I have never gone to the school so It learn myself.
I think programming is very easy, let's learn study you!

I want to learn programming, where do I start? C#?

Yes, I start C#
C# is very good and very easy.
Another, I like Python and Rust

Get on gibs from the government and get a GF

thanks, what kind of things are you programming?

yes
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kind?
I use always C#,Python,Rust and F#.
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>What happened?
Got drunk, called ambulance, hanged myself.
>Also, when you go out, what do you do?
I go to the gym, eat lunch with other damaged people, go for Walk and talk with the "living support" (some social support assistance I was too proud to accept before ending up physically damaged).
>I don't really have much to do, desu.
Photography? Look at deviantart and /p/ for inspiration. You can develop composition skill with any crappy phone cam.
Painting could be a step from that.
>No friends to visit or anything like that.
Dunno what social support you have in Brazil, playing games with elderly people is always appreciated and can give you unexpected contacts and experiences.
Write down your ideas on a paper and just try them out.

Through exercise and binge eating

Hello, just popped in to say I don't have depression. Can't really empathise with people who do either.

Have a nice day

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>Porn picture download for Porn site
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Like everything in your life goes pretty normal but you still feel shit all the time. You're propably already born to feel shit any day anyway.

That's luxury depression.

The other is you're in a really hopeless situation you simply fail to cope with. Such a depression is actually serious shit but also different to the former curable if you find a way to cope.

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>How do you deal with it?
Masturbation
Neet naps

I don't have anymore, I had like 10 years ago. I'm still sad because I can't still make money and get out of this situation of beeing a NEET but I'm doing what I can (studying at home). Tried proletarial jobs and failed (they hate people with a degree).

With my life and lifestyle I "should" be depressed by all the laws and rules according to people and doctors.
But I am not. I quite like my life actually, and depression has never been a problem during my 29 years alive besides for 2 years when I was forced to have a job. That caused me to drink a lot.