I feel bad anons
I feel like I don't deserve to live
I feel bad anons
I feel like I don't deserve to live
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make it right and kys urself then
I know that feel, bud.
what's the problem user?
i can't do that
i need to pay debts
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These past few weeks I've been bombarded with stories how on I'm privileged, and how there are always people worse off than me. Folks around me tell their stories and they say to me, I could never last a day in their shoe.
I've been thinking then, whats the point then? I don't have the drive these folks have, I laze off on my days, I slack off on everything. I contribute nothing, I'm a parasite on the system. I feel like my life would've been better suited to some other poor-but-hardworking lad
I feel like God made a mistake putting "me" into me.
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm not making sense, I don't know what to think anymore
You deserve to live, whatever people tell you. Remember that absolutely all the people are clueless human beings, confidence is always a facade, nobody knows anything about the world, everybody is afraid. People that attacks are you struggle with their own insecurities, and they lies to themselves by thinking they are better than you, they just try to feel better about themselves.
In the end everybody is equal in front of death, and whatever judgement of superiority people might have about their life, it's a lie that will dissipate by itself in only a few decades.
>i can't do that
>i need to pay debts
no debts in afterlife
this desu
You're over thinking things. Just work harder, you'll feel better.
I feel like there might be other problems there, please tell me, I'm gonna try to help you buddy
The debts are just transferred to next of kin you selfish fucks
In most legal systems you can just refuse the succession if the net amount is negative.
in Islamic law, you can't go anywhere unless you settle your earthly debts
my mum put in her will that I, being the eldest, will pay her debts
>clueless human beings
I get you, sometimes I feel like "fuck you you're scum" but after some time I feel like "fuck I need to help these guys"
I don't know what to feel, I can't go on living knowing I sleep on a bed, using my computer, listening to music while there are folks out there with nothing but concrete for their mattress, and their only "entertainment" is the sound of the deadly silent night
>work harder
Arbeit macht frei, I tell myself
I feel like once I graduate I'm going to devote myself towards working till I drop dead
I inherently don't need money to live. I just want to settle my parents debt and my own;' to the banks, to the government, to society.
I don't know but lets figure out together
sometimes these talks can be fruitful and helps me think straight
No they aren't dumbass, it just goes against your estate so you won't pass anything on if you have no assets once your creditors are paid off.
So wtf do you want? We're not your therapist or your blog, fuck off or kys or sort yourself out just do it elsewhere
I just said lets talk this out you dumb leaf
you scum of the earth
you disgusting pigskin vermin
you son of a dog
you pissant
you vile creature
fuck off, theres a fuckton of other soyjaks, gayposting, and generals for the likes of you
No user, you don't deserve to die. You deserve to feel all the suffering that is your life.
>fuck off, theres a fuckton of other soyjaks, gayposting, and generals for the likes of you
Your thread is one of them. it has nothing to do with international culture, it's just a shitty wojak blogposting thread.
>you son of a dog
says the faggot that's depressed lmao.
1. I think you gotta be thankful to God for let you been born with priviledge, it is bad to feel that you don't deserve that tho, it might help maybe sharing some of that priviledge somehow c:
2. Working hard is part of life, you like it or not. That's why you gotta choose a job you know you truly love, not just something you are good at
Now, there is so much more in life than just work, open up your eyes a lil bit more and see all the beauty that is existence, the fact that you are alive and can be aware of all your surroundings, the fact that you were born as a human, the nature that surrounds you in this universe, the other living creatures, the relationships, etc. Life truly is a beautiful thing that you should be thankful for.
3. Debts are a pain in the ass, correct, and to that the only way is by making money. It will all be worth it at the end tho, you'll feel that such a big rock in your back will be sliding off. Might be big at first, but as time passes it will be smaller and you'll feel releaved.
>suffer
yes, truly, only way to salvation is suffering
i'll get back to you after this post
how about the international culture of hating leafs? lets discuss that, aye? why do you reckon everyone hates Canadians?
if you want a legit reason, heres one
I'm here discussing existentialism and I need outside, as in international, perspective regarding the concept of human suffering and the concept of an afterlife
>faggot that's depressed
i'm not
i'm having a hard time grasping why the fuck i'm here instead of another one my friends who in all honesty, work harder than me, suffers more than me due to circumstances outside of his control, and can handle real world pressure
it seems like i'm not suited for life because i crack at any sign of life, they say the truth, i could never face a life in their shoe no matter how far i force myself to
>sharing it
yes, i have made plans to share it, a plan to pay back my debt to society.
>life in general
truly, life is beautiful
there are many more questions to ponder and consider; questions like why we're here, who made us, why this particular planet instead of anywhere in any other galaxy
i'll think of these in those moments where i rest before continuing my work.
>work
agreed, maybe i need to tone it down on this
we'll see how it goes in the future
I want to ensure the life of my senpaitachi are good after I go and then off myself
Don't listen to bitches bitch about how their lives are harder than yours. They want to drag you down to the dirt they have surrounded themselves with, if they were really exceptional individuals and deserved better, they'd be doing better, as simple as that. Be strong and be happy, asian friend, we love you
Selamat malam, user. tidur baik2 ok.
Thanks man, made me rethink their words
I think I'm fine now
thanks lads, for the talk
Goodnight lad, i'm good now :)
mood: youtube.com
just gotta keep on walking, keep my chin up
i'll reach the end, like everyone else
>I don't deserve to live
>deserve
What is wrong with you people!
Do you know what worthiness even is?
Now, if you take being deserving as commanding respect, then no, you do not dserve to live just like the newborn child does not deserve to live as it has nothing commanding respect.
Both you and a child have in common that they have not accomplished anything worth mentioning, but the child will not kill itself or be killed for its lack of worth because it knows it can accomplish in the future and is judged on its potential.
Why do you think you've gone to the next step? Why do you think that you are no longer to be judged on what you can do rather than what you have done?
If you are projecting that you will do nothing and thus the "you" of right now is worthless you are wrong, because you're judging your own future self which does not exist yet.
It makes no sense to think in self-worth, you exist you can do stuff so do stuff.
>worthiness
a trait befitting someone who is of greater importance than me
i'm worth below than dirt to everyone else in this god given land, but this dirt is what supports this land and gives it life
my "dirt" helps cultivate the land and brings forth prosperity
you're right, i need to start thinking of the future
i need to be sure of what i need to do to get by in life. the time of "drifting through the rive" is no longer
thanks again