Pls help a brother in need. Its 5am burger time so I'll keep it short. Been on a meth run for 1 year now, every fuckin day. Well enough was enough and I stopped. Today was my first day with out, I know the coming days are gonna be rough.
Basically, no energy, motivation, and more depressed than usual. I already had no energy to begin with so I'm gonna be rekt.
Anyways , any advice besides the standard kys? I've gotten off all sorts of drugs in the past, heroin and all. But this will be a new type of withdrawal. What's your daily life like biz? Maybe I can get some motivation, you aren't all full time NEEts right?
Even if you're watching a wall, you're doing it sober. Remember that
Justin Mitchell
You're just going to have to accept it.
Meth destroys its users though.
Christopher Taylor
Get in the gym. Become addicted to bettering your health. Start lifting.
Watch youtube videos online that are motivational to keep you in the mindset and your sub conscious focused on the right things.
James Ross
Keep strong man. It gets better. I currently run my own marketing agency branded as a "growth hacking agency."
I hit rock bottom with the failure of my last startup. Last cofounder had a horrible addiction and as the stress piled up he completely lost it.
The good news is I learned from failure and was able to build a new company based on previous mistakes. Currently have 20 clients with an average of $800 q month.
My new cofounder and I started 6 months ago and were happy we hit over 10k in monthly revenue, but were both working 16 to 20 hours a day.
I also went through a bad phase of drug use for a few months but after starting something I love I no longer crave or want anything to get me high.
Hell I no longer go to parties and get fucked up with friends because recovering from 1 to 2 days will genuinely hurt my business.
Hope everything gets better.
Adrian Garcia
Shouldn't you admit yourself to a hospital so they can help you?
Xavier Murphy
Unironically 420 yobself, nigga
Also, saged
Hudson Robinson
Im on a cold turkey from kaffeine and porn (weed and alco previously, but clean for 6 years now). Ive used to drink 5-6 coffies a day and pron hard 3-4 times..I know its not evem close to meth/her but all addiction r the same. U need to wisely fullfill the emptiness created by device of abuse.. ive been dead laying down since two days. It will be better user I promise..if u need any goodbreads that might help u: allen carr easy way to quit drinking and there is one more by a polish duet but it seems that they didnt translate the one im reading to english. God speed user!
Thomas Jenkins
Hi bruh Got in the same situation but when I was in Bangkok You are going to become paranoiac, you will have fever and someone will be talking in your head
it can lasts very long 10 - 20 days
just get rid of it
please, dont give up you are going to live a short nightmare but life after this will be good
believe me please
Anthony Foster
take modafinil instead, much better.
Andrew Parker
Also I find those motivational videos quite helpful, gym is awsome just manage urself to leave the home and do it. And repeat. When I was in high neurosis state after weed/vodka combos ive decided to go to swimming pool (extremely thin and afraid of people) ive started from once per week to two/three a week, ibguess it helped me,
Nathaniel Wright
Also, you will have suicidal thoughts, because you will have the sensation live is worthless and because the pain will be important
Don't give up
Its chemical reactions who make you think like this
print my messages and read them when you feel bad, everything is going to be fine
Jeremiah Nguyen
Kill yourself you worthless piece of shit. Youre a fucking loser lmao
Aiden Gomez
Masturbate until it is a bleeding painful swollen and lifeless smelly stump.
Kevin Ramirez
nice edge there faggot
Blake Harris
Kill yourself loser
Noah Hall
We must do what we can to help our struggling brother.
Watch some startrek, have warm milk and sleep fren
Bentley Sullivan
>take modafinil instead, much better.
This actually, theres been clinical trials on it and iirc Moda helps meth withdraw l a bit. Just don't abuse the modas.
Jackson Nguyen
Die young you shitface
Colton Murphy
When feeling too depressed, take some ketamine. It has positive effect on the mood 24-48 hours after the high.
I’ve been clean for 8 months now. Though mine was milder than yours. I was a speed addict for more than 6 years, got tinnitus, sober hallucinations and 2 psychosis due to polytox. For me the first 2 weeks were ok. 3-8 weeks tough and depressing, 8-16 weeks forgetting how it felt to be high and afterwards slowly starting the life in colors again. Like some said here, sports/hobby helps a lot. Try to exercise every other day. If you like video games, stick into them etc.
I still have cravings occasionally. I recently broke up with my girlfriend and there was an incredible urge to get fucked up for days. However it was only a one time impulsive thought, which was incredibly hard to resist, killed by going home and masturbating to death.
Good luck man. Ups won’t be that high in life and downs won’t drag you down that much either. It’s a more sustainable way of living and delayed gratification is the only thing that can make you steadily contend in life.
Hunter Myers
Minutes turn to hours, hours to days, and days and days to months. Go to a narcotics anonymous meeting, I guarantee there is one in your area. They'll teach you how to change. They have been anywhere you have and worse.
Ryan Ross
recovering benzo addict here OP, I can’t give shill you a better life and all that crap because I’m not in that position myself, but I believe you can take some comfort in knowing there are others out here just like you. Keep your head up.
Isaiah Lopez
I met some australian dude in toronto staying at this hostel with me and he game me a pack of modafinil tabs because I work 12 hour nights. It might give him some energy but I think his main problem is that he's going to feel like complete fucking shit for the next month. Basically my advice would be, set up shop in the bathroom, you have your toilet there for shit/puking you have fresh sink water and you have the bathtub incase you want to get into some warm water. You can put a bunch of blankets and shit on the floor and camp out. Get about half a months supply of frozen pizza type things and lunches and convention oven the shit out of them. Just drink lots of water, no pop or any of that gay shit. Most hardcore thing I've done is acid and maybe coke once so I'm don't have any idea what you're going to be going through but I watched Basketball Dairies once.
Jack Sullivan
Man go fuck yourself.
Charles Nelson
Try NA and find some clean friends. You dont have to do it alone. Celebrating 4 years clean today