How do you deal with loneliness?

this thread again, you already know the answer

hangout with friends i dont enjoy the most

escaping in the gamer world

I don't in the most part. I already gave up in the fact I'll never have a girlfriend or anything like that. I'm past that point when your family stops asking. I just go to work, come back to my apartment, play videogames or study, sleep, repeat forever.

Nah, you're not really here. You're hundreds of kilometers away from here, in France. And I'm on my bed, all alone. Tired. Ready to go to sleep and start a very thing again tomorrow morning. What a joke of a life

game, fap or go excercise

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I don't. I have lots of friends. In fact, I spend much of any day's time with friends. But I'm nonetheless extremely lonely. I miss love, intimacy. I am very closed about my emotions, normally. Even if I do verbalise them, I do it in such a way as to distance myself from what is verbalised. So I don't connect emotionally to my friends, regardless of my very real fondness for them. And so I'm really lonely. I miss being in love. And I don't know what to do. I'm fucking retarded about that. Moreover, I have so many obligations these days that I have no unaloccated time at all. And I have no idea why I ought to do what I'm told I ought to. Just that I ought to if I want to live in a way I don't actually want to live. I'm cracking, lately. I'm crumbling under pressure. So I drink.
These days I look more like a decayed building than a man.

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in the last three weeks i've been socialising a lot, meeting new people, going out, that sort of thing
the people I meet all have incredible lives, there's one who, at 21, crossed the atlantic on a small ship with her friends then live for a few months on some caribbean island, there's one who's a kindergarden teacher and goes on long hikes, wings all of her travels, is spontaneous, there's another one who did a pilgrimage, one that lives with his art...
makes me feel useless tbqhwymf

By dreaming of one day escaping it

I work until I drain myself, then sleep as soon as I’m home

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hello hayaren

This fucking picture

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>I gaypost on Jow Forums
>How are you doing user?
This

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I don't
And Jow Forums isn't really helping since all I see is text on a screen
I sometimes forgot you're real people

I recently tried talking to myself. For me at least, It's very fun, and I'm the most interesting person I know by far. I talk about anything really. Life, anime, vidyas, books, dreams, ect. Along with that I bought my self a journal, it was the best thing I ever did!

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Good girls :3

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I just jacked off for 5 hours straight to the most degenerate things I could find and now I feel like the most worthless piece of trash imaginable

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Just got home after seeing some friends. It was nice except for the fact that I got really tired at the end because the alcohol exacerbated my fatigue.
Now I'm going to go to sleep, content with the fact that I'm surrounded with people who appreciate me.

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Exercise, musical instruments, movies, pets, public library, mall.
Once I even went to church. It was...different.

>Gayposting on Jow Forums
Do you want this to happen to you?

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