30 minutes ago, I fucked a 20$ whore who looked nothing like picture related...

I can relate OP, dont worry, that 20 USD you put into her is a lifelong valuable lesson worth more than money.

>the man who is rich and fucks lots of girls
It was a 20$ whore. Cmon.

did you get the blowjob with a condom too?

Smelly asshole is the worst. The first and only hooker I fucked obviously took a shit before I came over. My boner was gone after 10 minutes of doggy style.

That's what I'm trying not to do. You have no idea how worse I feel after it.
That's what I was thinking to comfort myself on my way home.

What why and how do you want to change or add to your life. Write it out

>Paying for sex

just tell the good doc what you did and he'll know what to do.

What are the risks of getting a blowjob without a condom?

Yes I am saying you want to be THAT guy and are NOT that guy so therefore you cope by fucking $20 whores. But whatever I tried to help. Have fun with your street meat.

Yes.
Felt the same. Thank you for your kind post. I am glad I am not the only one.

You just gotta take it day by day my man and try to be a better person. Find something to do to take your mind off how retarded you can be sometimes and promise yourself you'll never do it again

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You dont need it for BJs. It's only risky for the BJ giver. It's highly unlikely for the receiver to get anything that way. Don't believe femnazi memes.

Also
>sucking a rubber that's on your dick.
What would the point of that even be?

Its been 3 years since I last did that, without even safety on, I panicked and went to my local doctors holding shame while getting checked out for STD's.
Its a painful experience, but now I just look back and laugh at how stupid I was for doing it.
tl;dr stupid shit is the highlight of your life.

Obviously it's not going to happen again. I will try to pick up reading and listen to music to take my mind off it, but forgetting it and erasing it from my brain will be impossible. That's what worries me the most.

> 20$ whore

you get what you pay for senpai

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ok snowflake

there's unironically nothing you can do. this was a test of your manhood. you failed. the only recourse you have is doing something 'huge' to compensate. i recommend donating to a good cause. the user from >impeachdonaldjtrump.com made a pretty heartfelt post this week on pol, consider that. another user sent 5 btc. good luck.

sane

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That's what you think! You better be ready the next time you feel the exact same urge that urged you to do it this time. Don't underestimate your ability to disappoint yourself senpai

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im hiding this thread, $20 is like unfathomable tbqh senpai

Listen to this, and punch several things.

youtube.com/watch?v=OD8kKuhLQ74

Not going to happen. I can easily get sex without having to pay a girl. What I did today, was something that I was addicted to do from a long time ago , only to turn out to be the biggest disappointment in my life. Why would I want to do again the same thing that made me feel like shit? It's same as eating shit food in prison for a day and wanting to eat the same shit after you're out and have possibilities to eat quality food in expensive restaurants.

I tried a pool cleaner vacuum while underwater, especially with a heated pool, it gave me the best orgasm of my entire life. the fans rapidly but gently smack the head of your dick while giving really strong suction. obviously stick your fingers in first to make sure it's safe, not every pool vacuum is the same. I've had blowjobs from 3 different women and 4 different men, I've used vacuums, cock-pumps, fleshlights, vibrators... and NOTHING compares to the pool cleaner. I'm not even fucking kidding right now, if you get the chance, try it. the only thing that is even remotely close to how good that pool vacuum felt was straight up vaginal sex with this fat chick who had a really warm snatch, it was like sticking my dick into a wet loaf of banana bread straight out of the oven, and yes this fucking pool cleaner vacuum was better than that. I don't own a pool or else I'd be doing it every day. unfortunately the owner of the pool caught me doing it so I'm not allowed to be within 1000 feet of his house anymore but it was so fucking worth it, I'm telling you that fucking pool vacuum is like heaven. honestly the only reason I even want to make it with LINK is so I can afford my own house with a heated pool and of course a pool vacuum. I can't wait to buy a dozen different brands and styles of pool cleaners and fuck them all. I live for that day to come.

> she was disgusting and old
Dude why?
I've walked out on ugly whores before (once over a bait-and-switch pulled by an online pimp), and I've even sometimes paid them just to encounter no trouble from them (or any pimp they might have). And that was way before I actually had the disposable income to do so, thanks to crypto.

Many girls won't let an ugly guy, who is totally not their type, bang them. Why can't we guys have similar standards, more especially if you're paying.

Don't be "afraid" to "hurt their feelings" by turning them down, most qt 3.14 girls have done that tons of times to even more well-meaning guys, so a little revenge for our gender can't hurt.